累…

睡了一个早上，吃过午饭，又睡了一个下午

吃了晚饭，又继续睡到第二天天亮…

人生中，偶尔会有这样的一天啊…

什么都不想做，提不起劲

感觉身心疲累，仿佛心力交瘁

只是想就这样…一直睡下去

希望睡醒过后，人就能够把电池充满

然后为明天，后天，大后天而继续努力

突发奇想......

开始对现在的工作与生活感到厌恶

对一成不变的循环和沉闷感到害怕

好想改变这样的生活

好想逃离这样的框框

不想让自己被所谓的宿命与生存给压抑着

好想能够让自己鼓起勇气…追梦去

突发奇想...

突然很想放下所有，不顾一切的去环游世界

走到哪里，找户人家借宿一宵，然后继续前行

偶尔干点小活，赚点零钱来买点吃的

慢慢的，一步一步，走下去

拍下照片，写下心理历程，弹下吉他

和不认识的人交谈着，感受下人情温暖

然后在到达了一个理想的国度后

就让自己卸下包袱，落地生根，安定下来

静静的过着与世无争的日子，直到终老...

私の旅行手記

For those who are interested, I just created my second book - My Travel Note.

This book includes all the pictures I have taken during my business trips, and also some of the thoughts and feeling I have before, during and after the business trips. 

It has been a good experience for going to so all sorts of different places where people will never imagine of going... and also at the same time it is very tiring. 

People used to say "It's great that you can travel so often". But in the reality, it is not something that "great" after all... well, you will know what I mean when you get the chance to travel continuously like this...

私の旅行手記

For those who interested, you may download from the link above. Thank you.

February

Time really flies...
Already we are almost into the mid of February...
Life has changed a little from what I've planned before this
Nowadays I'm getting less time to write
And my blog is seems to be getting fewer post day after day
Well, I won't stop blogging even though the post becomes less
There's reason behind, because most of my time is now dedicated to something else
Anyway, I will surely write something whenever possible
And whenever inspiration is coming to me
I can still recall the life I've imagined I'm living now few months ago
Indeed is a total different story
Well, life goes on with surprises and changes everyday
Just hope that everything will slowly get better in the year of 2012

Tiger in the Year of Dragon

Every year my family will let someone in the temple to check on our "yearly luck"

This year due to some problem, the checking result will be available a bit later

But from what I read about from the internet and heard from radio

The general "luck" for Tiger this year is rather so-so

There's one saying that Tiger will have a lot of "running here and there moment"

Whereby this denotes either business trip or travelling or being forced to go here and there

And that is extremely accurate up until now

I have been non stop going here and there... for no reason at all

Tired... but nothing else can be done... 

Some say this is the year for Tiger to look for new job... 

So again I started thinking about it... for what I'm working on now, is it really what I want?

No idea or clue on what job should I take on if I was to change my job...

That's why I'm still stuck in here...

Have to really start to do some thinking again on this... just hope everything will be ok soon

Happy Chinese New Year

Today is the 4th day of Chinese New Year
Perhaps it's a bit late to greet at this time?
Well, maybe... but it's never too late
Been very busy with work throughout the eve, 1st and 2nd day of Chinese New Year
Glad that I manage to get all the work done and start enjoying my holiday from the 3rd day
And on the 4th day, I'm here in Singapore...
As usual, I'm here to pay my grandmother a visit
Have been back from Dubai for around a week
And there's a lot of things happening in these few days
Need some time to digest and catch up with it
And because of me falling sick on the week before Chinese New Year
And some business trip and mountains of workload
My life starts to get a little mess up
Hopefully once everything slowly restoring back to normal
I will be able to start living my life again...
It's been awhile for me to play my guitar
It's been awhile for me to write something
It's been awhile for me to take some photographs
Still got another week of holiday, although I still need to go back to my office in Malaysia
But still I hope I can take some time to rest well and recharge myself
And hopefully I'll be able to start moving forward to chase my goals and dream again

蘇打綠 – 你在煩惱什麼

沒有不會謝的花

沒有不會退的浪

沒有不會暗的光

你在煩惱什麼嗎?

沒有不會淡的疤

沒有不會好的傷

沒有不會停下來的絕望

你在憂鬱什麼啊

時間從來不回答

生命從來不喧嘩

就算只有片刻我也不害怕

是片刻組成永恆啊…

沒有不會謝的花

沒有不會退的浪

沒有不會暗的光

你在煩惱什麼嗎?

沒有不會淡的疤

沒有不會好的傷

沒有不會停下來的絕望

你在憂鬱什麼啊

時間從來不回答

生命從來不喧嘩

就算只有片刻我也不害怕

是片刻組成永恆啊…

時間從來不回答

生命從來不喧嘩

就算只有片刻我也不害怕

片刻組成永恆啊……

就算只有片刻我也不害怕

片刻組成永恆啊……

It's been awhile...

Yup, it's been awhile since my last posting
Have been very busy recently with tons of work
And at the same time have been sick for 3 days for now
Seems like food poisoning or something... anyway, it's getting better slowly
One more week to go before Chinese New Year
This is the first time in my life that I feel so eager to go home for celebration
It may seems to be ironic, after all I'm the one who always said I'm used to be alone
Yes, I'm used to it. Indeed.
After all this while I have been thinking a lot...
In the end, I think I figure it out.
I still don't like to be alone, even if I'm used to it or what so ever
Maybe it's about time that I realize something which I should have realized long ago
Yes, I'm glad that another piece of puzzle has been solved
Still there are some thinking to do, and hopefully I can really sort things out
Questions which are still awaiting answers to come in my life
I'll just have to find them all, one by one, step by step

四根蜡烛的故事

当人类被诞生于大地之时，上天同时恩赐了四根蜡烛，好让这些蜡烛能够在黑暗中给人们指引方向。经过岁月的洗礼，世界…来到了某个平安夜的晚上。

这个晚上，第一根蜡烛说话了。

我的名字叫和平。

我已经被人们给遗忘了。现在这世界上充斥着纷争，憎恨，仇怨，人们可以简单的为了一饱私欲而发动战争，为了金钱而做出不法勾当，伤害着身边的人，伤害着自己。看来，我已经不再被需要了，我的亮光，已经再也无法照亮人们的心房了。

说完，第一根蜡烛熄灭了。

然后，第二根蜡烛也说话了。

我的名字叫信仰。

我已经被人们给遗忘了。现在这世界上已经不再有人抱有任何信仰了。宗教上的信仰也好，人与人之间的信仰也好。人们都只会忙着工作赚钱而忽略了自己内心的声音，人们愿意为了所谓的生活而苟且残存，抛弃自己，抛弃信仰而活下去。看来，我已经不再被需要了，我的亮光，已经再也无法照亮人们的心房了。

说完，第二根蜡烛熄灭了。

接着，第三根蜡烛也说话了。

我的名字叫爱情。

我已经被人们给遗忘了。现在这世界上已经不再有相信爱情的人存在了。人们现在只是懂得爱自己而不懂的去爱别人。人们为了爱自己而不惜去伤害身边的每一个人。看来，我已经不再被需要了，我的亮光，已经再也无法照亮人们的心房了。

说完，第三根蜡烛也熄灭了。

这时候，最后一根蜡烛说话了。

和平，信仰，爱情，你们可不能熄灭啊。如果我们都消失了，那么人们就真的完全失去了一切了。来，让我把我的烛火借给你们，好让你们重新点亮吧。

说着，第四根蜡烛用自己那微弱的烛火，把和平，信仰和爱情的蜡烛给点上了。

这时候，三根蜡烛不约而同的说道：为什么？为什么你要把我们重新点燃？人们已经变得多么丑陋，多么腐败，你也是亲眼看见的啊…但是为什么你还要相信这他们呢？

听着，第四根蜡烛微笑着回答道：因为我的名字叫做希望。就算人们已经变得丑陋，腐败，但是，我仍然坚信着总有一天他们会回来寻找我们的亮光。如果我们自己先放弃了人类，那着世界就不再有任何希望了，人们也将不再会有未来了。寻找着我们的亮光的人，不是还有吗？虽然人数可能很少，但是我希望有朝一日，那些少许的亮光，能够好像我一样，把身边的人都点亮，那世界不就会变得美好了吗？

听完，三根蜡烛也微笑了。

直到今天，这四根蜡烛依然立于这世界上，散发着自己的亮光，照耀着人们，温暖着寻找它们的人。