Last of May

Not a great way to end my month of May...

Getting rather frustrated sometimes with work...

Mainly is people around me that I deal with when I work...

Workload is still manageable, but people...

Should have expected in the very first place...

As this is the so called "culture"

But still can't stop myself for feeling disappointed

In the end, I shall continue to stick with my believe...

Do everything on your own and forget about getting help from others...

Sigh...

她和她

遇见了一个长得很像她的她

虽然心里非常明白她不是她

但是还是无法克制自己的想法

无法阻止心里一涌而上的阵痛

回忆过去，我和她之间的一些过往

虽然并没有手牵手，心连心的甜蜜

但是却有过许多的欢笑与快乐

也有着一丝丝的失落与不甘心

看看现在，我和她也只是相识不久

我们之间的关系是单纯的简单而已

希望自己能够阻止自己的思绪

别再留恋这那消逝已久的过往

她不会是她的替代品

我不会让她来取代她

她，很像她

她，不是她…

a small pause in May

May is ending and June is around the corner
Feel like have been a little off-the-pace in work recently
Have to catch up again and go for it

As life... continues it's miserable and emptiness
With a slight of joy for the past few days as having some great moments with colleagues at Cameron Highland
When the lights go off, curtain goes down
I'm back again sitting on the thinking chair
Thinking about past, present & future

Just hope that I'll be able to pull myself together
And take on another journey in life
To seek for what to be achieved & to fill up this empty soul of mine...

Mothers' Day

Pre-celebrated last week
Just the usual shopping and dining with mom together with my sisters
Nothing special
But it used to be a special day for me, before this
I wonder what's wrong
Seems like we are not getting along as well as before...
Was it my problem? I'd changed?
I wonder...
Wonder when can this be resolve...
Just hope that things will get better in future...

Malaysia... no future...

I'm born as Malaysian, I must say I really love Malaysia
There's no other country in this world which can have a blend of culture like this
Where people living together in peace
Yes, we have always live in peace regardless of the religion
The word of "racism" and all other act which breaks the relations between different races...
They are here due to politics... if there's no politics in Malaysia...
Malaysia will never face this problem...

Anyway, this is not what I want to tell this time.
Yes, I love Malaysia, but I'm now starting to hate it. Why?
Because I cannot see a future... for Malaysia, for me, or for anyone...
A little to harsh to jump into a conclusion all of a sudden?
Well, the other day, I took KTM Komuter from KL Central back to Kepong
There was this pregnant women, bringing along her daughter and took the same train as me
When the train arrive, I step back to let her enter the coach first...
But sadly, there isn't any empty space to sit...
And there's no one standing up and giving out the place for pregnant woman to sit down!

Forget about 1 Malaysia
Forget about what economy transformation
Our so-called future leader, the present and coming generation...
They don't even have the simplest moral value in them
What else can we expect for years to come?
I must say I'm totally disappointed... Malaysia is such an uncivilized country...
What the hell do I pay my tax for to build a country which only produces idiots and barbarians like this...
Hopeless, speechless... this is the result from our education system
This is our Malaysia... sigh...

祝我生日快乐

上星期六，刚从深圳回到家
没呆上24小时，便在星期日出发到另一个国家
星期日，那天...是我的农历生日
就这样，我的生日都在飞机上度过了
而且还是不同的国家转机中度过
也许有人会说着很好，甚至会羡慕
但是，我更喜欢平稳踏实的度过

从新加坡飞往Brissbane，一个从没踏足的地方
然后还要转机到鸟不生蛋的Papua New Guinea...
也许许多人连听都没听过这名字吧？
疲惫与不安充斥了我的头脑
机舱内那冰冷的空气更显得凝结与沉重
但意外的是，飞机上的娱乐频道竟然放着张信哲的歌曲
于是，在这7小时的漫长路途中，我，得到了一点点的安慰与温暖

没有休息的余地
没有犯错的空间
两个星期的出差
终于圆满的结束

今天，虽然说是我的阳历生日
但是，醒来之后还是得开会
直到上飞机前都必须工作
然后，就是另一个漫长的归途...生日又是在不断的转机中度过
回到家，也许只剩下数分钟的时间吧
累垮了的我，也许...只能够轻声地说声“生日快乐”来祝贺自己
然后拖着筋疲力尽的自己，躺到床上，进入梦乡吧...

Above All

Above all powers above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind the stone
You lived to die rejected and alone
Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Above all powers above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind the stone
You lived to die rejected and alone
Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Crucified laid behind the stone
You lived to die rejected and alone
Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

half way through...

1 week down... another week to go... but already exhausted...
just hope everything will be ok for the coming week of business trip...

Another new chapter

Yup... tomorrow will depart to Shenzhen and start my Q2 for 2011... 

Return on Saturday, but fly again the next day to Papua New Guinea. 

So it's a business trip that last 2 weeks in a row... 

The first time to have this, hope that it's not that tiring and I still can hang on. 

And hope that I can manage to get all the issues resolved as well... 

Wishing good luck to myself...

And hope that these 2 weeks of experience will be useful and fruitful to me...

私の物語 2011

This is my 503rd post in this blog... when was the last time I start blogging? Searching back the history, it was January 2008, the first time I moved into blogger for hosting my own blog. Before that, I was already active with posting in Friendster (yeah, there isn't any facebook yet before that time!) It really has been some time... and time to pass by in a sprint. 

Venturing into the 4th year in blogger, what else do I expect and what else do I want to achieve? Well, I will still remain as who I am, continue to post in whenever I'm available, continue to post in as a record and a prove of my living... just to share my thoughts and feelings, nothing more and nothing less.

Even though nowadays there are lesser and lesser people who dive into the stream of blogging (they mainly facebook-ing now), but still... I will continue to move on as facebook is just a platform for social network, while blogger allows me to have a different way to express myself as I want.

I will continue to update all the pages I have as well other than this blog, from time to time. Feel free to drop by whenever you like. Till then, take care and hope you have enjoyed your 1st quarter of 2011.