Friday, October 30, 2009

自来也豪杰物语


Actually it is not really a news... for those who read the manga of Naruto... everyone should have know that Jiraiya is dead... yes... but for the anime, finally, this week released the story about it... a mix feeling in heart... although I'd already know he is going to die... but when watching it, I will still shout as loud in my heart: Don't give up! Jiraiya! Don't die!

Jiraiya... saying that he wasted his life and live for nothing... but actually he is not. He is strong... being the legendary ninja from Konoha... then follow by rejecting to become as the Hokage... until he had manage to save the 3 kids who killed him eventually... and the best of it is being able to bring up Naruto from a good for nothing idiot to a strong and promising leader.

It is sad for his departure... although he seems like worthless all the time, but he was such a great man... a great man that deserves the tributes from everyone... his sacrifice, his will, his mind, his thought... nothing will be wasted and buried with him under the soil... they will keep on living in the others heart... as the flame of Konoha will never dies...

Rest In Peace...

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

we are RAPED by Mc Donald's...


I wonder is it applicable to you or not... but I think is applicable at least to most of the people out there... believe it or not, admit it or not... WE ARE ALL RAPED BY MC DONALD'S!!

What am I trying to say here? Well... it all happened when they introduce the Mc Value Lunch... everyone in the town was going crazy on this promotion...
"WTF! So cheap!! RM6 for a McD meal!!"

Soon... our McD started to become one of the main choice for lunch already... isn't this something good? Well, it is... but there are some down side too... try to think of it... is the number of time you eat McD during dinner reduced drastically? Can you get my point now? YES! Now you realized that for the past few months, McD only appears in your lunch menu and not in your dinner!

"Dinner eat what?"
"McD?"
"You crazy? Eat McD at night? Eat for lunch can lah~"

By the time we saying others are stupid for eating McD at time other than 12-3pm... think again... we are actually a bit into the stupid condition also for forcing ourselves to only eat McD for lunch... letting McD to RAPE us under the sun... ^.^

So... will I still limit myself to eat McD as lunch only? Well... since I'm kind of poor right now... so what can I do besides trying to "enjoy" myself for being rape by McD for awhile... haha...

To be rape... Or not to be rape...

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Chi Ma Gan...


"Chi Ma Gan" in Cantonese means someone had gone crazy, mad or insane. Well, recently a friend of mine really had become Chi Ma Gan already... I wonder did he realized it or not, maybe he is not, but maybe he do but just didn't admit it, but people around all noticed it... just no one really care what's going on with him... well, his Chi Ma Gan symptom actually already last for more than a month... at first everyone thought that it is just a normal transition of his emotion... sometimes people just will feel a bit down... but after this long period everyone started to believe that he is not in that situation... there's really something wrong with him... stress? Well, I don't know.

Forget about other incidents that occurred for the pass 1 month, the most recent case was happened yesterday... when he started to went mad again.

Class start at 10am, I reached the classroom and he is already in the room... so I sit beside him... the 1st thing come to my mind is... he finally looks to be back to normal already... the next thing i notice is he is doing the homework which need to pass up during that class... ok... the things come to my mind is: he skipped the 8-10am class and yet still haven't finish the homework? Never mind, sometimes things like that just happen during study... so I take a look at what he is doing... and I found out that he is doing it wrongly. So I decided to tell him about it.

"Hey, your graph wrong already."
"Correct ar, where got wrong?"
"Wrong already... see the minimum value... so big... wrong already..."
"Correct what? Given the value is 20, so i drop for 20 on the y-axis ma..."
"No, the value given is slope, not y-axis value..."
"Har?"
"Slope ar... the value is slope! Not do like your way... you donno how to calculate the slope with it?"
"ARGH... YALA YALA !!"

Then he slams all the books, bags, water bottle and sit at somewhere else...

So... what is really going wrong? I really wonder... if he think the way I speak pissed him out... then I would really say sorry on that... but the problem is... I don't really think there is a problem... I just want to make sure he submit the correct answer... so in the end I guess what I did wrongly is... I shouldn't be busy body and go bother about what others did... sigh... am I angry? YES, of course! Suddenly scolded and yelled by people without any solid reason... why can't I get angry about it? If he is stressed out, I can understand... sometime people just can't hold the stress and will explode out... but at least please do apologize after such action... scold people as you like due to stress is not a reason for you to act like a barbarian...

Some more he put in his MSN message saying "if the same thing happen over and over again, please think of it is it your fault or not"... I'm not sure is he showing it to me or not... assume he is, then what the hell does that mean? I do really think back is it really my problem or not... for all his act... I can't think of a reason which is caused by something that I had done wrong... honestly... I will only pissed people that pissed me off... that is my policy... the rest I won't treat them bad in any way... sigh... maybe he is just not happy because I force him to stay back during the holiday to work on the thesis experiment... although I don't think such issue can become any major problem... it makes me feel like want to throw the same phrase back to him now...

"if the same thing happen over and over again, please think of it is it your fault or not!"

Sigh... what is it that went wrong... can someone tell me...

Thursday, October 22, 2009

My Eldest Sister's Marriage Website








Walau... nowadays what also go online... so marriage also go online already... check out my eldest sister's wedding website at the following link... got their wedding photo uploaded... and got prove that my sister is showed on 8TV!! Haha... anyway... congratz again for them... wishing them living happily ever after...


Here are a few great photos... looking forward for the big day on 6th December!


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Legal right?

Finland has made broadband access a legal right for their people

This is a statement that has been in debating recently. Yes, everyone cheers towards Finland’s action for putting this in the parliament and enforcing it in the end. Many friends of mine asked me the same question recently that “when will Malaysia have such right put up?

Well, my answer is just very simple… NEVER!

I’m not just saying this for fun or looking down on over government, indeed I reason this with a few point of view… people in Malaysia didn’t even have the legal right to speak freely, what else do you expect? Yup, anyone who talks bad about government… CAUGHT! Anyone who tells the truth… CAUGHT! Anyone who want to guide Malaysia back to the correct path… CAUGHT! Malaysia should be a nation with freedom, yup, SHOULD BE, by context of the “Perlembagaan”, indeed we were. But things turn out just not as it may seem to be…

I would suggest that the reason why Malaysians are often categorized as “unfriendly” is because we as a Malaysian just want to keep ourselves away from any trouble. We were educated by over government in such way to ignore what you see and mind your own business. Not true? Well, there’s the so call ISA which protect Malaysia from people who try to harm the nation… who decides one individual is he or she harming the nation? Well, I would suggest the government, and in the end the roots of the so called government will be those politicians.

In Malaysia, anything can become a politic issue… so anything will become an issue which can cause harm to the nation… so ISA can just catch anyone with any reason. Don’t think so? Well, Arvil Lavinge and Beyonce want to come and have a concert in Malaysia… this is good in economic aspect, but it is a political issue… they are not allowed to come here because they dressed sexy… who decides that? The politician of course. Come on! Just go and get yourself a newspaper and you will realize really any tiny little thing that happen in Malaysia can also turn into a political issue… even now when I’m writing this, Malaysia government also can just simply suspend my account and close down my site…

Well, is not that I want to create any chaos here. I’m a Malaysian; I love Malaysia, that’s why it hurts when things like these happened right in front of my eyes. Just hope that one day I’ll be able to see a real and healthy Malaysia… sigh… hope the politician can learn from other countries and try to do something good for our nation… for our future… just once would be more than enough…

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Almost there...

Finally... 1 more week to go before this semester finally ends... but still there are a lot of things haven't finish in the schedule... next week got 2 tests and submission of 2 assignments... then the following week need to hand up the final year project paper work for chapter 1 and 2 together with aircon project... also there's another test during that week... OMG! These things seem like never end... sigh... work hard for it, nothing else can be done... looking forward for the coming holiday... but before that there are still a lot of lab work waiting for me during and after the exam... not to forget there will be a progress presentation for the final year project also after the final exams... T.T

Life is just full of torturing...

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

思绪。语录



心,忐忑。
已经是第几个夜晚,彻夜未眠
胡思乱想?忧心忡忡?
也许是高估了自己,过于自大
忘记了自己,那渺小的自己

觉得已经放下,但是可能不是
觉得已经放弃,但是可能不是
同时
觉得看见希望,但是可能不是
觉得看见寄托,但是可能不是

一次又一次的,回到了这交叉点
接受现实,追逐梦想
二选一的交叉口,残酷至极
曾经认为,自己已经意志坚定
最后还是,开始动摇

一次接一次的梦碎,也许已该清醒
一次接一次的受伤,也许已该面对
现实,就在眼前折腾着
梦想,只在远处消散着
是时候,坦然接受与面对

但是,还是制止不了
自己,一次又一次的
逃避现实,追逐梦想
结果还是,回到原点
流着泪,流着血

这样的轮回,到底还要转上多少遍
才能让我认命放弃,让我面对现实
或是,让我达到梦想?
理智这样告诉我,别再做梦了
精神这样告诫我,别再气馁了

夜,漫长。
不知所措,惊慌失措
也许寻找一个心灵寄托,也是一种奢侈
那么,让这心灵就此飘散就好了
顶着一个躯壳,行尸走肉的苟且残存下去…

Friday, October 9, 2009

Recent me...

Recently... got a friend keep on complaining about work
No one in the world like working...
What to do beside accept it?
Everyone can do it, I believe you can do it too...
Manage your EQ and mind set properly...
Hope things will be fine for you soon

Recently... got a friend keep on isolating himself
Sometime it is just normal to happen...
Just like girls having period... everyone will feel down once in awhile
But my friend here have been down for almost a month I think
Don't really know why, is it my fault?
Hope he can back to normal soon...

Recently... got too many things to do...
Project, assignment, thesis, lab work...
You name it, I got it...
Damn tired for just rushing them... really no other mood to do other things
Stress, tension, tiring, pressuring, rushing...
Feel like wanna drunk myself again...

Recently... got too many problems...
Too many things that happened against me...
What to do... have to move on
Mood had been down for some time also...
But will keep in for myself only...
Hope to smile in front others even though it's a fake one

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

天使


希望能够有双翅膀,能够带我逃离这个地方
希望能够有双翅膀,能够让我飞向未知远方
希望能够有双翅膀,能够带我回到过去那方
希望能够有双翅膀,能够让我飞到梦的一方

为了能够有双翅膀,我会努力改变得不一样
为了能够有双翅膀,我愿用尽我的所有力量
为了能够有双翅膀,我不怕越过一座座高墙
为了能够有双翅膀,我把天使化成我的方向

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Happy Mid Autumn Festival

Morning raining... so can't go class... then suddenly no electricity during lunch time... then got discussion... later noon after a nap, start working my assignments... evening went for a jog... backside pain now... donno why... dinner is just something usual... go home continue to work out my assignments... then went to friend's house eat snacks and play poker... then go to another friends house later... that's wrap up my day... 1st time in my life didn't play lantern and candles during Mid Autumn... T.T