突然好想你

到底是何时开始...喜欢上了这一首歌？

已经不记得了...但是，没关系。

除了歌曲好听，当然最重要的还是因为他的歌词

说真的，句句都写到我心底去了

这难得的共鸣，让我沉醉在这首歌曲里...无法自拔

如果我能够有这样的才华，把我内心的想法，感触与情怀都写下来...

那...会有多好啊...

无论如何，这首歌已成为了我的K歌，我的“饮歌”...

也许唱得不好，没关系

只要让自己沉溺在这段情感，这段旋律里...

那...就足够了...

突然好想你
五月天

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你，你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你，突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜 那麽美 那麽相信
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们，还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你，你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你，突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过，没有你却又突然
听到你的消息

July... nothing special

Yup... nothing special this month except quarrel with a Manager which is not my Manager also...
Anyway, don't want to talk about those ass hole here...

July... it's already half way through... time do flies quickly...
My boss is keep on asking me on "something"... and I'm yet to give him an answer
Don't feel like saying "yes" to that "something"...
Haha... "something" is just "something"... if it really happened, only will inform.

Planned a trip to Singapore in August... will take 1 day to walk around Singapore and shooting some pictures
And will spend some time meeting my friends in Singapore...
And of course the main objective is to pay my grandma a visit...
Love you... you are the best grandma in the world...

Planning a trip in September as well (technically, I'm not the one who plan for the trip...)
Wonder it will make it or not... because if that "something" happened...
This will be my last trip this year...
Pray hard... cross fingers...

Spent some time thinking about many things recently...
First one... hobby order re-shuffle: 1. Photography 2. Guitar 3. Gundam modelling...
Next... start saving for my first DSLR... target getting one by next year...
And... some decision has been made for my life... moving to the better future!!

Lastly... so eager to make one of my dream to become a success next year...
But it is not going to be easy to plan... Really hope that I can make one of my dream come true!!
What dream is that? Secret...
Will review only if I have successfully planned it...

2011 is ending soon... yes, it will end without notice...
Let's dash for the remaining 6 months in full force!!

again...

2011 first half kicks off with a shit and mess...
2011 second half kicks off with another shit and mess...
both cases are due to the same people giving me trouble...
sigh...
what to do?
just hope second half will also pass through smoothly like first half...
really no eye see...

Half done for 2011

yup... June is coming to an end...
is time to sit back and recap the first half of 2011
what I have wanted to achieve...
what I have achieved...
what I have failed to do...
why I have failed to do...

In terms of work, so far everything is progressing in the right direction
besides getting daily job done, I have managed to see some of my weakness
Things that I need to improve, way of thinking and solving problem
will work for that direction in second half of the year

In terms of life... more or less still the same and nothing has been progressing well
maybe I spent too much of my focus on work?
well, not really...
maybe I'm just not capable of multi-tasking...
Anyway, will try to improve my life a little as well...

All in all, although the downs are more than the ups as usual
but yet again I had survived through another 6 months... and crossing 1 year in my job
hope I can slowly gain back my feet, my rhythm, my momentum
and make it more ups than downs for the second half of 2011...

I am Me

I'm not talented in anything
Nor clever or smart

But...
I'm gifted and blessed...
With a heart full with determination
Together with hard work and the spirit of never give up
I have made some small wonders in my life

From empty, I picked up a book and learn
From nothing, I picked up the racket and play
From zero, I picked up the guitar and strum
From nowhere, I picked up the camera and start shooting
From the beginning, I picked up the pieces and mold them into models

This is how I was born into this world
And this is how I will live for the rest of my life
Without any doubts and regrets

一厘米

手指间仅有一厘米的距离

心却被一世纪的沉默隔离

嘴唇间只有一厘米的缝隙

心却被一公升的泪水沉溺

虽然我们只间隔着一厘米

但是这还不是我们的爱情

就算你我的心仅差一厘米

还是无法串成你我的爱情

一千次的问候能否把你的心留住？

一千遍的呼唤能否让你感到归宿？

一千封的情书能否让感情升温几度？

一千句的爱你能否让我们靠近几步？

背对背却有一厘米的差距

肩并肩仍有一厘米的微距

一厘米用一光年的速度都不能追

只好忍痛承受这一厘米的暧昧

Back to school?

Recently bought some books...
Every month when I pay Kinokuniya a visit to collect my monthly magazine, I'll end up grabbing something extra...
Got about 3 books in my hand now, 2 for photography, 1 for travel.
Gosh, I like reading...
But can hardly imagine I'll be able to read all of them
When was the last time I read a book without falling asleep...
Anyway, half done for the travel one, 10% for one of the photography book...
If only I'm so hard working when I'm in University...

Last of May

Not a great way to end my month of May...

Getting rather frustrated sometimes with work...

Mainly is people around me that I deal with when I work...

Workload is still manageable, but people...

Should have expected in the very first place...

As this is the so called "culture"

But still can't stop myself for feeling disappointed

In the end, I shall continue to stick with my believe...

Do everything on your own and forget about getting help from others...

Sigh...

她和她

遇见了一个长得很像她的她

虽然心里非常明白她不是她

但是还是无法克制自己的想法

无法阻止心里一涌而上的阵痛

回忆过去，我和她之间的一些过往

虽然并没有手牵手，心连心的甜蜜

但是却有过许多的欢笑与快乐

也有着一丝丝的失落与不甘心

看看现在，我和她也只是相识不久

我们之间的关系是单纯的简单而已

希望自己能够阻止自己的思绪

别再留恋这那消逝已久的过往

她不会是她的替代品

我不会让她来取代她

她，很像她

她，不是她…

a small pause in May

May is ending and June is around the corner
Feel like have been a little off-the-pace in work recently
Have to catch up again and go for it

As life... continues it's miserable and emptiness
With a slight of joy for the past few days as having some great moments with colleagues at Cameron Highland
When the lights go off, curtain goes down
I'm back again sitting on the thinking chair
Thinking about past, present & future

Just hope that I'll be able to pull myself together
And take on another journey in life
To seek for what to be achieved & to fill up this empty soul of mine...