Emo...

A friend of mine is currently staying in my house... he is from Sabah, plan to look for a job in KL area. Interviewed a few, some rejected and some waiting for reply... is like in a "hanging" condition now... if manage to find a job, he need to settle his transport problem, accommodation problem and etc. If he can't get an offer, should he continue to search here or should he go back to Sabah... life is in such a miserable condition.

A friend of mine is currently working as an intern in my company, same department with me. He is still studying, just completed first year of his degree and he came to have an internship in order to gain some extra experience even though the internship is not really a need in his course yet. It is good, I mean for him, because he can really get to learn a lot through internship just as I do last time. On top of that, he started to know the reality more. The working life... the different work scope... and get to know all sort of people. Hope he can find the direction he wanted to follow after completing his internship.

As for me? Well... I wonder what I really want... already 24 years old... it seems too late to really try this and try that. Hope I can do my best to love my job. And hope that I can really do well and won't disappoint anyone. My job is heavy but I will try my best. And yet, my life is also in a miserable condition... is time to really plan everything for my future. Is time to think of all sort of things that will influence my life now or in coming days. Is time to worry about this and that. Getting kind of "tired" and "emo" when thinking things like this. Things about life, things about work, things about relation, things about whatever it is.

Well... whatever it is... life goes on and all these things will never end...

再一次...秒速5厘米

虽然已经看了几十遍

虽然已经买了DVD

虽然已经不看字幕都记得台词在说什么

虽然连小说版都看了几遍... 

今天，终于在戏院的大荧幕上看了这部动画电影

始终还是那么的完美

始终还是那么地感动

始终还是那么的扣人心弦

始终还是让我流下了眼泪

感慨人与人之间的时间与距离有多么的遥远

依然会继续重复看着这部作品

依然会继续流下我的眼泪

依然会继续的被它感动

依然会继续的在时间与距离之间，找寻着你和我...

Life as an Production Line Operator...

1st week of my working life had ended... well, it's not really my REAL working life... to be clear... yes, I'm hired as Technical Engineer under Global UP Marketing Department in O.Y.L. Manufacturing. But all executive engineers who don't have more than 1 year experience working are considered as "Young Engineer" and have to undergo the company's "Young Engineer Program" which is consist of 2 days of orientation and 3 days of "life as an operator" training.

The 1st day is mainly briefing about company background, structure, safety, benefits and etc. The 2nd day is a workshop training our hands on skill such as screwing and assembling air con. Then the 3rd day I'm working in Production line F, which is a line producing ceiling cassette (normally saw in some small shop or restaurant, integrate with ceiling one but not those office type). The executive of that line is good, he brief me through all the process and he told me almost everything about production planning, material planning, man power planning and up until the packaging of the final product. Then, the line head also is a nice guy... keep on talking non-stop, giving some valuable input for me which might be useful in near future. People working in this line are all very friendly and I have a lot of fun with them :-)

2nd day is in production line B2, whole day assembling the outdoor unit. screwing compressor, carrying compressor, screw motor bracket and etc. Tiring but also learn something good and kind of fun as well. But the person in charge for this line is a bit "not so responsible"... just throw me there and didn't even communicate with me anymore. 3rd day still in line B2, but had move to another section which is assemble of fan, control box, packaging and etc... the line head here is slightly better... keep on asking and checking on me and see I'm ok or not... but people here are less friendly compared to previous days.

Ok... after all the long "report"... I still haven't enter into my real topic yet. I must say I really admire the operators in the production line. They are working hard, and their job is not that easy to be done actually. They are risking themselves dealing with all the machines and etc and what do they really get? Their salary is so little... the lowest is probably around RM400... those who work for more than 20 years maybe can get RM1000+ I guess... I know they are not highly educated, but wonder why should we differentiate it this way... that amount of salary, how to survive in the world today? And yet, they still accept it and working... and what amaze me the most... they are enjoying their job as well. During the working time, everyone is busy rushing the assembly process before the conveyor starts to move... and yet they can still chit chat with other operators around... making jokes and having fun.

I can hardly imagine my life ended up like that... after some conversation with them, it makes me respect them more... although there are some that just wanted a job, come by and lazying around. But majority of them wanted no more than something for them to spend for their living. Have to really salute them nicely and thank you for all the lesson being taught through the 3 days training...

岁月...是最无情的神偷...

岁月...是最无情的神偷...

看了《岁月神偷》这部影片，更深深地体会了这份感觉。这是一部讲述一个小康之家，在无情的岁月中如何熬过来，如何变化，如何成长的电影。温馨，伤感，现实，感动的一部杰作。

自古以来，大家都说岁月无情，渐渐的也明白了其中的原因。身边最简单的例子，就是家人。一直以来，一家人都住在一起，兄弟姐妹们一起长大，“在一起”已经变成了一种“理所当然”，一种“习惯”。但是，这一切始终还是敌不过岁月的摧残。大姐结婚了，自然就和丈夫搬了出去住。家，从此就少了一个人。虽然放假或周末会回来吃饭，但是，始终还是不一样了。迟些，二姐也会结婚，也会搬出去吧...最后就只剩下我和妈了。现在想着，真的会有一种害怕的感觉。但是，我知道始终还是得面对这一切的。

看着我的亲戚，只有过年过节才会聚在一起，一股莫名的伤感一涌而上。但是，就算没什么见面，大家还是对彼此那么熟悉，这又是另一种莫名的安慰。确实大家有了新的家庭以后，就有义务去照顾它。但是，之前的家人还是应该好好联系的。总觉得，害怕那一天的到来，亲生兄弟姐妹，却必须因为家庭，因为工作而各散东西...讨厌这样的感觉，不喜欢这样的生活。但是，又无可奈何...如果再加入离开人世这可能性...一切，就变得更可怕了。

岁月流逝，难免。

只能希望它不要对我太残忍...那就好了...

June 2010

Been busy with many other activities which is away from my laptop... that's why very few post and update recently... was offered a job as Technical Engineer in OYL Manufacturing... a aircon manufacturer for York and Acson... I think most probably I'll accept the offer... job will start on 14 June... one more week to rest and prepare myself for a different phase in my life...