2nd post of the year

January is ending soon... time sure flies by in the speed of light...
Been busy up until now... don't really have time for my own...
Hope things will get better soon
The year of 2013 sure didn't start up smoothly
Let's hope and work for better for the months to come
Need to start balancing my life between work, love & personal time
Hopefully this year will be a better one

A sickening feeling...

Having this sickening feeling again...
Wondering what the hell do I work so hard for everyday
Is it because of money?
Is it because of everyone else is doing it?
Really needed a breakthrough somewhere...
Tired of pretending to be someone that is not me
Honestly I don't really care about earning money from working...
What I care most is the job satisfaction feeling which will last longer than my monthly salary
Which is something I found to be losing day after day
Maybe it is my problem... and maybe it's not
Tonight, I can't even squeeze a word out of my mouth...
Tonight, I can't even squeeze a smile out of my face... Sigh...
Not sure how long I can continue to hang on like this...