Mothers' Day

Pre-celebrated last week
Just the usual shopping and dining with mom together with my sisters
Nothing special
But it used to be a special day for me, before this
I wonder what's wrong
Seems like we are not getting along as well as before...
Was it my problem? I'd changed?
I wonder...
Wonder when can this be resolve...
Just hope that things will get better in future...

Malaysia... no future...

I'm born as Malaysian, I must say I really love Malaysia
There's no other country in this world which can have a blend of culture like this
Where people living together in peace
Yes, we have always live in peace regardless of the religion
The word of "racism" and all other act which breaks the relations between different races...
They are here due to politics... if there's no politics in Malaysia...
Malaysia will never face this problem...

Anyway, this is not what I want to tell this time.
Yes, I love Malaysia, but I'm now starting to hate it. Why?
Because I cannot see a future... for Malaysia, for me, or for anyone...
A little to harsh to jump into a conclusion all of a sudden?
Well, the other day, I took KTM Komuter from KL Central back to Kepong
There was this pregnant women, bringing along her daughter and took the same train as me
When the train arrive, I step back to let her enter the coach first...
But sadly, there isn't any empty space to sit...
And there's no one standing up and giving out the place for pregnant woman to sit down!

Forget about 1 Malaysia
Forget about what economy transformation
Our so-called future leader, the present and coming generation...
They don't even have the simplest moral value in them
What else can we expect for years to come?
I must say I'm totally disappointed... Malaysia is such an uncivilized country...
What the hell do I pay my tax for to build a country which only produces idiots and barbarians like this...
Hopeless, speechless... this is the result from our education system
This is our Malaysia... sigh...

祝我生日快乐

上星期六，刚从深圳回到家
没呆上24小时，便在星期日出发到另一个国家
星期日，那天...是我的农历生日
就这样，我的生日都在飞机上度过了
而且还是不同的国家转机中度过
也许有人会说着很好，甚至会羡慕
但是，我更喜欢平稳踏实的度过

从新加坡飞往Brissbane，一个从没踏足的地方
然后还要转机到鸟不生蛋的Papua New Guinea...
也许许多人连听都没听过这名字吧？
疲惫与不安充斥了我的头脑
机舱内那冰冷的空气更显得凝结与沉重
但意外的是，飞机上的娱乐频道竟然放着张信哲的歌曲
于是，在这7小时的漫长路途中，我，得到了一点点的安慰与温暖

没有休息的余地
没有犯错的空间
两个星期的出差
终于圆满的结束

今天，虽然说是我的阳历生日
但是，醒来之后还是得开会
直到上飞机前都必须工作
然后，就是另一个漫长的归途...生日又是在不断的转机中度过
回到家，也许只剩下数分钟的时间吧
累垮了的我，也许...只能够轻声地说声“生日快乐”来祝贺自己
然后拖着筋疲力尽的自己，躺到床上，进入梦乡吧...

Above All

Above all powers above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind the stone
You lived to die rejected and alone
Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Above all powers above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind the stone
You lived to die rejected and alone
Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Crucified laid behind the stone
You lived to die rejected and alone
Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

half way through...

1 week down... another week to go... but already exhausted...
just hope everything will be ok for the coming week of business trip...

Another new chapter

Yup... tomorrow will depart to Shenzhen and start my Q2 for 2011... 

Return on Saturday, but fly again the next day to Papua New Guinea. 

So it's a business trip that last 2 weeks in a row... 

The first time to have this, hope that it's not that tiring and I still can hang on. 

And hope that I can manage to get all the issues resolved as well... 

Wishing good luck to myself...

And hope that these 2 weeks of experience will be useful and fruitful to me...

私の物語 2011

This is my 503rd post in this blog... when was the last time I start blogging? Searching back the history, it was January 2008, the first time I moved into blogger for hosting my own blog. Before that, I was already active with posting in Friendster (yeah, there isn't any facebook yet before that time!) It really has been some time... and time to pass by in a sprint. 

Venturing into the 4th year in blogger, what else do I expect and what else do I want to achieve? Well, I will still remain as who I am, continue to post in whenever I'm available, continue to post in as a record and a prove of my living... just to share my thoughts and feelings, nothing more and nothing less.

Even though nowadays there are lesser and lesser people who dive into the stream of blogging (they mainly facebook-ing now), but still... I will continue to move on as facebook is just a platform for social network, while blogger allows me to have a different way to express myself as I want.

I will continue to update all the pages I have as well other than this blog, from time to time. Feel free to drop by whenever you like. Till then, take care and hope you have enjoyed your 1st quarter of 2011.

My Photohraphy

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我。秒速五厘米

趁着难得的空档时间，我再一次细心品尝了《秒速五厘米》的动画电影和小说。这是一部无论看了多少遍还是会被深深感动，还是会让眼泪徐徐落下的作品。经过反复的阅读小说与观看电影，慢慢的察觉到，原来我和故事中的男主角有着许多不谋而合的共同点。

贵树与明里那单纯的思念，渐渐的产生的爱慕之情，然后在彼此相信着彼此都深爱着对方的同时，却发现了彼此的未来并没有对方的存在。随着时间与距离的拉扯，彼此已经拥有了自己的生活。但是，无可否认的是，无论是今天，还是明天，还是后天，贵树依然会无可救药的喜欢着明里，虽然无论他再怎么努力拉近彼此的距离，他们的心也不会互相靠近一厘米。

澄田与贵树的感情，徘徊在爱与被爱之间。但是，贵树的温柔却无法包容澄田对他的情怀。澄田在清楚地意识到贵树那温柔的眼神里，一直张望着的只有远方的另一个身影时，她，学会了放手，因为她深深地喜欢着他。

“虽然我到现在还是很喜欢贵树，但是贵树好像并不是那样喜欢我。”

这句对白，仿佛我也曾经在那里听过…

“坂口，这是我第一次那样迅速的喜欢上一个人，也是第一次知道，原来人可以如此憎恨曾经深爱的人”

这感觉也似曾相似…

“我想，贵树一定和平时说的一样，是喜欢我的。但是我们喜欢一个人的方式，好像还是有些差距吧。这一点点的差距，却让我，觉得有点痛苦。”

这…也许就是我们分手的理由吧？

我，也拥有着一段贵树与明里般的初恋。

我，也曾拥有着一个好像澄田般的人出现在我身边。

我，也曾像澄田那样深沉喜欢着一个人。

我，也曾爱过与恨过像坂口那样的女生。

也许我需要用云朵下降的速度，秒速一厘米，来缓缓地收拾自己的回忆

也许我需要用樱花飘落的速度，秒速五厘米，来慢慢的沉淀自己的情怀

也许我需要用雨水落下的速度，秒速五米，来从新迈开自己的步伐

也许我需要用火箭升空的速度，时速五公里，来奔驰向自己向往的未来

希望在我的世界里飘落的雪花

能够有天化成春天的樱花花瓣

Interest

I like to think... and I like to share what I think through my writings...
I like to build models... and I enjoy my time building my Gundam...
I like to share... and it end up I have a lot of websites sharing my interest...
I like to blog... no matter what when where how... I'll keep on blogging...
I like to sport... how I wish I can have regular sports activity...
I like to photograph... and I really do want to capture every moment that is memorable...

I like to watch movie... doesn't care what type of movie it is...

I like to listen to songs... it is the best way to move your emotion...

I like music... and I am pushing myself to move forward in my guitar lesson...
I like travel... and being able to explore places for new possibilities...
I like reading... be it books or magazines, it is the source of all my knowledge...
I like sleeping... can't have enough as work is always so tiring...
I like driving... it feels good to have the control but it sucks when traffic jam...
I like gathering... it is always so warm to have everyone gathered for reunion...

I like everything that I like... equally for each of them
And life is indeed tough because there are only 24 hours a day, 7 days a week...
With so much interest in hand... it is indeed very hard to satisfied myself...
Sigh... really hope that I can get myself to do all of them...
Perhaps time management can't help me either...
Just have to coupe with it for the meantime, and see what I can do to fulfill all my interest...