Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

30 August already... 1 more month to go then this semester is ending soon... damn fast, don even have the time to stop and breath sometimes... 1 week didn't put up any post because had been busy with my Mid term, quizzez, tests and FYP... tired doing my FYP writings... rewrite and rewrite for so many times... still looks very weird for me... sigh... have to settle it then let my supervisor have a look asap... somemore more assignments, projects and tests are coming... so really have to speed up everything and work harder and harder already...

Merdeka day... don't have any special feeling at all... maybe because I'm not born in the Merdeka era... so don't really hold any special feelings on it... anyway I do appreciate it... but after independence for so many years, Malaysia is still... a whole bunch of mess everywhere... politically unstable... economically behind other countries within the region... ethically most Malaysian seems to be still uncivilized... technologically still promoting some HIGH SPEED BROADBAND at 2mbps... educationally still making every student suffer with all the insane policy... socially still have a lot of issue regarding racism and futher more tons of crime everywhere...

Maybe it is the same for other countries too... but as a Malaysian, of course I'm addressing what I see as a Malaysian in Malaysia... a fairly hopeless country in the future if no improvement is going to be done soon... sigh... I love Malaysia, love the multi cultures and many more... but slowly... I'd been force to hate it already... indeed something sad to happen...

Just hope from this Merdeka day onwards... Malaysia will change for good... Peace!

两道彩虹

天气…阴

时间…傍晚

在公园附近…跑着

累啊…跑了三圈了

不如…停下吧

但是…刚才不是决定了跑四圈吗？

跑着…突然感觉到一点不一样

抬起头…仰望

啊…是彩虹

而且…是两道彩虹

这…是生平第一次看见

多么美丽…多么难得

也许…下半辈子都不会再看见

望着…提起干劲

跑着…第四圈

两道彩虹都可以被看见了…跑多一圈算得上什么？

跑着…看着

遗憾的是…没能拍个照留念

驾车的…放慢了车速

骑车的…抬头仰望着

行走的…停下了脚步

大家…视线都是一致的

看着两道彩虹…微笑着

瞬间…世界变得多么的美好

一直以为…彩虹永远都是孤单的

但是…原来彩虹也可以是一对的

看见了…才会相信

看见了…才被感动

感觉…好像已经没有什么跨越不了

感觉…好像已经领悟了人生道理

但愿所有看见两道彩虹的人…都能够继续那段微笑

但愿所有看见两道彩虹的人…都能够继续那么幸福

但愿没看见的人…也能够快乐的过着

但愿看见的人…能把那份温暖带给没看见的人

但愿那两道彩虹…能够永远的在一起

但愿有生之年…能够再看见那两道彩虹

Real sized Gundam @ Odaiba

Remembered I'd post something regarding a 1/1 real size Gundam will be built in Japan this year? YES! It's had already been built... for quite awhile... so here I upload all the info related with it... this model, although it is not movable, but the head itself can turn left and right, up and down! Believe it! And there will be mechanical movement sound which featured in the animation while the head is twisting... a real life sized Gundam, RX78-2 Gundam, stood up proud in Odaiba, Japan now until 31 August before it will be removed from exhibition for the Gundam 30th Anniversary. If you think that's all this model can do, think again... in night, this model will actually light up, and gas will coming out from it's thrusters and heat rejection valve! Sounds too realistic... but indeed... engineer in BANDAI are just simply genius in making this model come alive and the detail on the model too were stunning. Well, after all the words here... for those who are not interested would have been fall asleep... for those who want to know more, watch a few clips I have here for you! Like it when seeing the worker making adjustment on the model... just like a technician running maintenance on the Gundam in the anime... haha!

Happy 30th Anniversary to Gundam!

Clannad & Clannad ~After Story~

Synopsis for Clannad:
Tomoya Okazaki is a third year high school student resentful of his life. His mother passed away from a car accident when he was young, causing his father to resort to alcohol and gambling. This results in fights between the two until Tomoya's shoulder is injured in a fight. Since then, Tomoya has had distant relationships with his father, causing him to become a delinquent over time. While on a walk to school, he meets a strange girl named Nagisa Furukawa who is a year older, but is repeating due to illness. Due to this, she is often alone as most of her friends have moved on. The two begin hanging out and slowly, as time goes by, Tomoya finds his life shifting in a new direction.

Synopsis for Clannad ~After Story~:
A sequel to the recently wrapped anime based on the Key Clannad franchise. After Story is a path that opens in the original visual novel after all the other paths have been opened.
Life continues on for Tomoya. A few months have passed since he confessed his love to Nagisa. Now entering the second semester, he continues to meet a variety of different people, expanding his own world in the process. As well, Tomoya and Nagisa's relationship begins to enter a level of intimacy unlike before. Through his relationship with Nagisa, and his various encounters, Tomoya begins to understand the meaning and importance of family. Unfortunately, as Tomoya and Nagisa begin their own family together, they are faced with many hardships and challenges along the way.

By judging from the synopsis and the picture here… I don’t think you can get any clear idea of what the animation is talking about… one may think it is just another “girl’s favorite love story”… but it is not. Indeed, this anime bring you to think deep through into the roots of our life… things that we had forgotten… recalling the memory that we buried for so long deep within our heart… a touching animation series, meaningful, great storyline and characters… try not to miss this one out!

小猪教室

Watched this movie the other day… at first I’d downloaded this movie because I got nothing else to download. The movie’s synopsis itself… sounds very stupid indeed.

“This is a story about a class, when one day their teacher brought a pig to school and told the children they’ll raise it and eat it in one year time when they graduate.”

Yup, that’s the main storyline actually. Thought that it might be another stupid and idiotic comedy, but found it really touching in the end. To eat, or not to eat…yes, this has become the question after the children taking care of the pig for 1 year… everyone has a feeling with it, so in the end is hard for them to decide whether to eat it or not. Touched by the words and phrases they used in the movie to express their feeling and opinion… learn something about what life means to everyone… a rather sad ending, but in the end I’m glad that I’d download this movie.

Watching it reminds me about my rabbit… when think about it, tears start falling…

都市男孩

不会骑脚踏车，没放过风筝
我…是一个典型的都市男孩…是吗？
这么的认为着，但是却好像不是那样…

有着自己的观点，有着自己的执著
有着自己的感觉，有着自己的作风
这就是都市男孩吗？

小地方的人不是那样的吗？
很多人都说小地方的人都是好人
他们思想单纯，不会害人
真的是那样的吗？

当自己发现渐渐的无法忍受身边一些人时
往往就会怪罪为都市人与乡下人的代沟
真的是这样吗？不是吗？
已经开始模糊了之间的界线

我，是用逻辑去思考的人
我，是用感情去行动的人
我…是一个都市男孩…
也许并不是典型的，忙碌的，自私的那种…
但是，愿不愿意承认也好，我…始终是一个都市男孩

也许抵达都市以外的地方，应该入乡随俗
但是，也有一个限度…
我并不会强迫别人接受我，跟随我，模仿我
也并不需要…
人，不管是都市人还是乡下人…都是人
应该会有最低限度的共识
但是当连这基本的共识都已经消失的时候…
所谓的代沟…就此诞生…

开始发现自己和周围已经开始不搭调了
是我步伐太快了吗？是别人停下了吗？
被这种压迫的气氛弄得透不过气来
最后的最后…
也许因为我并不是都市男孩，也不是乡下男孩
融合不进这个界限分明的世界
唯有不断的徘徊逗转…直到失去力气…倒下为止…

Mid of August already loh...

Well, seems like a big deal recently... convocation wor... not mine so ma not big deal loh... hehe... anyway, congratulation for those who involve la... making the headline already... happy? Hope those who graduated can get a job soon... those that get a job already can work well earn a lot money and belanja me eat at Ah Yat Bao Yu @ Genting Highland... those continue study one good luck in study and research... those "measuring land" in house one... wait to get married la... hehe...

Next week got 1 week break... mid semester break... finally... long waited, but also no time to rest. Need to complete all the study that I'm left behind all this while... after the break will be all the mid terms... sigh... somemore hopefully can start my FYP experiment by next week too... busy non-stop... no time at all to even really rest myself... sigh... just hope things will go smooth for me and just hope everything can be settle asap. No more mood already...

Dear Friend...

Met an old friend today... my ex-housemate... he graduated already this year, waiting for convocation only... he come back to Sabah these few days to bring back all the stuffs he left over here... been wanted to meet with him when I know he is coming back... miss him? Kind of... although only know him for 3 years, but it seems like long enough as an old friend... can still remember when we first met... in a bus, heading to the hostel at IP... he is having trouble with his luggage... helped him out... and end up staying in the same house... missed those days when we go for lunch and dinner together at IP... do stupid things... played lantern... climbing the roof top...


Second year, we moved out together and stay at Kingfisher... by the time I haven't got motor yet, he willing to help me out, fetch me to buy things, help me buy lunch and dinner... sometime even fetch me to somewhere else when I actually planned to go by bus or other way... miss the time we watched F1 together at the mamak... can still remember we yell like crazy when Raikonen won the F1 championship... scream in disappointment when Massa lose out the championship by just 1 point... he teach me a lot in riding the motor too... so much fun living with him for these 3 years...


But everything have to come to an end sooner or later... after he graduated, don't think will have much chances to meet up already... I'll never forget him for sure... will go look for him in Perak when free... just hope he'll be around that time... getting a job in estate working in Pahang... he'll be alright... he is such a nice person... no worry on him...


Really glad to know him... he will surely be one of my best friend in my life... owe him a lot. Thank you very much! Pray for your success in your future. Eyes getting wet... sob sob... T.T

Gundam Invasion

Gundam is invading our world!!! Please get yourself ready for the invasion!!!

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365

突然发现原来已经post了365个blog post了...这是第366个...回想，原来真的没几个post是开心的。刚发现原来已经加入Blogspot一年零四个月了，时间流逝还真快。从以前一天一个post到现在的有空才post...不过总比十年都没update的人好...哈哈...反正post来post去也是些伤心的事迹，也许不post更好...最近太忙了，fyp实在是繁重的不得了...虽然很忙，还是忍不住花些时间消极一下...心情只有不断的往下滑，却没有向上攀。为什么呢？我也不知道...唉...昨晚心情也是差到不行...突然，脑海闪过一首歌...于是重复的播着...心隐约的痛着...不知为什么...算了吧...我都不知道我自己到底怎么了...

分手总要在雨天
张学友

晨曦细雨重临在这大地
人孤孤单单躲避
转身刹那在这熟识的路旁
察觉身后路人是你

如一套戏重逢在这旧地
而彼此不知怎预备
一些叹气跟一串慰问
和随便说一些赞美

为何你眼光年月未变
思忆怎么要再返旧年
你说要走的一晚
连绵夜雨也似这天

总要在雨天逃避某段从前
但雨点偏偏促使这样遇见
总要在雨天人便挂念从前
在痛哭拥抱告别后从没再见

而一个我言词渐觉乏味
人不知怎么躲避
终於看见在这热识的路旁
那个他静静凝望你

而一个你重离别这旧地
临走的一刻亲近地
轻轻送我多真挚慰问
犹如逝去当天语气

为何你眼光年月未变
思忆怎么要再返旧年
你说要走的一晚
连绵夜雨也似这天

总要在雨天逃避某段从前
但雨点偏偏促使这样遇见
总要在雨天人便挂念从前
在痛哭拥抱告别后从没再见

是你的一切告别在雨天

D Junction @ Penampang

Went to this lounge... D Junction at Penampang, KK... celebrating birthday for Ah Leong and Ah Sun... atmosphere is nice... the feel is not bad... reminds me the days when drinking with friends back at KL... having dinner there and some beers... a lot of different dishes available, reasonable price with acceptable taste... got singing performance too... the vocalist... well, I must say I have no comment on them... they made me miss the great vocalist I saw back in KL... anyway, overall is a nice night hanging out... Happy Birthday to Leong and Sun...