Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Box!!


One student
One gangster
One interest
One rival
One ring
One battle

These words had summarized the story and the message that this movie try to bring out. It is a story about youth, about the spirit of never give up, about the will to take on challenge...

A student, who is always scoring good result, has a friend who is a gangster... they are friends since young. The student admire his gangster friend very much, especially when he saw him fighting in the ring for boxing championship. In the end, he was inspired to join in the boxing club as well. From a weak-book-worm, he manage to transform himself to become one of the best boxer in high school. Together with his gangster friend, they aim high in winning against the high schools tournament record holder in the coming boxing championship...

A very nice story indeed. very good plotting, entertaining and yet sending a lot of meaningful message at the same time. Watched it during my flight from Italy back to Malaysia on board of the airplane. I'm not sure where can you get it, but I would recommend you guys to have a look at it if you can.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Towards 2011 - Part 2

Decided to go all out for my job and career next year...
had been lazying around for the past 6 months...
now that I had already confirmed...
is time to try my best and to see how far can I go...
so guys and girls...
please forgive me if I didn't show up myself...
let's hope next year will be the year to kick start my working life...

Saturday, December 25, 2010

圣诞节(不)快乐

笑够...
闹够...
疯够...
玩够...
是时候回到家...
脱下面具...
回归自我...
冷冷的...
淡淡的...
慰藉自己...
祝福着这可悲的自己...
圣诞节...不快乐...

Thursday, December 23, 2010

我...寂寞就好

还是原来那个我...
明知道结果却不愿接受的我
明知道结果却依然做梦的那个我
也许只是单纯的想让自己爱错
也许只是傻傻的想让自己解脱
但是,到最后会有什么?
也许...什么都没有
会得到什么?
也许...什么都得不到
然而,我...还是无法阻止自己
无法克制自己...
全心全意地付出我所能付出的
不求什么...
最后的最后,只留下我一个人...
一个人痛到受不了,伤到快疯掉
这时候...也没有谁来安慰拥抱
被想起的过去,点点滴滴...
化作了雨,润湿了眼底
感叹人生怎可能尽如人意
缘,这个字实在太难猜透
就算相见无期
在某个夜里,我...依然会想起你
虽然我那思念并没有任何用
我那等待也是最傻的承诺
让回忆也变得寂寞...
我...筑起了一层层的保护墙
我...让自己的身心长满了荆棘
我...寂寞就好... 

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Towards 2011 - Part 1

Spent some time thinking and thinking... trying my best to plan and organize my life for now. First will go for some of my daily life... slowly I will go for some other things... plan for the coming year of 2011...

Although I'm getting more and more not fit for sports due to several old injuries and new injuries... but still I will spend my time for doing sports, be it badminton or jogging or anything. Have to sweat myself, better than sit there and do nothing everyday. I'll need to get myself a new pair of court shoes... 

I will continue in modelling Gundam, although it may not be that often as before, but still... my passion for modelling is still burning inside of me. I will try my best to squeeze out some time to play with it... how far do I want to take my modelling to? I wonder... but for the mean time, I will stick to my current level and move on... maybe joining a modelling competition next year? Well, who knows?

About photography... I guess I will take a slow start instead. I had decided to get myself a G12 instead of DSLR... is not an issue of money, but for now, I want to put my concentration on other things first... when I'm able to give in full determination in photography, then only I will get myself a DSLR. For now, I shall stick with the compact camera and squeeze the most out of it... G12 is more than enough for me right now as I travel a lot and is troublesome to always carry a DSLR around. It is also a "bridge" given to myself, whereby I  will try to sharpen my skills further before I hop into the pool of DSLR.

The most important thing that I will focus in... yes, is to learn my guitar. I had already decided to go full throttle on it for next year. I will get myself enroll into a weekly class for sure, and slowly I hope I can get myself play better. I don't want to waste my time anymore... and is time to pay back my relatives expectation for giving me this beautiful guitar. I will try my best, although I might not be able to excel, but at least I want to do the very best that I can for now.

Well, other than all these... will try to improve many other things and aspect in my life... maybe they are minor, but hope that all those minor things will slowly become major in my life which will eventually gives a positive influence. There are still a lot more to think and plan... but no rush... slowly and take it easy... one step at a time...

Friday, December 10, 2010

安息...


今天报章上看见了一则新闻...一个男生,为爱自杀...对许多人而言,也许只是“另一则自杀新闻”,但是,对我而言可以说是一种冲击。早上听见了同事说他朋友的朋友自杀了...对,就是他了。翻阅着新闻,感觉突然变得十分不安。原来这样的事情,也可以在这么接近自己的身边发生。

突然觉得有些恐惧,害怕着哪一天身边的亲朋戚友也这样轻生...
突然觉得有些伤感,原来人真的可以那么的脆弱...
突然觉得有些惋惜,一个大好青年就这样离开了大家...
突然觉得有些心痛,男生已经走了,但是身边的人还在议论纷纷...

说真的,男生的心情,其实不难了解。当为一个人付出了全部,换回来的却是一句“我爱你,但是我要离开你”...试问谁能够不心碎,谁能够不感觉到绝望。也许是因为曾经有过相同的经历,所以我懂得男生的心情与感受。这,的确不是一般人能够承担得住的伤痛。记得当初,我也是让自己沉沦在泪水里,久久无法自拔。眼泪,流了再多也无法挽回什么。声线,哭到沙哑也不能唤回什么。

事到如今,并不是怪罪男生身边的人没关心他没开解他的时候。
事到如今,并不是怪罪男生的行动到底是无知还是解脱的时候。

事情已经发生了,再怎么疼惜也无法挽回了。对于我们现在依然活着的人而言,我们能够做些什么呢?

多关心身边的人。虽然你未必能够敞开他人的心房,但是至少能够温暖他的肩膀。
多爱惜身边的人。虽然你未必会得到任何回报,但是至少能够填满他的空虚。
多珍惜自己。虽然事事为能如意,但是切记柳暗花明又一村。
多尊重别人的生命。每个人都有权选择生活方式,请别把自己的观念强加于他人身上。

男生找不到出路,选择了离开。也许有人认为这很愚蠢,有人认为是逃避。但是,事到如今,我觉得我们应该做的,就是尊重他的选择,然后希望他能够得到安息。也希望他的家人能够早日平复情绪,收拾心情,勇敢地,连男生的份...也一起...好好的活下去。

Sunday, December 5, 2010

不断的心弦

写了新的故事,有兴趣的人或得空没事做的人可以去看看...
点击右边的My Stories,然后再点击故事的标题就可以了...
更懒惰的人,直接点击这里好了...
希望大家会喜欢,会被感动。
谢谢。

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Italy... an amazing journey

Well, never really thought of heading to Europe in my life... yet. And never ever thought of it would be this early... anyway, it turns out that I need to go for a business trip to Italy for 1 week. It's so sudden that I got no idea how should I react. A rush in preparing for the winter, and there I'd already boarded the midnight flight all the way to Milan. I do transit at Amsterdam, which I believe is another nice city (well, at least the airport is nice...) but since I'd just hang around for few hours in he airport, so nothing much I can tel about it.


The moment of my arrival to Milan wasn't so impressive actually. Touch down at Malpensa International Airport, but honestly the airport looks old even though it is just about 5 years old. Maybe this is their unique design that doesn't suit my taste? Have some upset moment when dealing with a waitress in a restaurant... Anyway, met up with Marco, one of my company's distributor at the airport while waiting for my colleague from Dubai to touch down an hour later. Have a nice chat with him while trying to get myself comfortable with the new environment. Jet-lag? Well, not really. I got a whole 14 hours of time during my flight to adjust myself according to the time zone. After my colleague landed, we head to the hotel in Assago, Royal Garden Hotel.


The next day, our distributor, Mr Francesco and Ms Paula pick us up to their office for a cup of Italian Espresso. It is very aromatic, but indeed it was too heavy for me and my colleague. Italian just like to drink such a concentrated cafe. We then head on to Turin, where we will have our meetings with other dealers and technicians for the upcoming training. There's about 20 of them, and they are really some nice and friendly guy. A bit of admiring them, as they gave me the feel of "work hard, play hard, eat hard, and enjoy every moment in your life". During the five days of training, which my colleague and I were their trainer for giving them training on my company's product, I think I'd learnt a lot from them, far more than what they had learnt from me I guess. Well, it is a nice experience indeed.


After the 5 days training ended, we head back to Milan and stayed back in the same hotel. The next day was Saturday, we woke up early in the morning and checking up what we can do for the day in Milan. Francesco and Paula pick us up from the hotel and we head for San Siro Stadium, the home for AC Milan and Inter Milan Football Club. From the outside, the stadium looks huge, but when we get inside, the feeling was totally different. One may start to wonder why the stadium feels smaller when you are inside... anyway, this is perhaps something good as it means when you are watching a match in the stadium, you are much closer to the footballers. A tour around the stadium and the changing room... follow by the museum which host all the trophies and jersey... it is a nice trip, even though I'm not a die-hard-fan but still I can feel the stream of emotion running in everyone's body.


Next, we head for a very nice lunch in Milan town center. Milan, far more artistic than you can ever imagine. Every building, every street, every corner, everywhere... you can feel the sense of art, sense of history, sense of heading back to the 90's, 80's and 70's... by the time we finish our lunch, it's already past 2pm. Our distributors decided to let us free to travel around as we like, and we really appreciate it. We first entered the Duomo Church, a really holly and magnificence place which everyone shouldn't miss. The design, the statue, the lights, the prayer, the decoration... everything is just perfect inside Duomo, is like we are entering to another dimension in the world. Next stop, we head for the Galleria Vittorio Emanuele II, a shopping distinct to be precise. You can find a lot of nice shops and nice items here... but you must be able to have the money to spend as well. We went to the Via Dante next, another street for some shopping spree... and ends up at Castello Sforzesco, which is an ancient castle. Throughout the journey, we were greeted by snow... first time to see it in my life of 24 years. Well, honestly, it's not really that special. We'd been imagining too much and put a lot of fantasy in snowing... but when you are in it... it is just... snow.


Since we are no longer touring with our distributors, we have to find our ways back to our hotel. So we get our ass in the local subway which is called "Metro" and head to Famagosta, the nearest town to Assago. Then we take a bus and journey back to our hotel. The next day, we took the subway again from Famagosta to Cardona, and then we transit for Malpensa Express which ride us all the way to the Malpensa Airport. For our last few moments in the express train, we were farewelled by heavy snow... indeed it is very nice to see the whole world in white... but it is something that the local hate the most as they will have trouble getting around with their cars. Arrive at the airport, checked-in, do some last minute shopping, board the plane and ready to adjust my body-clock back to Malaysia time... by the time I leave Italy it was the evening, the sky is still bright. While the plane head towards Kuala Lumpur, I stared outside of my window... I was amazed by the scenery I saw outside. The sky is in half, a side is bright while another is dark. My flight is flying from the bright sky zone and entering the dark sky zone... slowly, slowly... the whole process last for about half an hour until the plane had finally entered totally into the night. Speechless, and I'm a little regret for not taking the pictures of it. Hope that there will be a second chance for me to do so.


Throughout the whole week in Italy, I found that Italians are very friendly towards Italians. Even if they don't know each other. I'd found that there are Italians that are very helpful to travelers who doesn't speak Italian language. And of course there are less friendly one. Italian food is simply superb. Their wine is something I believe cannot be found else where. A week stay in Italy, three hours of tour in Milan... everything just seems doesn't enough. Hopefully I'll have the chance to drop by again someday. To explore more on Italian food, to snap more pictures of the buildings, to learn more of the Italian culture...


And I'd almost forgot a very nice scene which I saw when heading to the factory back in Turin. We passed by a school everyday, not sure is it a primary school or kindergarten. It is not the type of school you'll see in Malaysia. It is a house, with a lot of windows, and everyday when I head to the factory, I can see parents are standing outside of the gate and starring at their children who were studying in the school through the windows... every time I see it, it warms my heart during the cold winter. A very nice scene that I regret for unable to snap it with my camera.


Well, that pretty much wrap up my experience of staying one week in Italy. My first stay in Europe as well, and it doesn't disappoint me, not at all. You may browse the pictures I'd taken through my facebook. For those who are planning to head to Milan, need not to worry as travelling in Milan is very easy and convenient. And honestly I'm starting to miss the atmosphere and food right now... till then, Ciao~

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Italiano Craze

After 1 whole week in Italy... some of the things I observed about Italy were:

Italian will die without coffee
They will drink an extremely "kaw" espresso in the morning, during the morning tea break, after lunch, during the evening tea break, after dinner, and even after supper... I drink one in the morning breakfast and my head is spinning whole day long >.<

Italian eats a lot... I mean A LOT
Yes, there will be bread on the table before meal for you to eat... then there will be the appetizer (which consist of meats, cheese, vegetables and etc), follow my FIRST course which usually is PASTA or spaghetti or rice... and there comes your MAIN course of meat, fish, pork or chicken... you are not finish yet! There are still dessert waiting for you...

The land of house wine
Yes, every town, every city, every village produce their very own taste of wine... get ready to drink wine for every single meal and indulge yourself in their great taste...

Naturale vs Frizzante
You might not know what are these, but I shall tell you they are water. These are the two types of water you will find in everywhere in Italy. Naturale basically is the usual water we drink daily. Frizzante however is gassed water... local people are crazy for Frizzante as they don't like "tasteless" natural water. Well, others usually dislike the slight bitter sour taste of the Frizzante...


Land of GREAT food
When I say great food, I really mean it. Even when you step into a lousy looking stall, you will get very fine food in Italy. This is because they are very particular with what they eat. So, get yourself ready for some weight gain when visiting Italy for all the good pasta, pizza and spaghetti... and there are more than that!

Italian Goal
Football is almost like everything in Italian's life during weekend... very much like EPL for English people. Stadium will get crowded, traffic will jam... it is indeed a festival for them every week to see the football match.

The Italian
Italian are very friendly... with other Italian... with foreigners however is depends on individual. Some are very friendly and will try to approach you even he got no idea what you are saying and you got no idea what they are saying as well... but some are a little "cold"...

Well, that's all I can figure out for the time being. Will update if there's anything else... Ciao!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

KL -> Italy

Leaving home in few minutes time...
Departing from KLIA to Italy soon...
14 hours of flight... sigh... 2 and a half hours to Sabah is already killing me...
Wonder how to spend my 14 hours...
Anyway, another chance to test out my limit...
In my work, in my "freezing point"...
In my life, in my mind...
It's going to be a long whole week in Italy...

Thursday, November 4, 2010

My limit

How far can I go...
How high can I jump...
How hard can I fall...
How long can I last...
How well can I do...
How great can I be...

I would like to find out... all of them...
bit by bit... a step at a time...

Saturday, October 30, 2010

October Over

Yup... time flies... all of a sudden October is all over. Indeed a very busy month with all sorts of things going on... and life become so unorganized as well. Begins with a boost whereby heading to Genting for a concert... follow by 1 whole week of meeting with our distributors and dealers... then follow by the boring convocation... then site visits... then again another week of meetings...

Anyway, hope my life will get back to it's original form in November. it's been a long time I didn't practice my guitar... it's been a long while I didn't really rest in my home... it's been a long while I didn't watch movie do anything that I like... after busy entertaining distributors... wasting my time in convocation... meeting all sorts of people where some are nice and some are shit...

For the whole month... eat buffet till now I'm scared of it... stay hotel till I'm boring with it... many things had learnt, and many things had run through my mind. A whole new experience, a whole new stage... hope all of this will back me up and move on strong in the coming months...

Saturday, October 23, 2010

路标

如果你被告知你的生命只剩下一天,也就是24小时...你会做些什么?

现在的我,也许会好好把玩我的高达模型,弹弹我的吉他,翻翻橱里的杂志,和家人聊聊天,和喜欢的人告个白,和朋友说声再见...就这样度过安详而不会太过伤感的最后一天吧...


《逝纸》这一部电影,说的就是这样的一个故事。为了警惕世人珍惜时光,好好发挥自己,爱惜家人,政府定下了法律:人群中会有人被选中“为了国家而献出生命,为的是让活着的人能更积极”。一个很无稽的法律,但是故事中三个被告知只剩下24小时的人,却活出了不一样的最后一天,也为身边的人带来了不一样的影响。虽然故事架构好像很不合逻辑,但是静心探讨过中的意义...确实有一种莫名的感动。

送给大家的,是这电影的主题曲。听着,然后想想看你会怎样利用拿最后的24小时吧...


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道しるべ

PhilHarmoUniQue

过不久就是我的生日
只不过是蛋糕上又多了根蜡烛
前后左右压在肩上的事情
在这天平上我内心摇摆不定

虽然讨厌斗争
但心中却一直拿着手枪指着谁
即便退下别人也想站上的领奖台
想要得到什么,又有什么目标

所有人都在现实中寻找着路标

活着到底意味着什么
是斗争到底,还是逃避下去
到底怎样做才正确
是为了保护永不出错,还是坚持自己永不迷失

眼泪流干了,笑多了脸上反增加皱纹
和心爱的人一起背负的重担令我直不起身
挣扎的想要追求幸福
挣扎的想要使人幸福

尽管如此,偶尔也会有忘却时候

关怀到底是什么?
是宽宏还是反之待人严厉
爱又是什么?
是体谅而已,还是尽力隐藏起那份疑心

虽然无法躲过那些风风雨雨
但我也终归会为人引路

活着到底意味着什么
是斗争到底,还是逃避下去
现在向前迈出一步
不是踏向死亡一步,而是迈向生存的一步

现在我要唱的歌
虽然有些羞愧,但仍希望能打动他人的心
这就是我的路标…

Sunday, October 17, 2010

十四天的遐想

两个星期没有更新部落格了
工作繁忙是一点,懒惰是另一点
回想这两个星期内有什么可写的事情...
看来,还是离不开我的心情。
两个星期了,感觉依然还是残留着
还是那么的强烈,那么的陶醉

还记得从火车站出发,直到那天晚上...直到现在
我,都是一个人渡过。
当阿哲问道:“有没有人用过我的歌,追到身边的另一半”的时候
手,情不自禁的握紧了一下
原来我的手心里,没握着别人的手
这种似乎已经习惯了的孤单,冰冷得可怕

“有个人想我就好,向被月光拥抱,你悄悄住进我的心灵城堡...”
“每个人都有一段悲伤,想隐藏,却在生长...”
“没有你,房子变得好乱,伤心的雨不停落...”
“明知不该去想,不能去想,却又想到迷惘...”
“我发现我在安静无声的掉泪,这才明白被伤得有多重...”
“这里有空位,你要不要占缺?”

阿哲的歌,陪我走过的只有一段又一段的悲伤
一段又一段想放弃却又无法忘记的遗憾
究竟何时,我...才能从阿哲的悲伤情歌里毕业
究竟何时,我...才能把现在的心情变成回忆
究竟何时,我...紧握的手心才不会是冰冷的
究竟何时,我...才能够...看见晴天...

Sunday, October 3, 2010

寻找...张信哲

还记得小时候,家人买了一个卡带回家,是“滚石巨星精选”之类的,有周华健,赵传,陈升和他的歌曲。卡带里是四个人各四首歌曲,听完后,就深深地被他的歌给吸引住了。还记得那四首歌曲是《我是真的爱你》,《难以抗拒你容颜》,《爱如潮水》和《别怕我伤心》。当时还小,不懂得“追星”,只是会每一天不断的重复着播放那卡带...

后来,大姐买了他的专辑,他加入EMI唱片公司后的首张专辑...《宽容》。虽然说是我姐姐买回来的,但是我听那卡带的次数远远超越家里任何一个人。接着下来便是难得的广东专辑《深情》,然后就是《梦想》,《思念》,《挚爱》... 后来还从亲戚家里挖来了他在滚石唱片时的卡带,当中更不乏许多经典歌曲,比如《让我忘记你的脸》,《我们爱这个错》,《我最爱的女人》,《曾经爱过》,《有一点动心》等... 加入了Sony Music后的他,接着发行了《直觉》,《到处留情》,《回来》,《信仰》和《从开始到现在》的专辑。过后当然少不了《我好想》,《做你的男人》,《下一个永远》,《雪国八月》,《逃生》和他2010年最新专辑《初_专辑》。

他,是大家所熟悉的情歌王子
他,陪大家度过了许多甜蜜与欢乐
他,慰藉了许许多多受了伤的心灵
他的歌声,永远不会变质
他的歌曲,永远那么动听
他的情感,永远感动澎湃
他...就是张信哲。

他的歌曲,几乎我都会唱,会唱的几乎都记得歌词。原因很简单:
“我不希望唱一些很难唱的歌曲,我不希望我的歌会让大家就算看着歌词也未必能够唱的出来。这样的歌曲,会失去了它的意义,会传达不到它的故事。所以我的歌,歌词都很简单,但是却能带出令人深思的故事。”

“唱歌最重要的,并不是跟随商业的步伐去改变自己,去迁就别人的口味,这样就失去了歌曲本来的意义。唱歌最重要的,是把歌曲里的故事,用尽自己的情感,好好把它给演练出来。这样,大家听了才会一样被感动。我一直都相信着,歌手就像是一个说故事的人。”

“虽然还是会有新的年轻歌迷会去听我的歌,但是说白了,我还是必须想想陪伴了我那么久的歌迷现在到底想听到怎样的音乐。求学时期开始听我歌的,现在已经在职场打滚了吧?单身时听我歌的人,也许已经有了家庭吧?所以每次做音乐时,我都会用心去想一想。这二十年来,回首看望,欣慰着自己能够继续坚持的做着自己喜欢和想要的音乐。未来的日子,我还是会继续的努力,把最好的音乐带给大家。”

一段精简的采访报道,却显而易见的看出了他和其他歌手的不同。


在报章上看到了这广告,于是我终于下了决心:好,我要去看他的演唱会!从购买演唱会门票到住宿和巴士车票...其实可以说是一波三折的。无论如何,最后还是把所有的事项都安排好了。十月二日,早上八时正,我,独自一个人,展开了这“寻找...张信哲”的旅程...

从Kepong KTM 出发,到达KL Sentral 后,转搭巴士到云顶缆车站。路上,一个韩国妇女坐在我旁边,带着她的儿子和女儿到云顶去玩。到达了缆车站,由于缆车正在进行维修,所以只好改乘 Shuttle Bus...终于在午饭时间抵达了云顶的First World Hotel。虽然我并不是住在这里,但是巴士只能在这里下车。吃过午饭,拿起了相机到处闲逛拍照。走着,来到了我下榻的酒店,Theme Park Hotel。进了房间,本来打算睡一个午觉,但是却睡不着。开了电视也没能专心看。眼睛总是会情不自禁的偷瞄以下手表...“现在到底是几点了?”

冲了凉,换了衣,吃了晚饭。好不容易七点了。来到了云星剧场的入口,顺利的通过了。入口处只见售卖各式各样的荧光棒,口哨等的物品...还是算了吧。终于,我在我的座位上坐了下来。眼睛还是忍不住不断的看着手上的手表...我觉得我应该比在后台的阿哲还要紧张吧?第一次一个人来到了这个可以算是“陌生”的地方(上一次来云顶已经是中一的事了吧? ),第一次看演唱会,还有就是第一次踏上所谓的“追星”的旅程...

还有五分钟...这是台上有着一个简单的舞蹈表演,但是我的心根本就不在这里。五分钟后,台上屏幕进入倒数,5...4...3...2...1... 然后切换了一段短篇。短篇里有五个男女,有职场高手,有蜜恋中的情侣,有失恋的人,有寂寞的人,有孤独的人...大家处在不一样的地点,但是都听着同一首歌...就是张信哲的《信仰》... 接着,五人开始哼唱复歌,阿哲就在这时...来到了台上,高唱起这首情歌。



第一次面对面的看到了情歌王子,第一次让我们之间的距离近得能够用几米来计算。一时之间,我,无言以对。那种心情,那种感觉,在演唱会结束后都依然那么的强烈,那么的无法忘怀...一口气唱出了几首经典的他,简短的说了几句话:

“大家可以在屏幕上看到歌词的字幕,但这并不是要让大家检查看我是不是有唱错了歌词,而是想让大家都能够和我一起唱。让我们把这演唱会馆变成最大的卡拉OK厢房,好吗?”



演唱会是以回顾阿哲过去二十年的形式进行着。从他出道的第一张专辑(1989年)到2010年,每一张专辑里的经典歌曲都被唱了出来。之间还穿插了回顾阿哲所有专辑的录像,还有他当年跑通告的画面以及他演过的电影画面。唱到轻快的歌曲时,阿哲会努力的和舞伴一起又唱又跳,但是当悲伤的音乐一响起来,他却又能够立刻投入情绪,把最动人,最真挚的情歌给演绎出来,全场表现只能用100分来点评。

“这场演唱会标志着我这二十年的里程碑。但是,这并不是一个结束。这只会是另一个阶段的开始。我会继续努力,把最好的歌曲,带给大家。”

“今天在酒店走着,看见我演唱会的海报。上面贴着一个大大的SOLD OUT。突然内心觉得有一点点地骄傲,哈哈。”



到场的观众,低至儿童,高至中年人,座无虚席,而且大家都大声地和阿哲一起唱足了三小时。安歌部分,阿哲从后台步出来时说道:
“还好大家都还没走,刚才说了谢谢后好怕大家就这样回去了。”
这时台下已经有人开始大喊:“阿哲!爱如潮水!”
“什么?想听爱如潮水吗?才没那么容易被你听到哦!”

最后,在谢过了主办商和赞助商,阿哲向在场的歌迷郑重地致谢。
“还有还有还有,就是不得不感谢把门票都抢光光的你们。谢谢。最后,送给大家的最后一首歌,爱如潮水。”
依然是全场大合唱,在阿哲的鞠躬和现场的舞台效果下,幸福觉哲世界巡回演唱会就这样圆满的结束。

没有华丽的舞台,没有奢华的造型,没有泛滥的舞台效果。有的,只是阿哲最真挚的歌声,最动听的旋律,最感人的歌曲。离开了演唱会馆,回到房间,躺在床上,久久都无法入眠。感动,落泪,心中的激动久久都无法平息。外面开始下起了连绵细雨,似乎连老天爷也被他的歌声给感动了。

最后,回到了家,回到了现实。阿哲的歌,还是会继续陪伴着我走过各种风雨。期待着将来的情歌王子。等待着张信哲的下一个动人演出。谢谢你。

Saturday, October 2, 2010

good bye day...

Will gone missing in action...
Goodbye everyone...
Goodbye Blogspot...
Goodbye...

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

... ... ... ...

I'm a string in maximum tension for now...
Anything happen I will break...
If anyone comes and bother me...
I will give a vigorous respond...
So tighten... and yet there's no way to loose it...
Please just cut me into pieces...

Sunday, September 26, 2010

肩膀 - 张信哲

他,选择了与商业背道而驰。
他,舍弃了连看着歌词也跟不上的节奏感。
他,把所有感情融入歌曲中。
他,把歌曲背后的故事毫无瑕疵的演绎出来。
他,和大家一样渐渐成长。
他,让大家找到了一个能慰藉心灵的声音。
他,一次又一次的唱出了你我他的爱情。

这是另一首将会继续成为经典的情歌...


肩膀

词:梁锦兴 曲:黄慧雯 演唱:张信哲

或许寂寞会让人不安
思念敲门的时候总觉得慌张
但你的模样 是时间冲不淡
还是自己的潜意识在倔强

任性是你曾有的翅膀
失去你感觉像失去一座避风港
此刻受了伤 你给过的希望
还能往哪里找加油站

靠着我的肩膀 是你戒不掉的习惯
两个人的天亮 你有我的温度取暖
靠着我的肩膀 就能抵住了全部风寒
再多曾经的伤感 都在我的背弯安静的柔软平躺

靠着我的肩膀 还能依偎在谁身旁
失去的安全感 午夜梦回倍感慌张
靠着我的肩膀 幸福感觉的理所当然
再多拥抱都徒然 谁给的都没有我的那温暖

思绪那么极端
笑着的时候眼泪总是防不胜防
离开我的肩膀 时间原来比我想象中还长



Shoulder by Jeff Chang | Upload Music

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

中秋节不快乐

回想第一年进大学的今天,我感染了宿舍上下的华人都一起点灯笼,玩蜡烛...
四年后的今天,我...到底在做些什么?
昨晚结果还是梦见了不想梦见的东西...
三天了...到底怎么了?
也许是因为从睡醒到睡前的时间都在想着工作的事情
已经没有胡思乱想的时间
结果...就惟有在睡觉的时候
开始胡思乱想,开始做梦...
结果每天仿佛没睡到那样
为什么要这样折磨我...
真的越来越害怕入睡了...

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

害怕入睡

对,害怕入睡
为什么?
因为已经两晚了...
入睡后就开始做梦...
梦,是多么的真实
与现实是多么的相近
就这样,梦着,一直到被闹钟惊醒
原来是梦,还好是梦
但是,拖着疲惫的身体,起床上班
心,开始变得不平静
思绪,开始变得动荡不安
害怕这梦会真的变成现实
千万不要...千万不要...
害怕着...如果可以不必入眠就好了...
我不想再梦见那么残酷的事情...
但愿今晚就这样...失眠好了...

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Tsubasa wo kudasai...

Tsubasa wo kudasai... in Japanese it means "give me wings"...

Yes, please give me wings to fly... a very nicely written lyrics and this song had been sang by a whole lot of different singer, a whole lot of different version out there... the one I'm posting here... I dare not say that everyone can accept the vocals... but I like the feeling it gave me when listening to it... of course with the visual effect from the movie as well, Evangelion 2.22 You Can (Not) Advance.

Feel free to search for other version if you like this song.

English Translation:

If my wish
Could be granted now, I’d want wings.
Please put on my back
White wings, like a bird’s.


In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.


Now, I don’t need wealth or prestige,
But I want wings.
The dream I had when I was a child -
Even now, I’m looking at the same dream.


In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.


In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.


In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.
In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.





Tsubasa wo kudasai | Music Codes

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

田馥甄 - To Hebe


今年出专辑的歌手有许多,目前为止已经几乎所有当红的都出了。不过,最近难得有空听了几张...除了强力推荐张信哲的新专辑,接下来必须介绍的就是这张《To Hebe》专辑。说真的,什么天王周杰伦,天后蔡依琳都必须靠边站。他们的新专辑真的是听不听都罢,因为他们的音乐已经变成了一种“习惯”,我想说的,是听着他们的歌,只能感受到浓厚的商业味道。他们的歌已经没有了灵魂,没有了内涵,没有了感情。

Hebe的这张单飞专辑,说真的,非常成功。完全让人感受到她的努力,她的力量,她的情感。一直以来,SHE里都只看好她一个,这次证明了我的眼光再次没有出错了。不做作,只有诚恳地耕耘出最完美的首张个人专辑。期待着她能够继续努力,不要好像那些所谓的当红大明星,被这商业的洪流给掩埋。

Thursday, September 9, 2010

无题。

最近反复的听着这两首歌...苏打绿的无眠...张信哲的空位...感觉上两首歌的歌词好像刺到了我的心上,觉得疼痛,流着血,但是却又无法抗拒让自己沉溺其中。把自己关在一个人的房间里,也许真的是错误的选择,因为自然而然就会开始胡思乱想,开始消沉,开始流泪。

从今天开始就已经是假期,直到下星期五才开工。这一个星期将会显得更加的漫长...决定了找两天回到公司去,虽然是假期,但是还是回去两天比较好。可以拿处理公事为一个借口,好让自己逃避那些期盼,那些幻想,那些现实...步出自己的房间,忘却身边的那个空位...

害怕着在数年以后,当自己回头看看自己时,会猛然发觉自己已变成了只能用工作来麻醉自己的丑陋生物。但是,现在的我,还是无能为力,最后的最后,还是只能不断地逃避,不断地把自己埋葬在单纯的思念与回忆里,直到沦陷,直到失眠,直到已无法后退,无法挽回...

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

初_专辑 - 张信哲


身处这样的时代,在不同的大都会中流转,你身边却始终保持着,一个空位…


离开了一座城市,抵达另一座城市,我和你擦身而过的瞬间,依靠过,然后又分离
就像才刚刚挥别了昨天,今天又紧接而来,一个人去体会另一个似曾相似的,日出到日落。


「傍晚走出机场,搭上开往市区的出租车,我一个人拖着行李,上了六楼,窝进沙发看着热闹的电视节目,吃着一个人的晚餐,为你留了左手边的位子…」


「在半夜踏进诚品,穿梭在陌生人间翻阅着当期的新书…再走进旁边24小时的咖啡店,坐在靠窗边的位子,拿出手机逛了逛网页,替你留了面对面的位子…」


我们身处这样的时代,在不同的大都会中流转,


身边却始终保持着 一个空位…


捷运里蓝色的塑料椅.公园的跷跷板.大树下的长凳…


客厅的灰色沙发.咖啡厅里促膝而坐的木椅…


“是这城市习惯了双数?还是自己习惯了双数?“


我们总是把「都会」和「爱情」划上等号,


却常常在都会里找不到,爱情的双数。


近年总是忙于工作的阿哲,奔波在世界各个城市,走遍了各地的舞台进行表演,对于感情也许一再转身错过了,也许从没真正发现过...


可是,我们却习惯叫着他「情歌王子」、习惯把他的歌当作知己,就像最初的老朋友一般,我们见面寒暄用歌里的深刻互相对话,我们投射彼此内心深处的情感反射,甚至已经渐渐习惯,毫不掩饰的借着他的歌来取暖。


踏进了出道的第21个年头,张信哲再一次用他无可取代的温暖与深情,唱【初_专辑】中一首首爱情歌颂,一句句诚恳告白。


陪你告别、陪你痊愈、陪你慢慢归零…


陪你回到最初,重新出发!寻找心中那个等待填上的 完美双数...

听过了这专辑,一个很“阿哲”的专辑。情歌王子终于回归了最初的自己,最初的音乐,最初的情感,最初的感动...2010年里,难得的一张好专辑。希望大家也能够被他的歌声,歌词,旋律与音乐感动。在这里介绍给大家,我听了一遍又一遍的歌...空位。非常有意思的歌词,希望大家也会被感动。

空位


张信哲


遥控器按整个晚上
又一张 很空旷的双人床
打开了网页到处逛
又一杯 独享的冷咖啡香


我已习惯
每个城市都独来独往
但还是渴望 偶而有人在身旁


这里有空位 你要不要占缺
不用刻意把我当成你的谁
请再坐近一点 将陌生感消灭
然后就像情人那样体贴
心里的空位 我很乐意出借
霸占我的世界不轻易让位
奔波这么多年 我也想停在某一天
诚实的面对所有爱恋 不胆怯


寂寞有多少的重量
不快乐 该不该继续假装
我已习惯
每个城市都別来无恙
看起來一样 却不同方向


这里有空位 你要不要占缺
不用刻意把我当成你的谁
请再坐近一点 将陌生感消灭
然后就像情人那样体贴
心里的空位 我很乐意出借
霸占我的世界不轻易让位
奔波这么多年 我也想停在某一天
诚实的面对所有爱恋 不胆怯


Empty space by Jeff Chang | Music Codes

Sunday, September 5, 2010

无眠(国语版) - 苏打绿


这首歌...看来非常的适合我...歌名“无眠”也好,歌词也好...都和我产生了不谋而合的共鸣。反复的听着...感觉就越渐强烈。也许一个人的时候总会就这样开始胡思乱想,但是也许会比两个人的时候的互相伤害来得好吧...至少现在痛的苦的累的,就只有我自己一个...一首寂寞的歌,献给这么一个寂寞的我...

今夜的月光超載太重
照著我一夜哄不成夢
每根頭發都失眠


天空他究竟在思念誰
是不是都和我一樣
揮不去昨日甜美的細節
才讓今天又淪陷
你現在想著誰 有沒有和我相同的感覺
固執等著誰卻驚覺已無法倒退
曾經想一起飛 在自己心中蓋了座花園
把你的一切都種在這個地點
卻像魚守在里面
不管要多少時間多少眼淚多少落空來等待
不管你是不是會回來
其實我也不明白 為什么如此傻傻地期盼
你是我僅有的愛
像條魚守在里面
守著幻影葬在里面


Sleepless by Sodagreen | Music Codes

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Tired...

Tired...
Physically tired...
Back pain has never gone from me...
Although the short sickness has recovered...
But still I'm already tortured by it...

Tired...
Mentally tired...
Need to think and plan a lot of things now...
Need to worry a lot more things than usual...
Doesn't matter it is work or life...

Tired...
Spiritually tired...
Still feeling a bit lost...
Still searching for what I really want...
Still being a coward and dare not advance...

Tired...
I'm really tired...
Perhaps exhausted...

Thursday, August 26, 2010

sleepless night

3am in the morning... and I'm awake from my sleep
Damn... I can't fall asleep after that
There's no one around me
No one I can reach
No one I can look for
No one I can rely on
No one I can talk to
No one I can hug to
No one I can receive some comfort from
Yes, I'm all alone... in this sleepless night...

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

August ending...

Met a whole lot of new people... some are nice... some are not so...
Learn a whole lot of new things... some are useful... some are not so...
My August training will come to an end soon...
Although there are much more that I'm expecting from this training...
But I got no choice but to accept and appreciate what I got so far...
Next month onwards, hope that I can really pick up my pace...
And start to adapt myself fully in my job...
That's all I can worry about now...

Sunday, August 8, 2010

A Pissed-ful August...

Sigh... wonder why August begins with so shit-ly... change in new environment for work place, home and life style already very tiring... then come along with all sorts of family dinners and etc... and the company annual dinner some more... totally exhausted just to entertain everyone... feels like want to yell out loud to the world "LEAVE ME ALONE!!"

Already tired from everyday work... visiting sites and dealing with issues, people and other stuffs everyday is draining all my energy away... a family dinner which should be something enjoyable... ended up to be a rather torturing and frustrating one for me in the end... the timing for everything is just not right at all... what to do but just go on with it... is a family gathering after all... but the most PISSED ME OFF thing will be the company annual dinner... I WILL NOT ATTEND IT ANYMORE IN THE FUTURE!!

First, I wasn't a committee member, but since one of the colleague from my department is, and she asked for my help, so OK, even though I'm already tired of rushing for family gathering in the morning at Rawang, then lunch at Sungai Buloh, then fly all the way to Shah Alam for the dinner... my job is simple, just guide people to their respective table for seating... but again, from 4pm until 6pm standing and serving people... even more tired now... then when dinner starts, found out that the 6 seats which should be belong to me and a few of my colleague who also busy as a committee members, was taken by a bunch of BULL SHIT GOD DAMN MALAY BITCH... never mind, maybe they are just seated wrongly, that's all. So ask them which table they are originally in so that I can bring them to their assigned table... they just sitting there saying they should be sitting that table. FUCK OFF! YOU THINK I DONNO THAT TABLE SHOULD HAVE WHO SITTING IN IT? SOME MORE THE TABLE SEATING IS CLEARLY WRITTEN ON THE INVITATION CARD!! Then one of my colleague asked for their invitation card to see their seating, and none of them respond to him, just ignore him showing "black face"... then one of the BITCH say their place were seated by other people. OK, NEVER MIND... although this is obviously a LAME REASON... I ASSUME THE BITCH DO TELL THE TRUTH, alright, so we got no choice but to search for other table since THOSE MALAY BITCH DO NOT WAT TO MOVE THEIR CHI BAI ASS FROM THE CHAIR. So we discuss where should we sit... but we worried that if we sit on other table, later we will become the one who had sit in other people place as there is a possibility that they are late... while we discussing, suddenly THREE OF THE SIX BITCH STAND UP AND WALK ANGRILY AWAY TO ANOTHER TABLE TO SIT... AND GUESS WHAT THOSE MALAY BITCH DID? THEY PURPOSELY BUMP US WITH THEIR SHOULDER WHEN THEY PASSED BY!! WHAT THE FUCK? HONESTLY SAYING, if this is not company dinner, I WILL DEFINITELY SLAP THAT 3 BITCHES ON THE SPOT!! KURANG AJAR BETUL! IS THIS WHAT ISLAM IS TEACHING MUSLIMS TO BEHAVE LIKE?? I know the answer is certainly not, BUT THESE 3 MALAY BITCHES IS JUST OUT OF THE UNIVERSE FOR BEHAVING LIKE BARBARIAN... WE DIDN'T EVEN SAID ANY WORD OF ASKING THEM TO LEAVE THE TABLE, no point to do so as they already used all the spoon, fork and cup... AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN THIS HAPPENED...

GREAT... I MUST SAY THEY REALLY MADE THE MALAYS IN MALAYSIA SO "PROUD"... what a SHAME... NEVER MIND... this is just a lesson for me to learn... NO NEXT TIME IN ANY OTHER SUCH EVENT IN FUTURE FOR ME ANYMORE!! I HAD ENOUGH!!

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Last day of July

Yup... today is the last day of July... nothing special, just stay home and take some rest... already one and a half month working... so far there are still a whole lot of things to catch up. Really hope that I can get independent as soon as possible and stop giving others trouble. August, for the whole month I will be station in one of my company's distributor's HQ, YORK. Office is situated in Damansara Uptown... not a familiar place for me at all, but I will try my best to survive for this month and hope to learn as much as possible... hopefully it will be helpful for my job in future time... and I will move to stay with my sister in Mutiara Damansara for the month of August too since it will be closer to the work place...

Miss the schooling life? not really... what I miss the most is all those activities I joined or organized during Uni life... tonight there will be the 2nd Japanese Cultural Night in UMS... I'd organized the first one and this year is the second one... wonder how's everything going on... hope that everything will be fine... pray for my juniors for their success. Friends are all busy with their own life... have to start get use to lonely life now... although I am so use to it... but still will get uncomfortable with it...

Just hope August will be a good month... and September onwards will be even better.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

我只是想要

我只是想要…
在伤心的时候,有个人能够让我拥抱
我只是想要…
在无助的时候,有个人能够让我依靠
我只是想要…
在寒冷的时候,有个人能够让我取暖
我只是想要…
在寂寞的时候,有个人能够陪在我身旁
我只是想要…
在临睡的时候,有个人能够想想我就好
我只是想要…
在开心的时候,有个人能够和我一起欢笑
我只是想要…
在失落的时候,有个人能够让我从新振作
我只是想要…
在空虚的时候,有个人能够填满我的心灵
我只是想要…
在临终的时候,有个人能够和我白头偕老
我只是想要…
在睡醒的时候,有个人能够进入我的眼帘就好
我只是想要…
我…只是那么单纯的想要…但是却还是始终到不了…

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

无题

夜深人静
独自看着时钟,嘀嗒嘀嗒的
已经是凌晨时分,却完全没有任何睡意
望着电脑荧幕,右手托在滑鼠上
但是却连Facebook也没心情玩
痴呆了一阵,开始放空了视线与思绪
但是,渐渐的,大脑开始像旋转木马一样
许多烦恼,琐碎事,问题,开始在脑子里盘旋
想着,心情越是低落
想着,越是难以入眠
这时,想起了家里的那瓶威士忌
于是,拿了杯子,加了冰块,倒了一杯
喝了一口,味道十分强烈
灼热的燃烧着我的喉咙,然后缓缓地沿烧至肚子
原来纯威士忌的味道是这样的
就像我的心情,我的烦恼一样
在我体内燃烧,然后慢慢蔓延开来
嘴里那苦涩的味道,感觉像是和内心的苦涩产生了共鸣一样
原来借酒是消不了愁的
秒针还是不停在嘀嗒嘀嗒的转动
我还是独自一人在这孤寂的夜里独自买醉
想起过去,想着现在,想看未来
也许是我想太多也许是酒精作祟
为了让自己不再清醒,大口的喝下了一杯
带着一丝的酒意,躺在床上
如果这一刻能够有个人在我身边会有多好啊
空虚,寂寞,孤独,悲伤,无助,不安
在这失眠的夜里,一涌而上的把我压得透不过气来
躺在床上,左翻右滚,只能期望着我能够快些入睡
希望那一杯的威士忌能够让我得到短暂的平静
此时此刻,我的脑海已经变得大风大浪
躺在床上,喃喃自语渐渐的不再清醒

Saturday, July 10, 2010

My Name Is Khan


Yes, starring by Bollywood stars, but yet this is a Hollywood movie. A touching, lovely and yet meaningful story which I think should share with everyone. This is especially true for country like Malaysia which is multi racial. A story about love, a story about respect, a story about giving, a story about living...

Khan is just an ordinary man, although born with extra ordinary syndrome, he fight for himself to live in happiness, as a promise to his mom who past away. He is living happily as a Muslim, with his with and son in America, until September 11 where Muslims were all categorized as "terrorist". Besides losing his job, his son were dead being accidentally killed by schoolmates who bully him due to his religion. His wife feels so disappointed and sad, till she says that she regretted for marrying Khan, who is a Muslim. She told him to leave, and in the quarrel, she told Khan that only if he can meet the President of United State and tell him to declare that Muslim are not terrorist, she will not be seeing him again. So Khan set off his long journey, following the foot steps of the President and hoping to grab just a chance to meet with the President. Along his way, he spread his warm heart to people around him, until the end... his wish was finally granted...

Try to understand the story... and after that, try to understand people around you. Please stop any racist act as none of the religion in this world would ask for terror and fear. Stop misinterpreting the words from religious documents. Stop creating chaos at the name of God. Stop misleading people in the name of God. Stop abusing the purity of religion. As this world is only divided by just two different group... good people and bad people... stop being the bad people and start to show your humanity today...

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

pissed...

So far so good in my working life... actually not really started to do what I need to do within my job field... still just helping people do this and that, reading some manuals and also helping the company in organizing an event. Getting well with my colleague in my section, while for others... not so. Today should have been a nice day, but my mood were spoil in the morning. I was suppose to replace my colleague to attend the event committee meeting, but I was informed I need to attend a training at the same time as well. I told others who attend the meeting that I will go in a little late after my training which took about 1 hour. But what I get from them is a reaction of "black face"... What? Did I do something wrong? I informed you all ok... some more I just help people to attend... and honestly the meeting can carry on first and what is the big deal? In the end the one who ask me to replace him was forced to attend the meeting. And guess what? After I finish my training, it still haven't my turn to present the progress! So why they want to make such a big deal anyway? It just another routine meeting to update progress and I really have no idea why they want to make it until so chaotic. Keep on blaming people for not getting any good progress and the same time whatever people propose were all banned off... Sigh... suddenly have a feeling that "oh boy, what me and my friends do during University is much better than what they are doing now..." Some more I'm now working for food & beverage and also advertising & promotion section... for both I had been contributing a lot of ideas and quotation from suppliers as well... still no conclusion was drawn because being banned and what so ever. Sigh...

Just hope things wont get any worsen.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Settling down...

Slowly... bit by bit... life is settling down...
Settling down with working life...
Settling down with my currently daily life...
Settling down with my new friends...
Settling down with my own self...
But still... there are still something that haven't settle down...
Some feelings...
Some emotions...
Some thoughts...
Some problems...
Just hope things will slowly turn right soon...

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Emo...

A friend of mine is currently staying in my house... he is from Sabah, plan to look for a job in KL area. Interviewed a few, some rejected and some waiting for reply... is like in a "hanging" condition now... if manage to find a job, he need to settle his transport problem, accommodation problem and etc. If he can't get an offer, should he continue to search here or should he go back to Sabah... life is in such a miserable condition.

A friend of mine is currently working as an intern in my company, same department with me. He is still studying, just completed first year of his degree and he came to have an internship in order to gain some extra experience even though the internship is not really a need in his course yet. It is good, I mean for him, because he can really get to learn a lot through internship just as I do last time. On top of that, he started to know the reality more. The working life... the different work scope... and get to know all sort of people. Hope he can find the direction he wanted to follow after completing his internship.

As for me? Well... I wonder what I really want... already 24 years old... it seems too late to really try this and try that. Hope I can do my best to love my job. And hope that I can really do well and won't disappoint anyone. My job is heavy but I will try my best. And yet, my life is also in a miserable condition... is time to really plan everything for my future. Is time to think of all sort of things that will influence my life now or in coming days. Is time to worry about this and that. Getting kind of "tired" and "emo" when thinking things like this. Things about life, things about work, things about relation, things about whatever it is.

Well... whatever it is... life goes on and all these things will never end...

Sunday, June 20, 2010

再一次...秒速5厘米


虽然已经看了几十遍
虽然已经买了DVD
虽然已经不看字幕都记得台词在说什么
虽然连小说版都看了几遍... 

今天,终于在戏院的大荧幕上看了这部动画电影

始终还是那么的完美
始终还是那么地感动
始终还是那么的扣人心弦
始终还是让我流下了眼泪

感慨人与人之间的时间与距离有多么的遥远

依然会继续重复看着这部作品
依然会继续流下我的眼泪
依然会继续的被它感动
依然会继续的在时间与距离之间,找寻着你和我...

Friday, June 18, 2010

Life as an Production Line Operator...

1st week of my working life had ended... well, it's not really my REAL working life... to be clear... yes, I'm hired as Technical Engineer under Global UP Marketing Department in O.Y.L. Manufacturing. But all executive engineers who don't have more than 1 year experience working are considered as "Young Engineer" and have to undergo the company's "Young Engineer Program" which is consist of 2 days of orientation and 3 days of "life as an operator" training.

The 1st day is mainly briefing about company background, structure, safety, benefits and etc. The 2nd day is a workshop training our hands on skill such as screwing and assembling air con. Then the 3rd day I'm working in Production line F, which is a line producing ceiling cassette (normally saw in some small shop or restaurant, integrate with ceiling one but not those office type). The executive of that line is good, he brief me through all the process and he told me almost everything about production planning, material planning, man power planning and up until the packaging of the final product. Then, the line head also is a nice guy... keep on talking non-stop, giving some valuable input for me which might be useful in near future. People working in this line are all very friendly and I have a lot of fun with them :-)

2nd day is in production line B2, whole day assembling the outdoor unit. screwing compressor, carrying compressor, screw motor bracket and etc. Tiring but also learn something good and kind of fun as well. But the person in charge for this line is a bit "not so responsible"... just throw me there and didn't even communicate with me anymore. 3rd day still in line B2, but had move to another section which is assemble of fan, control box, packaging and etc... the line head here is slightly better... keep on asking and checking on me and see I'm ok or not... but people here are less friendly compared to previous days.

Ok... after all the long "report"... I still haven't enter into my real topic yet. I must say I really admire the operators in the production line. They are working hard, and their job is not that easy to be done actually. They are risking themselves dealing with all the machines and etc and what do they really get? Their salary is so little... the lowest is probably around RM400... those who work for more than 20 years maybe can get RM1000+ I guess... I know they are not highly educated, but wonder why should we differentiate it this way... that amount of salary, how to survive in the world today? And yet, they still accept it and working... and what amaze me the most... they are enjoying their job as well. During the working time, everyone is busy rushing the assembly process before the conveyor starts to move... and yet they can still chit chat with other operators around... making jokes and having fun.

I can hardly imagine my life ended up like that... after some conversation with them, it makes me respect them more... although there are some that just wanted a job, come by and lazying around. But majority of them wanted no more than something for them to spend for their living. Have to really salute them nicely and thank you for all the lesson being taught through the 3 days training...

Sunday, June 13, 2010

岁月...是最无情的神偷...

岁月...是最无情的神偷...


看了《岁月神偷》这部影片,更深深地体会了这份感觉。这是一部讲述一个小康之家,在无情的岁月中如何熬过来,如何变化,如何成长的电影。温馨,伤感,现实,感动的一部杰作。

自古以来,大家都说岁月无情,渐渐的也明白了其中的原因。身边最简单的例子,就是家人。一直以来,一家人都住在一起,兄弟姐妹们一起长大,“在一起”已经变成了一种“理所当然”,一种“习惯”。但是,这一切始终还是敌不过岁月的摧残。大姐结婚了,自然就和丈夫搬了出去住。家,从此就少了一个人。虽然放假或周末会回来吃饭,但是,始终还是不一样了。迟些,二姐也会结婚,也会搬出去吧...最后就只剩下我和妈了。现在想着,真的会有一种害怕的感觉。但是,我知道始终还是得面对这一切的。

看着我的亲戚,只有过年过节才会聚在一起,一股莫名的伤感一涌而上。但是,就算没什么见面,大家还是对彼此那么熟悉,这又是另一种莫名的安慰。确实大家有了新的家庭以后,就有义务去照顾它。但是,之前的家人还是应该好好联系的。总觉得,害怕那一天的到来,亲生兄弟姐妹,却必须因为家庭,因为工作而各散东西...讨厌这样的感觉,不喜欢这样的生活。但是,又无可奈何...如果再加入离开人世这可能性...一切,就变得更可怕了。

岁月流逝,难免。
只能希望它不要对我太残忍...那就好了...

Friday, June 4, 2010

June 2010

Been busy with many other activities which is away from my laptop... that's why very few post and update recently... was offered a job as Technical Engineer in OYL Manufacturing... a aircon manufacturer for York and Acson... I think most probably I'll accept the offer... job will start on 14 June... one more week to rest and prepare myself for a different phase in my life...

Monday, May 31, 2010

Getting Artistic...

Remembered I'd said something regarding my desire and will in pursuing the field of artistry... and I'm getting closer towards it now... first is photo shooting... during my few days stay in Singapore, I stand a chance to get to learn and practice more about photo shooting from my relatives and my sister... I don't have any great camera yet, but will get it one day for sure. Now I'm just taking picture using my sisters Canon G10... next time will try and use the 50D... feel free to view some of the pictures I taken in my practice here:
Sunrise Photo Shooting at Helix Bridge (click on image for photo album)

Macro Photo Shooting at Hort Park

Next, getting more and more artistic with a musical touch... yup, bought my very first guitar in my life... and this will be the very first time in my life testing the limit of my musical talent... just hope things will be fine... I don't want to end up giving up half way, must really work for it! Here's a picture of my Ibanez guitar and click on the image for it's specification if you are interested.
Ibanez TCY 10E-BK

And I'd also for the first time "level-up" my Gundam plastic model modelling skills by trying to modify the plastic model all by myself... making it become a custom-made... a Gundam models that only belongs to me... here's a picture of it and if you are interested click on the image to view my modification diary.

Gundam Exia R2 Seven Sword Custom

What else I can do to test out my limit of artistry? Really looking forward to know about it... anyway, have to stick on my guitar and get it done first before moving on to other stuff... and yes, meanwhile the modelling of my Gundam model and photo shooting will still carry on. God bless me :-)