Dying…

Recently I’m extremely busy with all sort of stuff… from club to study… hardly find a moment to breath… am I still under depression? I wonder… too busy to depress by now… quoting a Chinese favorite saying… “shit also no time”… assignment came together and also all sort of quiz, mid-term and test too. This Thursday will have the terrorist mid-term, which postpone from last Thursday to this Tuesday, and end up postpone again to this Thursday. Sigh… this Saturday got mechanical design mid-term, once again… hehe… actually the mid-term has already been taken, but the verdict is… the highest score in class is 22/30, the second highest is actually 11/30… then the majority score is 7 to 10 marks… in short, everyone die beautifully. Is it our problem? Well, since we are the majority, so I shall define is our lecturer problem for setting such high standard question… so, this Saturday is something like a “retest”, so wonder will improve the score or die beautifully again. This week need to hand up the assignment for mechanical design also… Next week need to hand up terrorist and also the sifat yung assignment… then power mid-term also… accounting mid-term is online one… but till now still didn’t take it yet… too busy… club events are waiting me too… then got some problems here and there… tiring… just hope I’ll be able to get across all this…

Google Search

Nothing to do… so I search my blog in google… and guess what? Here’s the result… can't believe my blog really appear in the result list... hehe...

Website ratings

I don’t know what this is… something like a measurement to a website on how good or how bad it is… I wonder what that is… but just play along with it since it appears in my friend’s blog… to figure out what this is… check out the website…

http://homokaasu.org/gematriculator/

我爱上的

丁当

眼泪 只准在眼眶打转
就像海浪 抱著海岸
拥抱不等于拥有天堂
最后 再爱我一个晚上
地久天长 天大的谎
爱到了最后碎成碎钻 碎成了星光

我爱上的 是他笑起来的迷幻
我爱上的 是他比我还逞强
我爱上的 是他瞳孔里的太阳
我爱上的 是我逃不掉的逃亡

最后 我只剩下了一半
身体一半 灵魂一半
永远找不到另外一半
以后 难免会想起他吧
如果偶然 只是偶然
为什么遗忘那么难忘 那么那么难

我爱上的 是他笑起来的迷幻
我爱上的 是他比我还逞强
我爱上的 是他瞳孔里的太阳
我爱上的 是我逃不掉的逃亡

我爱上的 是他笑起来的迷幻
我爱上的 是他比我还逞强
我爱上的 是他瞳孔里的太阳
我爱上的 是我逃不掉的逃亡

我爱上的 是他戒不掉的流浪
我爱上的 是我逃不掉的逃亡

眼泪 只准在眼眶打转
就像海浪 抱著海岸
拥抱不等于拥有天堂

眼泪笑了

刘力扬

比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的

心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折

你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你
深深的

星空IV

拖着疲惫的身躯，独自走着，走着
环顾四周...原来，不知不觉中
自己又回到了这里
我，到底是怎么了？

到底想要什么呢？
到底等着什么呢？
到底追着什么呢？
到底为了什么呢？

一次又一次的来到这里
却一次又一次的独自离开
但是始终还是压抑不了自己
一次又一次的回到了这里

果然，自己还是会情不自禁的仰望星空
就算星星不再坠落
就算星星不是为我闪烁
依然，自己还是会无法自拔的伸出双手

有时会在想，是不是自己太不自量力了
是不是自己已经忘记了那手心里的疼痛
学习着别人，伸出手来捉着天空里的星星
模仿着别人，追逐着划过天际的星星

也许，最后只会在手心上增加多一道伤口
或许，最后将会用尽力气而疲累倒下
但是自己已经越觉迷茫了...
我...该怎么选择呢？

也许心里已经有了答案
或许心里已经有了觉悟
也许自己始终不愿承认
或许自己已经心力交瘁

星空与我
到底会纠缠到什么时候呢？
到底我还能承受多少伤痛呢？
到底...我，是不是还活着呢...

Depressed

不知道为什么，就是觉得有些... down...
也许是知道为什么的，或许只是不愿承认而已...

昨天回到家，有一种喘不过气的感觉
“今天，就放纵一下自己吧...”
我，是这样想的...

静静的待着，听着缓缓传来的抒情歌曲
往往在这种时候，我都会听着他的歌

他的声音，让我的心情稍微平复
他的歌曲，让我身感同受
他，就是...张信哲

听了他的歌，心情会好转吗？也许吧...
已经成为我改不了的习惯了
情绪低落时就会不由自主的听着他的歌曲
一首接一首
让自己沉浸在他的歌曲之中
直到...无法自拔...

L'Arc～en～Ciel - NEXUS 4／SHINE

Posted the MV for SHINE last time, the latest single of L'Arc～en～Ciel has been released. I like it very much, hope you guys like it too… L'Arc～en～Ciel… never disappoint me as one of my favourite J-pop band… here's the NEXUS 4 MV... hope you'll like it!

2 Sept 2008

Nothing much to write actually... but I still want to write... hehe... busy, extremely busy lately... busy with all sort of club things, need to take care of all sort of club problems... luckily I'll retire from the president very soon... busy with mid term exam... like never ends... every week there will be some exam or test... then assignment... as usual... bombarding me... what else... tired with all the sucking lectures... learn nothing from it and still need to attend... tired of university life...

Recently a bit hard to fall asleep... wonder why... feeling sleepy, but when I'm on bed... it takes me like hours to asleep... maybe I'm old already... starting to slack off on my Japanese class... decided to take the level 3 of JLPT test... so must really work hard for it...

Must start to plan for my holiday already... cause my grandma is asking me to go Singapore to pay her a visit... then some more I need to take the exam of JLPT and also the Motor License exam... wonder how many weeks are there for me to do all this kind of things... some more... my Gundam are waiting me to bring them home from the shop... haha... sure will be a busy holiday...

Just finish a test this morning, wonder I'm doing alright or not. Thursday will have another test... manufacturing technology... taught by a lecturer who look like Osama... everyone just named him as Terrorist... well, he didn't teach at all... after half sem only gave 2 lectures... and the lecture is just show u slide with speed of light n ask you to go back home and read... some more... no books... so wait to die happily for it...

Lastly, hope the Yukata Event will run smoothly for my junior committe in JCC...

Just for laughter

The hidden poster of "Batman - The Dark Knight"... enjoy it... get it from my friend's friend's blog. hehe...