Last of May

Not a great way to end my month of May...

Getting rather frustrated sometimes with work...

Mainly is people around me that I deal with when I work...

Workload is still manageable, but people...

Should have expected in the very first place...

As this is the so called "culture"

But still can't stop myself for feeling disappointed

In the end, I shall continue to stick with my believe...

Do everything on your own and forget about getting help from others...

Sigh...

她和她

遇见了一个长得很像她的她

虽然心里非常明白她不是她

但是还是无法克制自己的想法

无法阻止心里一涌而上的阵痛

回忆过去，我和她之间的一些过往

虽然并没有手牵手，心连心的甜蜜

但是却有过许多的欢笑与快乐

也有着一丝丝的失落与不甘心

看看现在，我和她也只是相识不久

我们之间的关系是单纯的简单而已

希望自己能够阻止自己的思绪

别再留恋这那消逝已久的过往

她不会是她的替代品

我不会让她来取代她

她，很像她

她，不是她…

a small pause in May

May is ending and June is around the corner
Feel like have been a little off-the-pace in work recently
Have to catch up again and go for it

As life... continues it's miserable and emptiness
With a slight of joy for the past few days as having some great moments with colleagues at Cameron Highland
When the lights go off, curtain goes down
I'm back again sitting on the thinking chair
Thinking about past, present & future

Just hope that I'll be able to pull myself together
And take on another journey in life
To seek for what to be achieved & to fill up this empty soul of mine...

Mothers' Day

Pre-celebrated last week
Just the usual shopping and dining with mom together with my sisters
Nothing special
But it used to be a special day for me, before this
I wonder what's wrong
Seems like we are not getting along as well as before...
Was it my problem? I'd changed?
I wonder...
Wonder when can this be resolve...
Just hope that things will get better in future...

Malaysia... no future...

I'm born as Malaysian, I must say I really love Malaysia
There's no other country in this world which can have a blend of culture like this
Where people living together in peace
Yes, we have always live in peace regardless of the religion
The word of "racism" and all other act which breaks the relations between different races...
They are here due to politics... if there's no politics in Malaysia...
Malaysia will never face this problem...

Anyway, this is not what I want to tell this time.
Yes, I love Malaysia, but I'm now starting to hate it. Why?
Because I cannot see a future... for Malaysia, for me, or for anyone...
A little to harsh to jump into a conclusion all of a sudden?
Well, the other day, I took KTM Komuter from KL Central back to Kepong
There was this pregnant women, bringing along her daughter and took the same train as me
When the train arrive, I step back to let her enter the coach first...
But sadly, there isn't any empty space to sit...
And there's no one standing up and giving out the place for pregnant woman to sit down!

Forget about 1 Malaysia
Forget about what economy transformation
Our so-called future leader, the present and coming generation...
They don't even have the simplest moral value in them
What else can we expect for years to come?
I must say I'm totally disappointed... Malaysia is such an uncivilized country...
What the hell do I pay my tax for to build a country which only produces idiots and barbarians like this...
Hopeless, speechless... this is the result from our education system
This is our Malaysia... sigh...