一人

一个人
只是一个人
只是一个人能做什么？

不能握手
不能亲吻
不能拥抱

那么
那么现在
那么现在一个人的我能做什么？

能够握手？
能够亲吻？
能够拥抱？

什么都做不到的一个人
到底还能期盼些什么？
到底还能依赖着什么？

只能独自静静的消沉着
只能独自静静的失落着
只能独自静静的沉沦着

一个人
就只是一个人
就只是一个人到底能够走得多远呢？

busy + tired + boring

Busy and still busy... in the end didn't make it to complete a Senbazuru for Sato Sensei by Tuesday... but will complete it as soon as possible and give it to her... mid term exam is coming soon... and as usual, waiting to die beautifully... don't understand what I'm studying now, and don't really have enough time and energy to study hard... wonder why... maybe i should just admit that I'm lazy... will post the Senbazuru photo... check it out under my photo gallery beside...

busy + tired

Rushing to complete a Senbazuru for our Japanese language lecturer… Sato Sensei… hope she’ll recover soon from her illness… will be giving the Senbazuru to her by Tuesday night, hope that me and my club member manage to complete it in time… tired of folding the paper crane, but really do hope that this will bring her some courage… thanks for many helps that she had given to us… she is a good lecturer… pray for her, and pray that we manage to get things done in time…

Once

Once, there were people saying…

You have a good sense in music, why don’t you involve yourself in it?

Once, there were people saying…

You have a good taste in fashion, why don’t you get into that field?

Once, there were people saying…

You like animation so much, why don’t you become an animator?

Once, there were people saying…

You are good in art, why don’t you become a painter?

Once, there were people saying…

You are good in designing, why don’t you get yourself in it?

Once, there were people saying…

You are good with computers, why don’t you further your study on it?

All these might really be “once”

I wonder am I still having a good sense of music…

Still having a good taste in fashion?

Still good in art, designing and computer?

Sometimes, I’ll wonder…

What if any of those “once”… had become reality

What will I be doing now?

Will I be a more successful person than I am by this very moment?

Well, this is the rule of life…

No turning back

So, just face the reality now…

And continue to move on with my life now…

Just a scratch

Nothing special in particular, just want to scratch something here everyday...

Yesterday experienced some dangerous moment when the lorry is cutting into my motor lane in front of me leaving no space for me to continue my journey... luckily manage to survive from that... watched Wall-E and Hancock... both movie is just OK lo... but the Hancock actually can be made better... done with the first event of this semester of the Japanese Cultural Club, the Paper Crane Event... folding paper crane for earthquake victims in Japan... before 2pm we had already manage 1000 pieces of cranes... so happy with it. Thank you for those who had attend the event... Now planning to do another Senbazuru for one of our lecturer Sato Sensei, who is going to take a leave after this semester for medical treatment... wish her all the best and recover soon... finally have some free time to breath... must treasure it... and mid term exam is coming soon already... oh my god... course mate planned to make a BBQ on 2 August... wonder can succeed or not... finally went for badminton yesterday evening... a very nice work out... now whole body is feeling pain here and there... hehe...

Hope everything continues to be fine...

Which F**ker ASS HOLE took my helmet…

Well, just by reading the title should be already know what’s going wrong… some idiot stole my helmet which is locked and park at university… that’s all I can say… bad luck?

Sorry for troubling all my friends again… helping me through this… sorry…

And may God curse the idiot bloody s**ker who took my helmet to die banging by lorry then by car then drag 1km apart and ram over by lorry and car again… Amen.

赤壁

看完这部戏的第一个感觉是...导演大人他根本不懂什么是三国，什么是赤壁。既然故事是从刘备带着百姓逃离曹操的追击开始，那么为什么“张飞怒喝长板桥”这么重要的一幕就这样被忽略了？常山赵子龙如何以一杀百，夺得曹操的宝剑，这一幕也被活生生的忽略了。张飞当时还在怀疑赵子龙是否已经投降曹操，然后张飞一人如何吓退曹操的大军...这些才是这一战的精髓，但是却被改写成孔明带着大家杀敌。如果没记错，当时孔明好像并没身在此战中。最搞笑的，还莫过于没有战马的关羽。赤兔马呢？没有战马的将士，可能存在吗？孔明是军师，指挥大军，应该坐在他的四轮车里，但是戏里却是骑着战马到处乱窜。孙权猎虎那一段就是在浪费时间。孔明舌战群懦也被草草了事。唉...如果下一集故事没有含盖“草船借箭”，“孔明三气周瑜”，“借东风”，“王盖献上连环计”，“关羽放生曹操”等经典内容，这部戏将根本不应该被称为赤壁...

没看过三国的人，也许这会是一部好戏。但是对于我来说，拍摄和制作是不错的，但是故事却太另人失望了...

First ride alone

Yesterday was my first ride to university myself... all alone... 6.30pm... the overall journey? Well, should b consider as ok, but with some "exciting" moments... hehe... 1st is i scared a car by braking a little bit late around the corner... well, there's just a small small corner, so everything is still under control. Next, when i exit a roundabout, i accidentally down shift my bike to 1st gear... luckily when i pick up, i just pick up slowly, but still can feel the power of 1st gear... phew... then everything is just fine... until the return journey, when exiting another roundabout, the benz in front leaves no space for me at the side, so i have to follow its bud... but he brakes suddenly when exiting the roundabout... luckily i drive slow & manage to brake, but fail to balance & have to put my leg down to support myself.

Well, i guess that's it... my skill is improving, but still making some silly mistake here and there... hehe... what to do since i'm just a noobie?

Recent sigh

Don’t know is my laptop problem, or the line problem… recently can’t really sign in to MSN… can’t really surf the net at all time… when early morning that time everything seems to be fine, but slowly things will get worse… in the middle of the day, there’s nothing I can do… plugging the LAN cable means nothing to me… wonder what’s wrong… tired of it, but too lazy to find the solution… sigh… let’s just see how things unfold…

Recently a lot programs keep on hang or jam… wonder what’s wrong… Thunder downloads and bit comet… MSN… Firefox also… maybe there’s something wrong to my windows… the software got problems… I wonder… maybe will need to repair or format it again… sighs…

Wonder when

Wonder when I’ll be able to ride a motor skillfully…

Wonder when I’ll be able to have some free time relaxing…

Wonder when I’ll be able to settle all the assignment…

Wonder when I’ll be able to start study hard…

Wonder when I’ll be able to live my life happily…