D Junction @ Penampang

Went to this lounge... D Junction at Penampang, KK... celebrating birthday for Ah Leong and Ah Sun... atmosphere is nice... the feel is not bad... reminds me the days when drinking with friends back at KL... having dinner there and some beers... a lot of different dishes available, reasonable price with acceptable taste... got singing performance too... the vocalist... well, I must say I have no comment on them... they made me miss the great vocalist I saw back in KL... anyway, overall is a nice night hanging out... Happy Birthday to Leong and Sun...

Empty

Nothing to write and post recently... empty in my head... but still scribble something here since long time I didn't post anything already... too busy and too tired to think of anything at all... lazy also to figure things out... final year project started with journal searching and reading... need to start meet with my supervisor frequently and follow up the progress already... then every week will sure have 1 assignment for that specific subject... lots of work flooding me now... still wondering should I take the JLPT level 2 exam this year... sigh... feel like so restless... but seems like I'm the only one that is busy around only... others still can have their sweet moment and time watching drama, playing games... I just can't stop the tension for this final year...

Facebook-ing?

Facebook... a word everyone so familiar with nowadays... everyday I can see tons of update from all my friends doing this and that on facebook... but for me... I think I'm rarely show up in their friends update list... why? I just don't know how to play facebook... maybe?

I'm impressed that people can non-stop browse others' pictures and give all sorts of comments... play all sorts of applications and keep on adding people in... play all sorts of quizzes and making fun out of it... upload all sorts of things for others to see... search for all sorts of silly clip or picture inside and share with people...

Well... I just can't do all that... lazy? Maybe... just don't really have the motivation to even start to do so... rarely I'll go and comment on people's picture... I played some application before... fed up with it very soon... quizzes? Something I'm not so fond about... anyway... I'll still sign in facebook everyday to see all the happenings on my friends... it feels nice to see them... "alive"... haha...

Oh boy... am I too old to facebook-ing... I'm off track from the trends... hehe...

New semester

Final year starts soon... actually already started but just don't want to accept it and take it as not yet... then move to new house this sem... got a new motor also... new means different from the motor I rent last time... not "new"... then a lot of tiny bit of things mess around with me... laptop a bit strange... think need to format already... sigh... tired... just don't have the mood to do things at all yet... final year project also coming... sigh... just hope everything will turn right soon...

爱。金城武。

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爱，即谅解对方
不过，人要先爱自己才能爱其他人
爱不了自己，便会利用别人来爱自己
紧紧捉住对方不想放开
一旦对方不在身边就十分寂寞。
懂得爱自己，才愿意让对方自由，给对方想要的东西
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金城武。

报章上看见了这...看了心里一酸...刺痛着...
简单的几句话，意义非凡...
让我...重新认真的思考...认真的看待...

我，爱我自己吗？
我，爱得了别人吗？
我，知道什么是爱吗...

心。情。写。照。

失业了...并不是被炒鱿鱼，而是实习完毕而已...
忙着写报告，不知道该怎么写，毫无头绪，横冲直撞...
失去了一个可以暂时寄托自己的地方，毫无方向...
疲累，空虚...一涌上了心头...
人，开始又自我封闭起来...
希望几天的时间里，能够重拾自我...
回去开课后，希望能够完全寄托在学业与课业上...
汗水流完了...但是是值得的
眼泪流干了...已经无法挽回了
嘴角上扬了...因为还能感受到一丝的温暖
让自己再堕落几天吧...
但是必须在几天后...勇敢的...重新站起来...

End of Internship

10 weeks... sounds so long... but seems so fast... at first didn't put any hope on internship... ending up now I'm all into it... really great thanks to everyone under Fan & Motor Group... everyone of you, Eric, Joseph, Khai Shin, Hafiz, Yoke San, Cheng, Khatib... all of you have taught me a lot for the past 10 weeks... thanks to Redzuan, Nizam & Tan also for all the help... Thanks to previuos trainee, Poh Siang, Vincent, Narvin, Kian Giap... thank you for all the guidance too... thank you to many others, Kayu, Miss Chong, Teoh, Lee Fu Kang, Lee CL and many more for the badminton session every Wednesday and all the chit chating that we have... Thank you to Ah Boon for always saying bad words (haha...), Thanks to others that assited me in the completion of my testing, Tan JW, Kuey, Chew, Tan CC, Yang... and many other technicians and engineers that I can't even count them all... we are as if 1 big family... no barrier between us... work together, laugh together... really cherish the 10 weeks I have here in OYL... thank you so much for everything... hope to see you guys soon... touching... sob sob T.T

What language should we use for Math?

Government say the policy of studying Math in English is not reaching the target they expect, that's why they terminate it. The question is, what really do they expect? Maybe they just expect too much from it, so end up doesn't reach their expectation? What's more, they said that there are improvement, but too little... why got improvement but still want to cancel the policy?Although is small improvement, don't those idiots in the government know the phrase that says: sikit-sikit lama jadi bukit?

Some Malay say we must learn Math in national language... so call BM... this might be good for people staying in kampung and pedalaman, but unfortunately, this is not something good to other races. I must say there are many Chinese and Indian out there that doesn't fluent in BM at all... so BM is not really a language that everyone can share with, so study in national language learn better is actually bullshit.

Example, Singapore use English from the very beginning, their education level is far ahead from us. Well, this is because English is their mother tounge... so can't really compare in such a way, unfair... so, let's say Japan... studying in Japanese... national language... they suceed and advanced ahead... country of middle east, once upon a time, they are pioneer in Math, study in their own national language too... so, idiots from the government start putting example like these to say we should study Math in national language too... F**K OFF! They can excel using their national language all because they have a excellent translation and resources of knowledge from all around the world... all in their national language... what do Malaysia have? Nothing!

We need to change because this is what the Malaysian wants... I belive this is what the Malays want more than Malaysian... Tun Mahathir's blog survey tells it all.new report and survey from papers shows that none of the Malaysian wanted to change the language... changing the policy ends up wasting even more money in publication of new books and etc... don't end up got people getting rasuah through the shift of language...

Basic of Math is important. Learning Math in mother tounge is better. English is important for studying Math n Science. All of these are solid facts. Now, actually most lecturer in University still can't teach properly in English even though is already a must... this is already devastating the education of Malaysia, so please don't further rampage the already torned apart system... the best solution would still be remain to study Math & Science in own prefered language during primary to build up the basic... easier to absorb... then in Malay until Form 3... finally, in English for Form 4 and 5... same goes to University...

Sigh... government will never learn from lessons...

BIGBAND @ UM 09

Last night went to watch a live performance by the BIGBAND, I think there are about 50 peoples involve in the performance... I'm not sitting in a place with great view so I didn't took any pictures... anyway, at least I can see my friend there... yes, my friend, Cat... is performing with her saxophone within the band. She graduated from her study in musics... kind of cool... anyway, the performance last for 2 and a half hour, with great band performance and also vocal presentation by some local vocalist. The performance was held in UM Tunku Cancellor Hall... not really a big place... but reasonable and is full house. It is free to watch the show and I must say I'm glad to attend the performance. Cat even has a chance to play solo during the performance!

Proud of you Cat! Good luck and work harder! Hope to see your album soon. Haha...

柠.檬.茶

红茶，略甜略甘
喝下感觉清新芬芳
柠檬，略酸略烈
吃下感觉又爱又恨

红茶加上柠檬
略甜略酸，略甘略烈
这种又爱又恨，清新芬芳的感觉
只有柠檬茶可以做得到

两种属于两个世界的东西
结合在一起竟然变得那么的天衣无缝
不知何时开始，我...
已经不知不觉中恋上了这样的配搭

也许喝下时有些许深感同受
略甜略酸的柠檬茶
略甜略酸的人生
令我不知不觉中，已经无法自拔