Hobbies...

Come, let's go play badminton!

OK! JOM!

Come, let's go play squash!

OK! JOM!

Come, let's go play futsal!

OK! JOM!

Come, let's go watch F1!

OK! JOM!

Come, let's go watch soccer!

OK! JOM!

Come, let's go watch badminton tournament!

OK! JOM!

Come, let's go sing K!

OK! JOM!

Come, let's go clubbing!

OK! JOM!

Come, let's go movie!

OK! JOM!

Come, let's go shopping!

OK! JOM!

Come, let's go play pool!

OK! JOM!

Come, let's go play bowling!

OK! JOM!

Come, let's go play snooker!

OK! JOM!

Come, let's go travel!

OK! JOM!

And so on... just realize I got so much hobbies... and yet all of them are so expensive to play with... there are still many other activities such as collecting my Gundam model... reading magazines... and coming soon will be guitar playing... then all sorts of card games or mahjong or board games... oh boy... how I wish my primary interest is sleeping... then I sure can save a whole lot of money ^^

REALity

I dream a lot... day dreaming included... well, this is the best way to keep your brain active, busy and stop from functioning... however, I'd never really set any target from the things that I'm dreaming about... or maybe I should put it this way: I know that most of the dream will not become realistic. Therefore I not dare to even think of pursuing the dream... but still, I dream... I got a special feeling with my dream... how to describe it... a stubborn... lasting... kind of feeling... forget it...

When there's a chance for that to happen... I will definitely go for it with all I got. But sadly, how many people in the world had manage to have their dream come true... reality is indeed "REAL" and therefore dreams will only be dreams... knowing that my dreams will not come true, therefore setting none of them to become my target, but still... I will feel sad when I think about it... or when there's a slight chance for it to happen but again reality had pushed me away from grabbing it... sigh...

24 years of living... and already feeling tired with reality (-.-") wonder how am I going to continue my remaining journey T.T

25% of 2010 has gone...

Recently busy with FYP... but not really that busy also as a lot of work had been completed before this... just need to rearrange them, sort them nicely, check grammar, explain some new data and my draft should be able to complete... just hope that my supervisor don't give too much comment and ask me to change a lot of things... if not I will really start to be busy...

Apart from FYP... nothing special recently... everyday still eat sleep study... but my sister gave me a suggestion to apply for scholarship and study master... sigh... should I? Actually had already planned to work... but wondering now what should I do instead... already applied for 2 companies and still awaiting their reply... yet again I had lost myself... again and again... form 5 once... form 6 once... now after graduate still feeling lost... sigh... really have to think properly about it...

About one more month to complete my study and exam... and about two more months I will be back to KL... how I miss my home, my room, my friends, my family, my Gundam (^^)... everything... well, I guess people tend to think about things like this when they are feeling helpless, lost, and maybe afraid, lonely and tired... anyway... just hope everything will be fine soon... focus fire on my thesis first...

Gia Su & Gia Xi

昨天和一个coursemate谈起了gia su和gia xi的话题...结果我得到的结论是：槟城人的思想都有问题的...哈哈。也许你觉得我在一枝杆打翻整船人，但是至少我所认识的槟城人so far都是思想有问题的，也许是不成熟吧...槟城人是否全都gia su gia xi就还不能确定。哈哈...

认识我的人都知道我绝对不是gia su gia xi的人...有时甚至还会被我得懒散给气死（请自己对号入座^^）然而昨天突然被那条水归类为gia su gia xi...觉得有点被炸倒。我告诉他，我进了大学4年，没有目标，只要pass完毕业可以出来找到工作就算了，不敢梦想什么。他告诉我：pass完也是目标，不要假假。(=.=") 然后又说：如果那么没目标，为什么还要做功课，温习，考到好成绩？(-___-) Well... 就算pass完毕业也是个目标，如果不做功课，不温习，难道可以保证我会pass完吗？如果可以那我真的甘愿不读了。最后我还被他称为：那些嘴巴说不care成绩但是又那么用功读书的gia su gia xi的人... (@.@!!!) 那一刻，我无言了... 完全被炸倒粉碎了。

感觉上就像是小孩子在发牢骚那样。哈哈。真不知是可笑还是可悲。这世界上，还有另一样东西，叫做“责任感”，希望他能够明白这一点。我不care我考到什么成绩，但是身为学生，我有责任去学习。我必须完成我的功课。功课做完了，温习完了，考试了，考到什么样就听天由命，都无所谓了。仅此而已。如果我介意的，就会像那些gia su gia xi人那样，有pass year也不和大家分享，考试时坐在那些高手的身边，成绩不好去质问老师和要求重改，mid term考不好要求再加一个mid term，或是要求降低mid term的分数...

其实由头到尾，重点是在你怎么看待你自己，怎么去履行你的责任。就是这么简单。但是人往往就会妒忌别人，然后对别人所做的一切都感到不满，结果就这样忽略了自己应做的本份。想让他知道的是，我只是默默地坚持着我那卑微的责任，完成我那卑微的目标。就是因为这样，我才能够生存到现在，才能够至今屹立不倒。不是我比任何人强，不是我比任何人gia su gia xi，而是我比任何人都看得开...虽然有时也有执著的地方:-P 但是，已经快24岁了，大家学习让自己的思想成熟些吧！难道我就思想很成熟吗？那不一定，但是我至今经历的人生和大家大不相同，比较成熟也不意外。还记得一年级的时候，我的级任老师告诉我：你思想太成熟了，你应该活得更像你的年龄才对啊！哈哈...难听点应该是“老水”吧？T.T

分享完毕。又要开始埋头苦干了。无论如何，心里面还是希望快快毕业...实在没办法享受与爱上大学生活...唉...

SEIT Graduation Night Dinner

Well... a bunch of students who haven't even graduated... gathered here for a dinner under the event so called "Graduation Dinner"... eating and fooling around... having fun together... enjoying the very last moment together with all course mates and friends...

About 2 more months to go... just hope everything goes well and really can graduate peacefully...

幸。福

人们常说爱情没有对与错

遇见了幸福就要珍惜紧握

但是世事往往都不能如愿

放弃了的爱情难道就是不幸福的吗？

错过了的爱情也许就是会幸福的吗？

现在拥有的爱情到底是否会幸福吗？

其实，每一段爱情都是幸福的

无论它是如何开始，如何经营，如何结束

两个人能够卸下心房在一起，难道还不算是幸福吗？

就算没能走到最后，彼此都是幸福的

也许是“不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”的理论作祟

但是毕竟两人还是有过一段美好的回忆

那么，现在的我，到底幸福吗？

可笑的是我却没法回答

毕竟自己是能让人乐观，但自己却总是悲观的人

曾经追逐过一丝微弱的希望

曾经迷恋过一刹那的疯狂

曾经拥有过一瞬间的难忘

才发现自己至今依然努力的寻找着我的幸福

才发现自己至今仍然努力的希望带给别人幸福

才发现自己至今也许只是不断在摧毁彼此的幸福

幸福，这么近，那么远

幸福，由希望，变奢望

幸福，陌生了，遗忘了...