梦

梦...是一个很奇妙的东西

它可以在你醒来的那一刻烟消云散

它可以在你脑海里烙下深深的痕迹

它可以很真实的让你深感同受

它可以很天马行空的超越幻想

它可以很温暖的让你嘴角上扬

它可以很伤感的让你掉下眼泪

有许多梦在醒过来后就记不起来了

有许多梦直到现在仍然是记忆犹新

有许多梦因为太过真实而把你惊醒

有许多梦因为太过疯狂而让你回味

有许多想见的人会在适当的时候到梦里温暖着你

有许多遗忘已久的往事会在梦里轻轻的泛起涟漪

有些人希望入睡后不会进入梦乡

有些人希望每晚能看见不同的梦

梦...真的是一个很奇妙的东西

桃姐

“桃姐”这部电影，讲述的是影片主角Roger和一位在他家工作了一辈子的佣人-桃姐的故事。虽然表面上看来是一部非常简单的影片，但是当中却带出了非常值得深思的意义与内涵。人，难免必须经历生老病死，但是在经历这些过程时，却是可以很痛苦，也可以很温馨。桃姐把Roger的家庭照顾的周全，年老之后，就由年轻的一辈好好看顾她，直到终老。故事巧妙的利用了主仆关系来描绘出那份“适时感恩”的情怀，希望借此让大家用心的思考一下，自己是否忘却了家中那渐渐老去的亲人。

看着这部影片，脑海里浮现的，是小时候的画面。我小时候是由婆婆照顾的，影片中不少画面与情节都和我记忆中的画面相互辉映，所以更是让我深感同受，热泪盈眶。婆婆每天就是从一大清早开始不断的忙碌，总是比任何人还要早起，然后到巴刹买菜，回来弄早餐，把我叫醒，催促我梳洗。在我上学后，她就开始打扫房子，然后洗衣，做午饭。放学回来，让我吃过午饭就会要我做功课。偶尔会让我看下电视，或者是玩下游戏。累了，就会躺下小睡一会儿，然后就必须准备晚饭。晚上，她会在一次打点了一切，然后比任何人都晚睡。

上了小学不久，婆婆就到新加坡去，因为在那里工作的姑姑生了小孩，所以她就到那里去替她看顾孩子。现在，婆婆依然还是在新加坡住着，所以只要有空，我便会过去看望她。毕竟因为她的恩惠，才有今天健健康康的我。她那不辞辛劳的毅力，用心的看顾，让我从无数的错误中醒悟过来，让我不会步入歧途。如果没有她，也许真的不会有今天的我。

婆婆也真的老了，偶尔会有些小毛病。虽然说生亦有时，死亦有时。但是，还是会很害怕那一天的到来。前些天，和她通了电话聊天，她说：“明年你二姐就结婚了，希望我还可以等多两年，然后看到你的婚礼吧。”听着，心就一阵酸溜溜的。愿上天能够保佑我婆婆，希望她能够健健康康，开开心心的度过她将来的每一天。我能回报她的，就只有多花时间陪伴她，然后每天为她祈祷，祈福。

婆婆，小时候让你照顾，让你辛苦了，现在就让我照顾回你，好好孝顺你吧...

私の物語 Ver. 6.5

Well... what can I say, another sleepless night?
Anyway, managed to finally standardize all my blog pages into the same format
And now all the navigation is through the top panel instead
I'm happy with the new layout so far, everything goes buttery smooth
And I have decided to stop using the tumblr splash page and stick with this page as my main page
So, I believe I will settle down with this layout for some time...
Perhaps for the rest of the 2012 if my hands doesn't get itchy with it again
Hope you like the new layout as much as I do
And thanks for browsing my blog...

Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close

I have watched a few good movies recently, and this is another one that is touching & meaningful. 

This is a story about a boy lost his father in Sept 11 tragedy, and all his dad left for him was a key inside an envelop, with the word "Black" written on it. And soon, the boy begins his journey in search for the lock that the key opens... visiting people after people with the last name "Black", he embarks himself on a journey to know others, to know himself, and to know his family... in the end, the key was belongs to someone else, it doesn't lead him to his father. But the key did unlock his heart from the outside world, and release himself from the tragic and trauma of the lost of his father.

Many times, we are emphasising on the result or the outcome, which in the end has made us exhausted, drive us crazy, and disappointed ourselves and others. What we don't see, is the "process" rather than the "result" that is more fruitful to us. We should learn to cherish the process more. And take a look around you, you will realize that there are many people around you, friends and family, who will help you and guide you throughout the process.

Extremely loud & incredibly close, this is the voice of our hearts beating.

转山

在哥哥的葬礼上，书豪发现了哥哥留下的手记，一本记录着他未能完成的单车旅行。为了完成哥哥的心愿，为了解开自己心中的枷锁，书豪独自一个人，踏上了从丽江前往拉萨的漫长旅途。2000多公里的行程，高海拔的气候，带着哥哥留下的手记，他向着哥哥的梦想进发，向着大自然展开挑战，向着自己的内心拉锯着。一路上，他遇见了许多事，认识了许多人，看清了许许多多。最后，书豪还是熬过了重重万难，来到了拉萨。

故事其实十分简单，重点是在与感受书豪的改变，他那过程，他的心境的转变。遇见的人与事，都能够给予我们一些启发，一些思考。台湾近年来可以说是出了不少佳作，这可以算是其中一个吧！值得一提的是，这部影片的拍摄手法也很特别，新鲜，间接的让影片生色不少。

间接的，让我觉得有一些的感慨。为什么马来西亚就不能有一个健康的电影事业呢？大马电影，说真的，除了“初恋红豆冰”比较能算是有一点分量，其他并没有什么可以见得人的作品了。还真的是悲哀。也许大马并没有人愿意投资在电影事业上吧，又或者是真的没有人才可以撑起我们的电影事业？无论如何，还真的是希望有朝一日，我们也能够看到一些有素质的本土电影吧。