Busy holiday...

Well... finally is holiday back at hometown... but still I'm so busy... busy with different things only... when only I will be able to have some sweet time to rest... T.T

Well... meanwhile just have to enjoy all my "busy-ness"... ^^

let me go home~

Going home tomorrow... miss my home? Well... I donno... it's already 4 years... getting use to it already... anyway, it is nice to be heading home... finally reaching a place where I can really rest myself, taking off the mask, taking off all the armor and barriers on me... to be myself back again. Looking forward to have some badminton games with all the great players back there... Looking forward to all the shopping and yam cha-ing back with all my friends... Looking forward to model more and more Gundam... ^^

For those who got browse through my Gundam page... I'm currently renovating that page and it is almost done. Since this page already renovated, so everything will stay the same. Will try to finish as much movies and dramas as possible from my hard disk... when I go to Singapore that time I want to focus in completing my thesis already... a whole lot of works are waiting for me to do.

All in all... hope for a safe trip back home... and hope that it will really be a great holiday for me, a long waited one...

靠近 - 李圣杰

很有感觉的一首歌...也许因为唱到我心底的感受了...唉...

走在人挤人的走道
我问了自己
没有爱情的人
是否会长命
那些常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我 不相信

坐在没有人的角落
我也问自己
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我
现在的心情
想看你想躲你
难以决定

每当我想靠近
你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情
仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明
我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里
他只是个游戏

我只想要靠紧
也很想要抱紧
回想到那过去
和现在新的你
我还想要参与
你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

能不能让我再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清

只要你再相信
我们会轻轻地靠在一起

End of 4th year 1st sem

Yup... as the title say... finally... it's all over... this semester really is giving me a hard time... who say that final year is very relaxing? Anyway... decided to take the elective of Aircon instead of Automation... become the minority... but I never regret on my choice. Should be able to score some good result in Aircon... Control is a hard subject... I'm always not that good in derivation and stuff like that... should be die beautifully on that this semester... then another weird subject Microprocessing... nothing related to mechanical at all... not really that hard actually... just we are not used to those kind of things only... Maintenance... nothing much to say about this subject as the lecturer also a sucky one... just see how many marks he wan to offer to me and that's all...

The subject that brought the most trouble will be the Law and Ethics... damn that idiot lecturer causing so many trouble for all 4th year engineering student... maybe all old people also the same... do things didn't think with their brain or their brain already unusable... every week will have one assignment and his answer towards the assignment is so not logical at all... then suppose to teach Law and Ethics for Engineering... but he is teaching Business Laws and Ethics... sigh... a hopeless subject...

My final year project is full of ups and downs... kinda don't know what my supervisor want sometimes... he keep on giving extra things into my project... making it to become a huge project now... definitely can't complete all the task he gave... so I will ignore him and start doing things that i want to do only... his guidance was ok... but he expect too much from us... is good to have expectation to move us... but... sorry to disappoint him all the time... and as for the presentation of project progress... totally screwed up... my supervisor say I talk too fast and too much of reading only... sigh... what to do... only have 1 day time to prepare the slide and also the presentation... that's the best I can do already... at the very least I manage to answer all the question throw by examiner and the chairperson... that's the luckiest part... although i spoiled my image in front of my supervisor...

Aside from academic... nothing much happen to me throughout this semester... too busy to have anything to happen to me... really really no time at all...everyday rush assignments only... never stops... maybe is a good thing to be busy also... so that... i won't think too much......

Looking forward to this holiday... want to rest and enjoy myself... but still I will try my best to further enhance my project... if I still remember about it during this holiday of course... XD just hope that next semester I can really impress my supervisor... once would already be enough...

等 - 陈百强/梅艳芳

第一次听到这首歌,是在黄子华和梅艳芳的“男歌女唱”那套戏里。其实当时听到的时候就已经喜欢上这首歌，最近才找了很久都找不到梅艳芳版本的，所以就听了陈百强的原唱版。一样的好听，一样的感动。歌词很有意思，听着心也跟着浸湿了...

希望...这样的事情，不会发生在我的身上...

等　寂寞到夜深　夜已漸荒涼　夜已漸昏暗

莫道你在選擇人　人亦能選擇你　公平原沒半點偏心

苦澀　慢慢向著心裡滲　何必抱怨　曾令醉心是誰人

自願吻別心上人　糊塗換來一生淚印　何故明是痛苦傷心

還含著笑裝開心　今宵的你可憐還可憫

目睹她遠去　她的腳印心中會永印

糊塗是你的一顆心　他朝你將無窮的後悔　這一生你的心裡滿哀困

Chi Ma Gan... 2

Still remember I told you guys about the Chi Ma Gan friend awhile ago? For those who forgot or donno... please kindly refer to this post http://gpwk-no-monogatari.blogspot.com/2009/10/chi-ma-gan.html

Ok... so what story I'm going to tell this time? Well, is about him also... the other day he said sorry to me... fine... then everything is over... Yup... at least that is what i thought... but actually things never over yet. on Tuesday, there was a exam... the question is totally the same as the past year question... so those questions that we manage to find the answers and memorized we can easily answer them all, only left a few questions which we can't find the answer, so it is up to everyone to write in his or her own way... it is a 2 hour and 30 minutes paper... not really feeling well that day... but not really sick also... just not feeling well... go in, sit down and start vomit out everything I memorized... that Chi Ma Gan friend sit beside me... after I finish answer all the question, 1 hour has passed by. So I sit there and double check my answers.

Normally, we will try to compare answers in the final... Yup... although is a bit illegal to do such thing... but we do compare... but that day the examiner is damn strict, keep on catch people who peek to the side or compare answer or cheating or anything... well, I sit there for 30 minutes more and already a bunch of people was caught and their name were copied down by the examiner... well, I don't know will there be any further action taken or not... anyway, since is already last year... so why should I take the risk? Although there are about 1 question plus that I don't know the answer, I just write anything in and pass up the answer and leave the exam hall... since sit there also nothing to do...

Then, here comes the problem... after the exam, the Chi Ma Gan friend put on his MSN msg scolding me... words like "WTF! RUSH WHAT 7? SO RUSH FOR WAT 7? GO HOME SLEEP WHAT 7? TEAMWORK! FFFF!" and many more keep on come out from his MSN personal message there... then I ask my friend only found out that he did wrongly a question... is a calculation question... very easy question... well, I really no idea why he can get it wrong... I didn't even study that question because I didn't expect he will come out that... and yet I can answer it... he keep on study the past year... and yet he can't answer it... and now he blame me for leave early and didn't check answer or show him the correct way to do? WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?

My friend say that Chi Ma Gan fella got ask her to compare the answer... and when they found out the answer is different, she did show him the correct answer... and he didn't trust her and didn't follow her answer... and PUT THE BLAME ON ME! FUCK HIM! Then next time he can't PANGSAI also is MY FAULT is it? People give him correct answer he don't want copy and say I made him do wrong that question? What IDIOT THEORY is this? He really didn't use his brain to think at all... only want to make sure his answer is correct then risking others to be caught by the examiner as cheating...

And the best part is... Today there's another paper... and he didn't sit beside me and sit with others... and he compare answer and ask for solution from the guy beside him... and end up he is been caught and his name was taken by the examiner... well, I don't know should I laugh as loud as I can on his brainless act... but I do very pity the guy who sit beside him... innocence... and being drag into that Chi Ma Gan fella's dunk of shit... after that he still showing black face to me and didn't even talk to me... let him be... really no eye see him already... maybe his mind already lose control because he is going crazy to chase for his First Class Degree...

Again and again... he just didn't realize what he done is wrong... and I'm the one to be blame... I'm never mind... I'm already used to be blame by the world... just pity them for not being able to face their problems and fault by themselves... Just hope that I won't meet with any other people that Chi Ma Gan like this in my future... God bless me... and GOD DAMN THEM!

陈威全 - 中途转机

很久以前听到了这首歌...

最近找回了...

连歌手是谁，长什么样子都不知道...

但是，这是一首不错的歌曲...

歌词也很不错...

听了，心也有一点酸酸的...

希望...她...不会是...中途转机...

最后一班的飞机划过天际
你和爱情的可见度越来越低
你的制服 依旧神气
最后一次送机
我在逆风中假装坚定

我知道其实你并不是故意
只是你还是比较喜欢飞行
我的天空 多不多云
气流稳不稳定
不如机舱的一件行李

原来你只是过境
没想过要安定
反而是我太任性
以为地面的风景 比天空美丽

原来你中途转机
只是路过了这里
顺便谱一段情
天空才是你最后的目的地

我的登记证握在手里
却早已过了期

Why still haven't reach the end...

Final exam is ending soon... tomorrow will take another paper, then follow by Thursday and next Monday will be the last paper... but still not yet holiday because need to prepare for presentation for the Final Year Project progress... after 18 November only can officially declare holiday to me... but still have to settle the lab for my FYP... so many things still awaits to be done... sigh... anyway, I will be back on 27 November, will reach KL at night... so guys and girls... please start making appointment with me before I'm fully booked... haha...

Shit lo... tomorrow exam I'm still blogging now... totally no mood to study already... wait die only...

T-T

Another year ~ In Remembrance

Finally… two years passed by… living my live normally… but once in awhile will think of him… when think of him, it will make me feel a bit sad… and tears will be falling… but it is good to hold such memory with me… this year, as usual, spending my day listening to some sentimental songs, becoming a vegetarian for one day, looking back at his pictures and videos, thinking back the old days when we used to be together… this will continue on year after year…

May God bless him… may he relieve himself from all the pain and sorrows, and continue his life into a better one… although we are far apart from each other now, but our hearts will still be together…

Thank you for everything.

Rest in peace… my dear rabbit…

Year 2008:

http://gpwk-no-monogatari.blogspot.com/2008/11/in-remembrance-to-my-rabbit-with-love.html

Year 2007:

http://to-my-rabbit-with-love.blogspot.com/

给天国的信

好久没见了，不知道现在的你还好吗？两年没见了，过得怎样了？开心吗？幸福吗？不要像以前那样，那么挑食，不然的话会很难找吃的，知道吗？记得不要那么调皮，不要那么坏脾气，要学会乖一点，不然样子长得那么帅都没有用了。

大家都过得很好，你不用担心。家里最近装修了，后面那块让你玩耍的空地已经没了。屋子其他地方也都修饰了，渐渐的，你以前留下的痕迹也慢慢的消失了。不过，我还有收着几张被你咬了几口的纸张，看来那是我现在唯一剩下的，你存在过的痕迹了…我的床也换了，但是姐姐的床现在让了给我，还记得那张蓝色的床吗？你很喜欢跳上去的，不是吗？现在在我的房间里了，随时欢迎你来玩闹一下。但是，房间因为装修变大了一些，不要以为进错了房间而吓了一跳哦…

大姐要结婚了，你知道吗？你应该没看过他吧？已经注册了，一个月后是婚礼，如果你能来，我想大家都会很高兴的，但是，应该不可能吧…虽然结婚了，但是她还是依然那么的爱你的，你放心好了。你在我们的心目中有着不可替代的位置的。希望你能够祝福他们… 二姐也过的很好，不用担心。不过养了许多的小老鼠…不是变心了啦，不要怕。可以的话，记得也要好好保佑她，知道吗？当然少不了我妈…你也受了不少她的恩惠，如果不是她，你哪里会天天都有那么多好吃的菜？她好像最近常常生病，所以希望你能够照看她一下，好吗？我还有半年就毕业了，毕业后应该会回到家里住，在附近找一份工作吧？应该是吧，还不是很清楚。有一些舍不得那间家啊…

希望你在天之灵已经得以安息。如果已经找到一户好人家投胎了，那就更好不过了。没能赶得上看你最后一眼，对不起。但是，庆幸的我还是赶得上送你最后一程。谢谢你给过我们的一切。祝福你。

It's November...

The day is approaching...

wonder will I be ok or not...

well...

I don't really think so...

starts to get moody and feeling down just to realize the day is coming soon...

I guess tears will start falling pretty soon...