Last day of August

Just back from house mate's birthday dinner... went to "Wong Kok" again... yes... again... drink the milk tea again... this time, the shop owner free for us 2 jug of milk tea some more... OMG... 11 person in total, all drink till too full... then we went to 1 Borneo for movie... "Dai Sei Hei"... what a lousy movie... but who cares... as long as enjoy then ok...

My "dear" is at camp now... some more she told me her handphone drop into drain... pity... hope she enjoy her camp and hope she'll be fine... going to be extremely busy for the coming days... rushing for 2 reports, 2 assignments, 2 mid term for next week... on top of that all the club stuffs that awaits me... sigh... just hope everything will be fine...

By the way, just screwed my Machine Design mid term... haha... wonder why I still can laugh out loudly? Because 99% of the coursemate also screwed it. Hehe...

Last but not least... MERDEKA!

Heart…

My friend sent me this the other day… share it with you all…

不,完美

作词：林燕岑
作曲：李玖哲
主唱：李玖哲

你常常说 我很完美
没人能取代 我给的一切
我就以为 我努力更完美
我们 就会永远

完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美

後来你说 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身边
你不是我 你怎么能体会
你有 多么珍贵

完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美

完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美成了罪

完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美

JLPT is coming…

Japanese Language Proficiency Test… registration is now open… plan to take level 4 and also level 3 exams, but wonder will I be able to catch up the study and pass the paper… those who are interested please kindly visit www.jfkl.org.my for more information.

Thank You, My Dear…

Sorry for leaving without a word… sorry for showing a dark face… thank you for the waffle… even though maybe it might be some leftover… but thank you cause still remember to bring some leftover for me…

End of August

Wrote a little bit for my upcoming story… just a little bit… yes, as I promised, it is a slightly sci-fi story this time. But still, expect some meaningful message from me… but this time I planned to put in some contrast which let you to think and decide by your own… 2 main characters, 2 different love story… 2 different ending… well, am I leaking too much information out? Anyway, for those who read my stories; do feel free to take your sweet time waiting. Busy with convocation of seniors, gatherings, mid-term exam, lab reports (coming soon) and assignment… reading a novel recently… a novel recommended by Mr. New… 空之境界… a very… special story… I should say… not yet finish it… takes some time to do so… no rush. A lot of things to think of too recently… just hope that I can get over all of them nicely… last but not least, wonder why I’m reaching bankruptcy already… half more semester to go… wonder how to survive like that … hehe…

Convocation

Don’t worry, not my convo here… attending my club’s seniors’ convo… having a hard time searching for them within the crowd… luckily manage to find them all and take pictures with them… it’s nice to see them graduating…

Crazy Crazy Nite...

Senior AJKs of Japanese Club are back to Sabah for convo... so prepared a gathering for them and us... steamboat together at Li Fei house... well at first should be at Jae Siang house... anyway... it's a nice dinner... everyone enjoy it... then Kah Beng and Daniel left first... folow by Julian and Yen Yen... then Boon Ghar and her boy boy... then... the fun starts... hehe...

The food...

After rest for awhile, cleaning up... some ghost story talk... (remember my Ching Tong Mee ghost story?) then games start... each take 1 card... person who get the selected card need to do a series of "punishment"... Kok Jiun is a lucky guy... kiss so many ppl and hug Li Fei... Kim Boon oso... having lots of nice moment with Fuee Shen... Jolin also has some drama... Li Ting and Sze Bee are safe most time... Yaw Keong and I so so... Li Yee also so so... Jae Siang also quite good luck... Matthew also not bad...

Soon... 1 by 1... falling asleep... but most still able to stay alive... erm, i mean stay awake until early morning... then some pillow talk... then Sze Bee and Matthew can't stand it... go home to sleep... the rest have breakfast at Bee Ghar... then went home...

zzzzzzzzzzzz......

About 30 hours I stay awake... wonder when is the last time I do such crazy thing... hehe... anyway... really having lots of fun... thank you to everyone...

Tokyo Tower

Tokyo Tower... a very nice drama series... talking about the love between family members, mother and son... and also father sometimes... touching story that will make you cry... I like it very much. Hope you guys will like it too...

The old days…

Suddenly… feel like missing all the old days… miss those days when I’m still a freshman in the university… miss those days when staying back at IP… miss those days when always eat with housemates at Lucky, 4 of us… miss those days when we use to have fruits or ice cream after a dinner… miss those days when I used to be the first to finish the meal but the last to finish the ice cream… miss those days when we use to play DotA after dinner… miss those days when we use to play badminton with a whole bunch of people from IP… miss those days when we need to “swim” around to squeeze in a bus… miss those days when IP always don’t have water or electric supply… miss those days when we played tanglung and candles together at IP when Moon Cake Festival… miss those days when we usually climb around the roof top from house to house at IP…

Bara no nai hanaya

A very nice story… this is a Japanese Drama I watched recently… touching storyline… something about family… about love… about life… the song and OST are nice too… hope you guys will like it too… a flower shop that doesn't sell roses... find out the story and reason behind it...

突发其想

今天
走在好久没经过的道路上
听着好久没有听见的声音
看着好久没有看见的景色

突然
看见了好久没看见的自己
听见了好久没听见的心底
发现了好久没触抨的回忆

原来
这些都是自己活着的证据
这些都是自己生命的点滴
活着直到如今真的太好了

明天
若走在令人怀念的道路上
若聆听着令人怀念的声音
若凝视着令人怀念的景色

是否
还能看见令人怀念的自己
还能听见令人怀念的心底
还能发现令人怀念的回忆

也许
明天我已经不在这世上了
已经不在被任何人需要了
已经不存在于任何回忆中

所以
现在依然眷恋着自己的梦
依然努力的创造美丽回忆
依然竭尽所能的生存下去

Cheap KFC

Well... went to eat KFC last nite... order a snack plate... the 1 with 2 pieces of chicken... the price should be RM9.60 1 set including RM7.90 of food and RM1.70 of soft drinks... I order together with my housemate... in the end this is the receipt we get... the cashier didn't count the RM1.70 of pepsi in... means he miss out RM3.40 in the receipt and the tax... hehe... lucky me... other housemate eat 1 person ordring 1 snack plate already cost RM10.10 each... mine include tax only RM8.30... what a nice meal...

Disappointment… 1 million gone

Well, a great disappointment last night for all Malaysian… well, maybe I should say most Malaysian because there’re someone who is cheering for Lin Dan instead of Chong Wei… anyway, I watched the live of the match, Lin Dan has outperformed Chong Wei since the beginning. Chong Wei just didn’t have the form… slow in running, didn’t really attack at all, didn’t really see any strategy playing in his hand… just keep on being toyed around by Lin Dan… sad as it may see, but what to do? Chong Wei should have done better than that; I wonder why he freaks out is in the final match… the pressure should be on the China side rather than him, he had already made a miracle for Malaysian to reach the finals, he got nothing to lose… sigh…

Anyway, cheer for Lin Dan… worth to be crowned champion. Work harder, Chong Wei! Don’t let this kind of mistakes ever happen again in your life. Bravo for both of them.

101th post…

Well, yesterday I found out that this is the 101th post in my 私の物語blog here… happy? Glad? Well, sort of but not quite… hehe… anyway, thank God that I’m still able to continue to write blog like this. Just found out that all my recent post are related to music… maybe I just want to release all my stress recently through listening to some great songs. Busy with mid-term and assignment recently… back to those everyday-4 hours-sleep lifestyle. Hate it but no choice. Luckily there’s a 1 week break coming now… but still will busy preparing for other coming mid-term exam… Saturday just died in one of the paper… really shit… a lot of things to do with too little of time to get ready… busy but enjoying (well, only during club activity, not studies…) and just hope that I can handle everything nicely… so, to celebrate a milestone achieved… 100 post already… what shall I do then?

Well, actually just want to have some fun after that… so I said “yes” to an invitation from my fellow Japanese Club friends, Jo-Lin, Li fei, Li Yee, Sze Bee, Fuee Shen, Yaw Keong and Jae Siang to go to the “Biggest Lifestyle Hypermall at Sabah”, the “1 Borneo”. (P/S: sorry to Mr. Leong and Ms. Sun because I didn't go for lunch with them... hehe...) It is not the first time I’m there, went there a few times for movies. This time around, we went for a lunch at 金糖restaurant… the food is ok lo… standard Hong Kong style food…

The girls... well, let's neglect the boys...

Then after that we went to the cinema to see if there is any nice movie to watch… in the end we decided to go Yogur Berry to have a nice dessert… well, because the shop is celebrating their opening… we stand a chance to shoot for free gifts… and we got extra toppings and a kid’s set… thanks a lot to Mr. Yaw Keong who is so good in shooting…

Mr. Yaw Keong did the job, the girls Syok sendiri over there...

This is what we eat... nice...

After the dessert, half of us went to see the live concert of the 星光四少… well, the other half went for some shopping and went back home after that… tiring day… but I’m enjoying it. This is the first time I think to go out like this with them… usually we went out with the purpose of club activities only… it’s really nice…

Little by little - Pray

Well, I think this is a new singles from this J-pop singer… little by little! The first time I get in contact with her is when the Naruto anime opening song, “Kanashimi wo yasashi sani”, then follows by other great songs like “Ireland Fortune Market”, “Home town”, and then “Hummingbird” for Yakitatte Japan and “Kimi monogatari” for Naruto Shippudden. Her voice is unique, and I always like to listen to her songs. (Although at first I thought that is a He rather than She… hehe…) Anyway, this song I introducing here, Pray, is rather slow and soothing song, unlike the usual fast beat and happy mood rhythm. Hope you guys enjoy it as much as I do!

北京欢迎你

Well, this is the best Chinese Olympic song so far that I think is nice... hope you guys enjoy it! Cheer for the Olympic 2008!

L'Arc~en~Ciel - Shine

A very nice song in my opinion... from one of my favourite J-pop group - L'Arc~en~Ciel... nice MV here as well... hope you enjoy it! I wonder is this a new song from them... if it is, can't wait to listen to the up coming single or album...

Exhausted

Too busy and too tired… so just simply post a pic for you to laugh awhile…

Focus… stay focus…

Busy with study this few days… glad that finally has some space to breath from the club activity… is time to concentrate on my studies now… this Friday will have a mid-term for a subject that I’m totally no idea about… wonder what will happen that day… just hope I can pass the paper only. Although exam is near, but still I’m like can’t really concentrate well… wonder what to do about it…

Posted a new short story under “My Stories” column, well, actually I’d plan to write a story, but due to available time and some laziness, I end up writing only some short sentences and join them up as a short… very very short story… well, can’t really consider as a story also… anyway, just read it if you are too free and nothing to do… wait for my long story… slowly… not even started a word yet… hehe… although got the whole concept and idea already in my mind.

Take care to all my friends and good luck in the mid-term…

Japanese Cultural Club Family Day 2008

10 August 2008… I should say this is the first family day which belongs to both AJK and also club members… everyone had been working hard on setting up the whole event, managing the games, making the badge, printing the t-shirt, promoting the club… everyone has been really tired on it… and I’m glad that the event had finally become successful. Everyone is enjoying although tired at the same time. We had all sort of nice games such as Fukuwarai, Watermelon Bash… and we have some ice breaking event too… everything is nice… hope that everyone like it!

Motto Tooku e

Well, this is a song by Remioromen, the guy who sang the insert song for 1 liter of tears... this song is quite nice and guess what? This is actually the Olympic song from Japan. A very nice MV for this song also... nice view... starts to wonder why Chinese people can't compose Olympic song like this... wonder why they must make the Olympic song until like very childish... anyway, this is the best Olympic song I heard so far... hope everyone enjoy it also!

Olympic @ Beijing 2008

A very nice event of sports, where all the greatest stars from the world gathered here to compete against each other to achieve for higher and better result in their respective field. This year, the Olympic takes place at Beijing, China. Well, it’s not the first Olympic host in Asia country, Japan hosted once, but wonder why things seems to be like overwhelming here and there by the Chinese government… maybe we should put it as “the first in Chinese community”… that’s only true if you do think that Japanese and Chinese are not from the same origin… anyway, the “first for China” seems to be a relevant answer for me.

I watched the opening ceremony live… well, actually didn’t plan to watch it, but since my friends are asking me, so I just follow them out. Nothing to lose, right? We arrived at a Mamak Stall, and saw a bunch of China students flooding the Mamak Stall. Beside the Mamak Stall is a Chinese restaurant which those China students usually eat. After observing the crowd, I’d finally found out what’s going on there. The China students were eating at the Chinese restaurant, but the Chinese restaurant in tuning the tv, so they can’t watch the live broadcast. So what they do is they shift to the Mamak Stall beside and start watching the live. The worst part is, they occupied the whole stall without even spending a cent. When the TV of the Chinese restaurant was tuned, those China students flood back the Chinese restaurant, leaving the poor Mamak Stall behind… it really piss me a lot… those China students really dropping the reputation of Chinese all around the world… hopeless.

Beside those ugly attitudes, I would still need to praise them for showing their love to their own country. Whatever it is, the opening ceremony is nice. Is worth to wait until 12am just to watch the whole process. Good work. Now just hope those usual scenarios where Chinese judge will side the China player will never happen in this event.

Double Kill

Hehe... nothing special... just donated my blood for the 2nd time for my life today... Club family day will be on this Sunday, hope everything goes well... then club t-shirt will receive tomorrow, hope it'll look nice... mid term next week, hope can pass all... Japanese class is getting harder and harder... hope can follow up the class... lot of stuff to be complete... but still done nothing at all... wait die la... nvm... use to it ady... hehe...

心

有些不对劲，但是始终不知道是哪里，是什么，是为何。感觉上，自己似乎伤害了不少身边的人，无论是朋友，亲人，或是陌生人。其实心里一直都在关心着大家，但是言行上始终无法表达出来。看着大学的朋友会和旧朋友打电话聊天，另我有些羡慕和妒嫉。为什么我却办不到呢？没有什么话题，没有钱...借口就这样一涌而上。无论心再怎么想念，但是始终不会作出主动。在外求学这么久，两年了，我打电话回家的次数，竟然只有区区的两次。其他时候都是家人打来的，电话里也只有别人在问候我，而我却没有表示对他们的关心。很没有用，对吧？

突然想起很久以前一个人说过，我是用“心”做事的人。当初并不明白什么意思，问她是好事还是坏事，她说也许是好，也许是坏。看来就只有坏啊...无论心里再怎么关心别人，还是没法传达给对方知道的。但是一直以来为什么自己却不断的选择保持沉默呢？不解啊...到底何时才能有所觉悟呢？到底要等到何年何月才有能力让自己诚实的面对自己的内心，让自己的内心所想的表达出来呢？

也许自己还是一贯的保持着自我保护的模式，所以才显得那么的冷血吧？毕竟觉得自己并没有多少多余的气力再去面对一次又一次的伤害了。

Wong Kok + BBQ Dinner for August Bday Baby

Morning, ride motor with friends to KK town to buy some stuff for BBQ at night… safe trip for me… then we have our lunch at Wong Kok Restaurant… free a big jug of milk tea for birthday baby! So we have our lunch together with the birthday baby and enjoy the free milk tea as much as we can… 7 of us, but in the end can’t finish the whole jug of milk tea… a bit “Pai Seh”… hehe… then we prepare BBQ dinner at Teoh’s house… successfully start the fire with just gas stove, charcoal, newspaper and electrical fan… kind of like a miracle… anyway, the BBQ dinner is nice… have a lot of fun…

Lastly, once again… Happy Birthday to August Birthday Baby! Check out the photos under my photo column.

Byousoku 5cm – The Novel

I accidentally came across this online; I downloaded it, read it… well, and touched again by it. Regardless you watched or didn’t watch the movie of “Byousoku 5cm”; this novel is suitable to be read by everyone. A more complete story than the movie, more detail explanation on every aspect. I’d post the novel under “My Story” column. Well, sorry that it is in Chinese… for those who can’t read Chinese, try your best to ask for help. I’d read through the whole story, edit all the mistakes here and there… and hereby present to you the novel of Byousoku 5cm from Shinkai Makoto… Anyway, I do hope you guys enjoy the story as much as I did.

Offline

Don't know what happen, but still i can't online in my house... sigh... what to do... no new post recently then. I'd manage to get the novel of Byousoku 5cm... reading it now, will post the novel up here once i'm ready to online... busy with club family day and all sort of exams... die... using friend's house line for checking mail only, so can't type much here... went to celebrate bday of coursemate at Wong Kok and drank the big cup of milk tea... will upload pic when can online. BBQ dinner also... will further update it when free...

August 2008

Finally August is coming… is time to start to work hard for all the exams… taking extra Japanese class starting this month, hope everything will be fine. There’ll be some other events for my club this month also, just pray for their success too…can’t follow any lesson properly so far… wonder what the hell am I studying now actually. Hope that my mood can get better soon… then start up my engine and bang some books and notes… if not, will die even more beautiful than last semester.

House line got problem recently... so can't online and update much...