突然。

突然心情有点低落
突然思绪有点茫然

想着自己的过去
想着自己的近况
想着自己的未来

工作还是老样子，不知道为了什么而在忙碌
突然想想，还有六个月必须待在这里...
感觉好像很漫长

摄影还是老样子，也许自己并没有那天份
不断的尝试，始终还是不够好
感觉好像已经无能为力

写作还是老样子，兴致满满的开始写
最后还是草草了事的把故事结束
自己毕竟还不是拥有这番才华的人啊

吉他还是老样子，进度缓慢
虽然很想多花时间去学，但是始终还是办不到
结果还是那样...拖泥带水的

生活还是老样子，庸庸碌碌的得过且过
悄悄的来，然后悄悄的离开

也许是我不够努力吧？
也许是我得不到上天的眷顾吧？
也不知道为什么，突然之间就有着这样的想法...

希望短暂的消沉后...一切...会渐渐进入佳境吧
希望自己能够好好的...活出自己的未来吧...

梦醒时分

在这几天的低落情绪里
我梦见了他
他一如往常的来到我身边
躺着，撒娇着，舔着我的手
然后懒洋洋的伸着懒腰
舔干净自己的毛发
蹦蹦跳跳，装着可爱
梦醒，总觉得有一丝丝的暖意
谢谢他...谢谢他再一次的开解了我
也许他还没把我忘记，放不下心
所以才会再一次回来看看我，安慰我吧
情绪...多少恢复了。
不能再让他操心啊...
这样想着，希望自己能够脱离这低谷
然后好好的活下去...

I will be back...

It's been awhile since the last time I become this down and moody...
5 months passed and entering to the 6th month in Dubai...
Looking back to some of the things that I wanted to figure out
Looking back to some of the things that I wanted to achieve
It seems like nothing much has been done and will be done after this 6 months...
After much consideration and thinking...
I have decided to stay for 6 more months until the end of September
I'm staying here not because of money...
I just want to achieve what I have not achieve in this past 6 months
And hopefully everything will turn better when it all ends...
I really have to start working things out... sigh...
Hopefully I can get myself recharge and on track again soon...