My Eldest Sister's Marriage Registration

Here I uploaded my eldest sister marriage registration ceremony... on 9th of September 09... hope they really can live happily ever after... T.T unable to attend because I'm at Sabah... anyway, nice clip here posted courtesy of Ethan on Cam... thank you for the video... congratulations to the guy's family as well... looking forward for the wedding dinner end of this year...

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My September...

Recently... very blur... wonder why just don't have the "ohm" to do things... starting of the semester things are different... slowly now getting lazier already I guess... anyway, really no idea whether things are getting better or worst now... last time around I will sleep early and wake early... my mind is fresh and workable during the morning and not at night... this semester so far... things turn out differently... wake up early in the morning but will still tired... zombie around until noon, after lunch then nap for 1 hour... then only start to get some energy pump into me... then sleep at 12 or 2am like that usually... yam cha a lot... but still didn't grow fatter... T.T

Well, that's roughly how's my life now... eat then sleep... then don't know do what and suddenly the end of the day... anyway... tons of work, assignments, projects and etc to be rush in the coming month... enough holiday and really need to start work things out already... hope can push for the rest of the semester...

我的天空

突然想起...确实有那么一句

我的天空今天有点灰...

应该说天天都那么灰才对吧...

乌云密布

也许需要一场倾盆大雨才能雨过天晴

但是，始终没等到大雨的到来

也许需要一阵风才能把乌云吹散

但是，始终没等到那阵风的出现

唉...到底...这阴天要持续到什么时候呢...

李承哲 - 再也没有这样的人

最近一直都让自己陶醉在这首歌之中，《比悲伤更悲伤的故事》的主题曲，非常有感觉的一首歌。希望大家会喜欢。

천번이고 다시 태어난데도
그런 사람 또 없을테죠 음~
슬픈 내 삶을 따뜻하게 해줄
참 고마운 사람입니다
그런 그대를 위해서 나의 심장쯤이야
얼마든 아파도 좋은데
사랑이란 그 말은 못해도 먼곳에서 이렇게
바라만 보아도 모든걸 줄수 있어서 사랑할수 있어서
난 슬퍼도 행복합니다

나 태어나 처음 가슴 떨리는
이런 사랑 또 없을테죠
몰래 감춰둔 오랜 기억속에 단 하나의 사랑입니다
그런 그대를 위해서 아픈 눈물쯤이야
얼마든 참을수 있는데
사랑이란 그 말은 못해도 먼곳에서 이렇게
바라만 보아도 모든걸 줄수 있어서 사랑할수 있어서
난 슬퍼도 행복합니다
아무것도 바라지 않아도
그대 웃어준다면 난 행복할텐데
사랑은 주는거니까 그저 주는거니까
난 슬퍼도 행복합니다


脱胎换骨重生一千次
再也没有那样的人~~wu~~
温暖悲伤的我
令人感激的人
为了那样的你 ,
我的心中装满了苦痛
爱不需要语言，即使在远方
注视着，也能给予爱
我即使悲伤也幸福

我的心第一次这样颤动
再也没有那样的爱
多年来珍藏在记忆中的秘密唯有爱
为你痛哭流涕
我忍受了许多
爱不需要语言，即使在远方
注视着，也能给予爱
我即使悲伤也幸福
不奢望什么
只要你笑，我就感到幸福
因为爱是给予，只有给予
我即使悲伤也幸福

再也沒這樣的人 - 李承哲

trick or treat...

Just realized something... I am myself, others will be others... I can only control my own self but not the others... so, I can only ask myself to treat others as good as possible... but I can't ask others to treat me as good as how I treat them... it sounds pretty sad for such fact to arise... but there's really nothing to be done.

Since others might not treat me well, shall I just treat them as bad as well? I don't think I can do so... I always said that when people treat me good, I'll treat them good also... if someone treat me bad, I'll double it and treat them bad... but this is just what I say... I can treat people bad, but won't for long... soon enough I'll start to regret... start to revert in treating others good... maybe this is just my... instinct? intuition? I also don't know why...

Sometime I feel I'm so stupid, because even though others are treating me bad, but still I'll treat them well... so stupid that wonder why I want to worry on others, get angry, get mad on what others did, when they don't even care about what I think... but still, I can't stop myself from worrying them... care about what they did... silly enough indeed... sigh...

You may treat others well, but you may not ask others to treat you the same...

A painful word indeed to be heard... and a painful fact to be accept... I'm just not fit enough for these kind of rules in the world... sigh...

BLANK

Another moody day... not really a day, but recently also very moody... again, many things are running in my head... no mood to study, no mood to do anything also... sigh... wonder what's wrong with me again... always like this... maybe getting depression soon... then find 1 day kill myself suddenly... hehe... don't worry, I won't do such thing... very painful when kill myself... I won't do that... still many unsettle issues... things that I had drag for few days, some a few weeks, some a few months, some a few years... unable to solve everything... so useless... my own problem also can't solve by myself... sigh... losing control... losing myself... what the hell is going wrong with me... why can't i just live like others, without need to worry anything at all... tension... stress... headache strikes... no idea what's wrong with me... confusing... donno what am I writing here already also... hopeless... sigh...

比悲伤更悲伤的故事

看了这部韩国电影，故事确实不错，但是…最大的缺点就是…因为这是韩国电影…所以一样离不开他们的风格…感动的故事，但是却没能完完全全的把那份感动给传达出来…如果是日本电影的话，或许会比较成功，因为这是他们擅长的戏码。

故事讲述K自小父亲因癌症去世，母亲抛下了他离开。然后K认识了孤儿Cream，两人相依为命，开始住在一起。虽然互相爱着对方，但是都没有说出口。K发现自己患上和父亲一样的病，剩下的日子不多，所以决定不向Cream告白。他希望能够在他临走之前，看见Cream得到幸福，所以开始替她寻找适合的人来托付终生。他察觉Cream爱上了一个牙医，然后他用尽一切撮合他们，婚礼当天，见证了他们的婚姻，然后…离开了他们。其实，Cream从一开始就知道K患了绝症，她为了不让他担心，所以假装爱上了那牙医，和他结婚。最后，在K离开了人间之后，Cream也跟随他…去了…

虽然电影能够更感动，有许多可以进步的地方，但是电影的拍摄手法确实非常不错。有一幕，当K哭着在街上走着，周围的人，渐渐的变得静止不动，剩下号啕大哭的K在边走边哭…那一幕让我印象非常深刻。主题曲是李承哲演唱的《再也没有这样的人》，非常棒的一首歌，相信大家听了一定会喜欢。

另一个让我印象深刻的东西，就是这一句对白：

如果谈恋爱必须以言语相对的话，那么…哑巴岂不是不能谈恋爱了？

感觉很有意思…

Jon Schmidt - Yiruma from the West

Well, saw this in the Facebook the other day... listen to it, it's nice, really... so end up searching for his songs... yup, it's Jon Schmidt, a musician who compose great piano songs... well, his songs are more to faster beat and happier rythm... you may visit his official website at www.jonschmidt.com for latest information about his creations...

So now we have Yiruma from the east and Jon Schmidt from the west... hehe... well he actually recomposed one of the Yiruma songs too... but I still prefer Yiruma's version, hehe... anyway, enjoy this video, Taylor Swift's "Love Story" recomposed into Piano and Cello medley...

你做初一，我做十五

Yup… nei zhou cho yat, ngo zhou sap nmm…
This is the best phrase for me now… why?
Because in my house now… there’s a fat bitch…
A fat bitch that turn her laptop on…
24 hours a day, 7 days a week…
And the main point is…
That God Damn bitch turns her download on…
Yup, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week…
And she turns on not just 1, or 2, but 3 download program…
Thunder, eMule, eDonkey…
All running at full speed…
I bet she sure download a few file at the same time also…
The house internet line is already slow… everyone knows that…
But just why on earth got such idiotic fat ass that don’t give a damn to others?
Ass hole like that, I bet even the hell also won’t accept her after she is dead…
Download until the line jammed, when others go to reset the modem…
She slams the door, slams the book, showing smelly fucking face…
Fuck off! U dumb ass! No one cares what shit you are showing there…
And the climax is… guess what?
That bitch goes and plugs her LAN cable directly into the modem…
What the hell? Can’t you use your brain to think?
If you are using your ass to think, your ass so big also can’t think it out?
Other people in the house no need online is it?
Why in such modern era still got such uncivilized sucker living on this earth?
Really can’t take it anymore… when I exceed my limitation…
I bet I’ll just go and cut her line into two…
Why so many good people die every day, and such fucker can still staying alive?
Go to die you bloody God damn dumb ass idiot ass hole sucker fat ass fucker bitch!!!

Damn No Mood...

Tomorrow will be midterm exam for 2 subjects... but really don't have the mood to study... too many bad things that go against me recently... sigh... just hope everything can be settle as soon as possible only... if not I'll continue no mood then really wait to die already... sigh... no mood until post also getting less here... somemore really is busy... maybe this year is just not my year... sigh...