对，害怕入睡
为什么？
因为已经两晚了...
入睡后就开始做梦...
梦，是多么的真实
与现实是多么的相近
就这样，梦着，一直到被闹钟惊醒
原来是梦，还好是梦
但是，拖着疲惫的身体，起床上班
心，开始变得不平静
思绪，开始变得动荡不安
害怕这梦会真的变成现实
千万不要...千万不要...
害怕着...如果可以不必入眠就好了...
我不想再梦见那么残酷的事情...
但愿今晚就这样...失眠好了...
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Tsubasa wo kudasai...
Tsubasa wo kudasai... in Japanese it means "give me wings"...
Yes, please give me wings to fly... a very nicely written lyrics and this song had been sang by a whole lot of different singer, a whole lot of different version out there... the one I'm posting here... I dare not say that everyone can accept the vocals... but I like the feeling it gave me when listening to it... of course with the visual effect from the movie as well, Evangelion 2.22 You Can (Not) Advance.
Feel free to search for other version if you like this song.
English Translation:
If my wish
Could be granted now, I’d want wings.
Please put on my back
White wings, like a bird’s.
In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.
Now, I don’t need wealth or prestige,
But I want wings.
The dream I had when I was a child -
Even now, I’m looking at the same dream.
In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.
In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.
In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.
In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.
Tsubasa wo kudasai | Music Codes
Yes, please give me wings to fly... a very nicely written lyrics and this song had been sang by a whole lot of different singer, a whole lot of different version out there... the one I'm posting here... I dare not say that everyone can accept the vocals... but I like the feeling it gave me when listening to it... of course with the visual effect from the movie as well, Evangelion 2.22 You Can (Not) Advance.
Feel free to search for other version if you like this song.
English Translation:
If my wish
Could be granted now, I’d want wings.
Please put on my back
White wings, like a bird’s.
In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.
Now, I don’t need wealth or prestige,
But I want wings.
The dream I had when I was a child -
Even now, I’m looking at the same dream.
In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.
In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.
In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.
In this vast sky, I want to spread my wings
And fly.
Into the sky, free and without sadness,
I want to flap my wings.
Tsubasa wo kudasai | Music Codes
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
田馥甄 - To Hebe
今年出专辑的歌手有许多，目前为止已经几乎所有当红的都出了。不过，最近难得有空听了几张...除了强力推荐张信哲的新专辑，接下来必须介绍的就是这张《To Hebe》专辑。说真的，什么天王周杰伦，天后蔡依琳都必须靠边站。他们的新专辑真的是听不听都罢，因为他们的音乐已经变成了一种“习惯”，我想说的，是听着他们的歌，只能感受到浓厚的商业味道。他们的歌已经没有了灵魂，没有了内涵，没有了感情。
Hebe的这张单飞专辑，说真的，非常成功。完全让人感受到她的努力，她的力量，她的情感。一直以来，SHE里都只看好她一个，这次证明了我的眼光再次没有出错了。不做作，只有诚恳地耕耘出最完美的首张个人专辑。期待着她能够继续努力，不要好像那些所谓的当红大明星，被这商业的洪流给掩埋。
Thursday, September 9, 2010
无题。
最近反复的听着这两首歌...苏打绿的无眠...张信哲的空位...感觉上两首歌的歌词好像刺到了我的心上，觉得疼痛，流着血，但是却又无法抗拒让自己沉溺其中。把自己关在一个人的房间里，也许真的是错误的选择，因为自然而然就会开始胡思乱想，开始消沉，开始流泪。
从今天开始就已经是假期，直到下星期五才开工。这一个星期将会显得更加的漫长...决定了找两天回到公司去，虽然是假期，但是还是回去两天比较好。可以拿处理公事为一个借口，好让自己逃避那些期盼，那些幻想，那些现实...步出自己的房间，忘却身边的那个空位...
害怕着在数年以后，当自己回头看看自己时，会猛然发觉自己已变成了只能用工作来麻醉自己的丑陋生物。但是，现在的我，还是无能为力，最后的最后，还是只能不断地逃避，不断地把自己埋葬在单纯的思念与回忆里，直到沦陷，直到失眠，直到已无法后退，无法挽回...
从今天开始就已经是假期，直到下星期五才开工。这一个星期将会显得更加的漫长...决定了找两天回到公司去，虽然是假期，但是还是回去两天比较好。可以拿处理公事为一个借口，好让自己逃避那些期盼，那些幻想，那些现实...步出自己的房间，忘却身边的那个空位...
害怕着在数年以后，当自己回头看看自己时，会猛然发觉自己已变成了只能用工作来麻醉自己的丑陋生物。但是，现在的我，还是无能为力，最后的最后，还是只能不断地逃避，不断地把自己埋葬在单纯的思念与回忆里，直到沦陷，直到失眠，直到已无法后退，无法挽回...
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
初＿专辑 - 张信哲
身处这样的时代，在不同的大都会中流转，你身边却始终保持着，一个空位…
离开了一座城市，抵达另一座城市，我和你擦身而过的瞬间，依靠过，然后又分离
就像才刚刚挥别了昨天，今天又紧接而来，一个人去体会另一个似曾相似的，日出到日落。
「傍晚走出机场，搭上开往市区的出租车，我一个人拖着行李，上了六楼，窝进沙发看着热闹的电视节目，吃着一个人的晚餐，为你留了左手边的位子…」
「在半夜踏进诚品，穿梭在陌生人间翻阅着当期的新书…再走进旁边24小时的咖啡店，坐在靠窗边的位子，拿出手机逛了逛网页，替你留了面对面的位子…」
我们身处这样的时代，在不同的大都会中流转，
身边却始终保持着 一个空位…
捷运里蓝色的塑料椅．公园的跷跷板．大树下的长凳…
客厅的灰色沙发．咖啡厅里促膝而坐的木椅…
“是这城市习惯了双数？还是自己习惯了双数？“
我们总是把「都会」和「爱情」划上等号，
却常常在都会里找不到，爱情的双数。
近年总是忙于工作的阿哲，奔波在世界各个城市，走遍了各地的舞台进行表演，对于感情也许一再转身错过了，也许从没真正发现过...
可是，我们却习惯叫着他「情歌王子」、习惯把他的歌当作知己，就像最初的老朋友一般，我们见面寒暄用歌里的深刻互相对话，我们投射彼此内心深处的情感反射，甚至已经渐渐习惯，毫不掩饰的借着他的歌来取暖。
踏进了出道的第21个年头，张信哲再一次用他无可取代的温暖与深情，唱【初＿专辑】中一首首爱情歌颂，一句句诚恳告白。
陪你告别、陪你痊愈、陪你慢慢归零…
陪你回到最初，重新出发！寻找心中那个等待填上的 完美双数...
听过了这专辑，一个很“阿哲”的专辑。情歌王子终于回归了最初的自己，最初的音乐，最初的情感，最初的感动...2010年里，难得的一张好专辑。希望大家也能够被他的歌声，歌词，旋律与音乐感动。在这里介绍给大家，我听了一遍又一遍的歌...空位。非常有意思的歌词，希望大家也会被感动。
空位
张信哲
遥控器按整个晚上
又一张 很空旷的双人床
打开了网页到处逛
又一杯 独享的冷咖啡香
我已习惯
每个城市都独来独往
但还是渴望 偶而有人在身旁
这里有空位 你要不要占缺
不用刻意把我当成你的谁
请再坐近一点 将陌生感消灭
然后就像情人那样体贴
心里的空位 我很乐意出借
霸占我的世界不轻易让位
奔波这么多年 我也想停在某一天
诚实的面对所有爱恋 不胆怯
寂寞有多少的重量
不快乐 该不该继续假装
我已习惯
每个城市都別来无恙
看起來一样 却不同方向
这里有空位 你要不要占缺
不用刻意把我当成你的谁
请再坐近一点 将陌生感消灭
然后就像情人那样体贴
心里的空位 我很乐意出借
霸占我的世界不轻易让位
奔波这么多年 我也想停在某一天
诚实的面对所有爱恋 不胆怯
Empty space by Jeff Chang | Music Codes
Sunday, September 5, 2010
无眠(国语版) - 苏打绿
这首歌...看来非常的适合我...歌名“无眠”也好，歌词也好...都和我产生了不谋而合的共鸣。反复的听着...感觉就越渐强烈。也许一个人的时候总会就这样开始胡思乱想，但是也许会比两个人的时候的互相伤害来得好吧...至少现在痛的苦的累的，就只有我自己一个...一首寂寞的歌，献给这么一个寂寞的我...
今夜的月光超載太重
照著我一夜哄不成夢
每根頭發都失眠
天空他究竟在思念誰
是不是都和我一樣
揮不去昨日甜美的細節
才讓今天又淪陷
你現在想著誰 有沒有和我相同的感覺
固執等著誰卻驚覺已無法倒退
曾經想一起飛 在自己心中蓋了座花園
把你的一切都種在這個地點
卻像魚守在里面
不管要多少時間多少眼淚多少落空來等待
不管你是不是會回來
其實我也不明白 為什么如此傻傻地期盼
你是我僅有的愛
像條魚守在里面
守著幻影葬在里面
Sleepless by Sodagreen | Music Codes
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Tired...
Tired...
Physically tired...
Back pain has never gone from me...
Although the short sickness has recovered...
But still I'm already tortured by it...
Tired...
Mentally tired...
Need to think and plan a lot of things now...
Need to worry a lot more things than usual...
Doesn't matter it is work or life...
Tired...
Spiritually tired...
Still feeling a bit lost...
Still searching for what I really want...
Still being a coward and dare not advance...
Tired...
I'm really tired...
Perhaps exhausted...
Physically tired...
Back pain has never gone from me...
Although the short sickness has recovered...
But still I'm already tortured by it...
Tired...
Mentally tired...
Need to think and plan a lot of things now...
Need to worry a lot more things than usual...
Doesn't matter it is work or life...
Tired...
Spiritually tired...
Still feeling a bit lost...
Still searching for what I really want...
Still being a coward and dare not advance...
Tired...
I'm really tired...
Perhaps exhausted...
Thursday, August 26, 2010
sleepless night
3am in the morning... and I'm awake from my sleep
Damn... I can't fall asleep after that
There's no one around me
No one I can reach
No one I can look for
No one I can rely on
No one I can talk to
No one I can hug to
No one I can receive some comfort from
Yes, I'm all alone... in this sleepless night...
Damn... I can't fall asleep after that
There's no one around me
No one I can reach
No one I can look for
No one I can rely on
No one I can talk to
No one I can hug to
No one I can receive some comfort from
Yes, I'm all alone... in this sleepless night...
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
August ending...
Met a whole lot of new people... some are nice... some are not so...
Learn a whole lot of new things... some are useful... some are not so...
My August training will come to an end soon...
Although there are much more that I'm expecting from this training...
But I got no choice but to accept and appreciate what I got so far...
Next month onwards, hope that I can really pick up my pace...
And start to adapt myself fully in my job...
That's all I can worry about now...
Learn a whole lot of new things... some are useful... some are not so...
My August training will come to an end soon...
Although there are much more that I'm expecting from this training...
But I got no choice but to accept and appreciate what I got so far...
Next month onwards, hope that I can really pick up my pace...
And start to adapt myself fully in my job...
That's all I can worry about now...
Sunday, August 8, 2010
A Pissed-ful August...
Sigh... wonder why August begins with so shit-ly... change in new environment for work place, home and life style already very tiring... then come along with all sorts of family dinners and etc... and the company annual dinner some more... totally exhausted just to entertain everyone... feels like want to yell out loud to the world "LEAVE ME ALONE!!"
Already tired from everyday work... visiting sites and dealing with issues, people and other stuffs everyday is draining all my energy away... a family dinner which should be something enjoyable... ended up to be a rather torturing and frustrating one for me in the end... the timing for everything is just not right at all... what to do but just go on with it... is a family gathering after all... but the most PISSED ME OFF thing will be the company annual dinner... I WILL NOT ATTEND IT ANYMORE IN THE FUTURE!!
First, I wasn't a committee member, but since one of the colleague from my department is, and she asked for my help, so OK, even though I'm already tired of rushing for family gathering in the morning at Rawang, then lunch at Sungai Buloh, then fly all the way to Shah Alam for the dinner... my job is simple, just guide people to their respective table for seating... but again, from 4pm until 6pm standing and serving people... even more tired now... then when dinner starts, found out that the 6 seats which should be belong to me and a few of my colleague who also busy as a committee members, was taken by a bunch of BULL SHIT GOD DAMN MALAY BITCH... never mind, maybe they are just seated wrongly, that's all. So ask them which table they are originally in so that I can bring them to their assigned table... they just sitting there saying they should be sitting that table. FUCK OFF! YOU THINK I DONNO THAT TABLE SHOULD HAVE WHO SITTING IN IT? SOME MORE THE TABLE SEATING IS CLEARLY WRITTEN ON THE INVITATION CARD!! Then one of my colleague asked for their invitation card to see their seating, and none of them respond to him, just ignore him showing "black face"... then one of the BITCH say their place were seated by other people. OK, NEVER MIND... although this is obviously a LAME REASON... I ASSUME THE BITCH DO TELL THE TRUTH, alright, so we got no choice but to search for other table since THOSE MALAY BITCH DO NOT WAT TO MOVE THEIR CHI BAI ASS FROM THE CHAIR. So we discuss where should we sit... but we worried that if we sit on other table, later we will become the one who had sit in other people place as there is a possibility that they are late... while we discussing, suddenly THREE OF THE SIX BITCH STAND UP AND WALK ANGRILY AWAY TO ANOTHER TABLE TO SIT... AND GUESS WHAT THOSE MALAY BITCH DID? THEY PURPOSELY BUMP US WITH THEIR SHOULDER WHEN THEY PASSED BY!! WHAT THE FUCK? HONESTLY SAYING, if this is not company dinner, I WILL DEFINITELY SLAP THAT 3 BITCHES ON THE SPOT!! KURANG AJAR BETUL! IS THIS WHAT ISLAM IS TEACHING MUSLIMS TO BEHAVE LIKE?? I know the answer is certainly not, BUT THESE 3 MALAY BITCHES IS JUST OUT OF THE UNIVERSE FOR BEHAVING LIKE BARBARIAN... WE DIDN'T EVEN SAID ANY WORD OF ASKING THEM TO LEAVE THE TABLE, no point to do so as they already used all the spoon, fork and cup... AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN THIS HAPPENED...
GREAT... I MUST SAY THEY REALLY MADE THE MALAYS IN MALAYSIA SO "PROUD"... what a SHAME... NEVER MIND... this is just a lesson for me to learn... NO NEXT TIME IN ANY OTHER SUCH EVENT IN FUTURE FOR ME ANYMORE!! I HAD ENOUGH!!
Already tired from everyday work... visiting sites and dealing with issues, people and other stuffs everyday is draining all my energy away... a family dinner which should be something enjoyable... ended up to be a rather torturing and frustrating one for me in the end... the timing for everything is just not right at all... what to do but just go on with it... is a family gathering after all... but the most PISSED ME OFF thing will be the company annual dinner... I WILL NOT ATTEND IT ANYMORE IN THE FUTURE!!
First, I wasn't a committee member, but since one of the colleague from my department is, and she asked for my help, so OK, even though I'm already tired of rushing for family gathering in the morning at Rawang, then lunch at Sungai Buloh, then fly all the way to Shah Alam for the dinner... my job is simple, just guide people to their respective table for seating... but again, from 4pm until 6pm standing and serving people... even more tired now... then when dinner starts, found out that the 6 seats which should be belong to me and a few of my colleague who also busy as a committee members, was taken by a bunch of BULL SHIT GOD DAMN MALAY BITCH... never mind, maybe they are just seated wrongly, that's all. So ask them which table they are originally in so that I can bring them to their assigned table... they just sitting there saying they should be sitting that table. FUCK OFF! YOU THINK I DONNO THAT TABLE SHOULD HAVE WHO SITTING IN IT? SOME MORE THE TABLE SEATING IS CLEARLY WRITTEN ON THE INVITATION CARD!! Then one of my colleague asked for their invitation card to see their seating, and none of them respond to him, just ignore him showing "black face"... then one of the BITCH say their place were seated by other people. OK, NEVER MIND... although this is obviously a LAME REASON... I ASSUME THE BITCH DO TELL THE TRUTH, alright, so we got no choice but to search for other table since THOSE MALAY BITCH DO NOT WAT TO MOVE THEIR CHI BAI ASS FROM THE CHAIR. So we discuss where should we sit... but we worried that if we sit on other table, later we will become the one who had sit in other people place as there is a possibility that they are late... while we discussing, suddenly THREE OF THE SIX BITCH STAND UP AND WALK ANGRILY AWAY TO ANOTHER TABLE TO SIT... AND GUESS WHAT THOSE MALAY BITCH DID? THEY PURPOSELY BUMP US WITH THEIR SHOULDER WHEN THEY PASSED BY!! WHAT THE FUCK? HONESTLY SAYING, if this is not company dinner, I WILL DEFINITELY SLAP THAT 3 BITCHES ON THE SPOT!! KURANG AJAR BETUL! IS THIS WHAT ISLAM IS TEACHING MUSLIMS TO BEHAVE LIKE?? I know the answer is certainly not, BUT THESE 3 MALAY BITCHES IS JUST OUT OF THE UNIVERSE FOR BEHAVING LIKE BARBARIAN... WE DIDN'T EVEN SAID ANY WORD OF ASKING THEM TO LEAVE THE TABLE, no point to do so as they already used all the spoon, fork and cup... AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN THIS HAPPENED...
GREAT... I MUST SAY THEY REALLY MADE THE MALAYS IN MALAYSIA SO "PROUD"... what a SHAME... NEVER MIND... this is just a lesson for me to learn... NO NEXT TIME IN ANY OTHER SUCH EVENT IN FUTURE FOR ME ANYMORE!! I HAD ENOUGH!!
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