三月的结束

三月的结束，意味着四分之一年的时光已经 过去了
定下的目标，希望在四月份开始能够尽全力的实行
沉闷的工作，希望在四月份开始能够有一些的改变
乏味的生活，希望在四月份开始能够有一些的生机

难得空闲

难得的空闲，让自己静下思绪
在这离开都市的宁静里
想着，盼着，思着
已经下定了决心，不要再浪费时间了
三月就快过去，一年就已不见了四分之一
还在拖拖拉拉的话，就会没完没了的了
接下来的日子，就让我好好的挑战自己的能耐吧
事业上做了一些抉择，必须付出更多的努力才行
生活上，必须开始履行定下的计划
暂定四月专心吉他，五月摄影，六月阅读，七月写作吧
不要在荒废2013年了
虽然至今都过得不怎么理想
但是也不能继续堕落下去
希望在正面迎接这一年后，一切会有些不一样吧

有感而发

几天前，公司里发生了一些小插曲。一名员工心脏病发，昏倒在地。后来经过一番抢救，依然无济于事。就这样，他离开了。虽然事发经过我并没有看见，但是在他被抢救的时候，我刚好经过。老实说，我并不是被眼前所看见的情景下了一跳，而是没有想到这样的场面会活生生的发生在自己的身边。无论是谁，应该都会不懂的该怎么反应过来。

事后，公司里自然而然就会传开各种故事，各种消息。听着，也只能酸在心底。身边不乏有人高谈阔论，说什么把这事当作借镜，好好珍惜生命，爱惜身边的人什么的。说真的，到底会有多少人会因为这样的事而有感而发呢？大不了就是当作饭后话题聊个几天，然后就会不了了之。这件事情，对我而言又有什么样的启发呢？这几天脑子里都有想着。希望我在有所领悟之后并不会像其他人那样把它抛诸脑后吧...

A change

I think a change is unavoidable...
Is just how the change will be...
Whether a change which is for me...
Or a change which is for others...
Or a change which is for something else...
Really need to think about this change and make a decision soon...

March...

Almost half way through March
Have been busy all the time with various stuffs...
Wonder where's my personal time gone... sigh
Really have to rethink on how to manage my time
Really have to rethink on how to manage my life
Getting tired of something... and maybe is time for a change
Maybe a change is really what I need now in order to move forward
Maybe a change is really what I need now to keep me alive...

There goes February

And there goes February...
Wonder whether is it because I'm getting older and older
If not, why am I starting to feel the speed of time is as fast as the speed of light
Counting the days that goes by so soon and yet nothing has been done
Up to now, it is really a rough start of 2 months for 2013
Sigh...
Only can hope and pray for things to be better from March onwards
And try to work out some of the things which I've planned to achieve this year...
Before it's too late

昨夜的梦

昨夜的我，做了个梦
梦里的我，失去了一个对我而言很重要的东西
梦里的我，泪洒哭泣
梦醒的我，心情低靡
梦醒的我，难以入眠
上一次在现实里哭得那么凄惨，还得追溯回很多年前了
也许现实中的自己，累计了许多的不安与伤感而没有地方可以发泄吧
虽知道这样的哭泣是难以避免的
还是希望这样的一天不要来得太快就好了...

2013 so far...

The year of 2013 has so far been rather harsh on me
A lot of things are not according to plan
A lot of things are going against me
A lot of things are giving me a lot trouble
A lot of things are just not favor to me
Maybe this year is just not my year
Starts feeling like giving up for the rest of 2013 already
Sigh...

二月

二月了
时间过得太快了
一月什么都没完成，就这样过去了
也许是新年那闷热的天气作祟
人，总是提不起劲来
房间的布置与“装修”也做的七七八八了
是时候开始把注意力集中回来
开始完成自己为自己所定下的目标
不要让二月又这样白白的度过

2nd post of the year

January is ending soon... time sure flies by in the speed of light...
Been busy up until now... don't really have time for my own...
Hope things will get better soon
The year of 2013 sure didn't start up smoothly
Let's hope and work for better for the months to come
Need to start balancing my life between work, love & personal time
Hopefully this year will be a better one