Wednesday, January 9, 2013

A sickening feeling...

Having this sickening feeling again...
Wondering what the hell do I work so hard for everyday
Is it because of money?
Is it because of everyone else is doing it?
Really needed a breakthrough somewhere...
Tired of pretending to be someone that is not me
Honestly I don't really care about earning money from working...
What I care most is the job satisfaction feeling which will last longer than my monthly salary
Which is something I found to be losing day after day
Maybe it is my problem... and maybe it's not
Tonight, I can't even squeeze a word out of my mouth...
Tonight, I can't even squeeze a smile out of my face... Sigh...
Not sure how long I can continue to hang on like this...

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