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:-(

Help!

Industrial training stuff is driving me nuts... need to think of transport problem... need to think of this and that... sigh... hard to find any close to my house... even if i found one they might not accept you... even if they accept you, it might not be the company you really want... sigh... anyway, just receive a call from a company at Sungai Buloh... wondering should accept or not... but I'll double confirm with them regarding my Industrial Training period and status first... after everything is really confirmed... then I really should start to settle it already... accept or not... sigh... main problem is still regarding transport... sigh...

what can i do?

recently after my motor test i just stay at home only... kinda feeling tired at first... so rest for awhile first... then suddenly i realize even if i wan to go out also... nothing much can i do actually... most fren are still busy wif their studies or thesis... my dear back Sabah ady T.T then left me alone so free here... din search for job last time cos due to motor test uncertainty... now... i just stay home... make my Gundam sometime... write my story sometime... watch some movie sometime... sleep sometime... no car so nowhere i can go... unless i take bus then different story... but u know... ppl tend to become lazy after awhile... hehe... so i just stay home n bcom an Otaku... anyway... will sure go out this weekend... alone or with frens also nvm... just wondering what else can i do here...

halfway through my holiday at KL

after busy with my motor license... finally i have some free time to really enjoy my holiday... my Singapore trip postponed to around 27 of Dec... after Christmas... sigh... what to do? anyway... my dear flying back to Sabah today for her thesis... safe trip and good luck to her on her work... muacks~ recently busy with my Gundam... then watch a bit of movie... and is time to continue writing my story already... hehe... hang half way... well actually not yet even half way... too busy recently... anyway, will try my best to get things done by this holiday... if not won't have the time anymore... still stick with my Industrial Training stuff... waiting reply but don't seems like having any... donno where to find also... sigh... just hope everything can be settle soon...

dear...

Dear... love u more n more day after day...
Muacks... maybe is been cursed by u ady...
Hehe... but nvm... u r my 1 n only dear...
Must also love me more day after day hor...
Miss u... i'll be good boy so u be good girl oso hor...
Hope to see u soon back at Sabah lo...
Muacks~ Muacks~ Muacks~

at last...

yeah...
good bye to those smoky place...
good bye to the heat n pressure...
good bye to driving center...
welcome...
my long waited motor license...

wait die lo...

today went for practice... morning once, noon once... morning start off nicely... although drop 2 times like tat, but overall everything seems to be fine... but then suddenly... disaster strikes... i drop from bridge, i drop heavily... actually i oso donno wat had gone wrong... im on the bridge, too close to the right, so i steer towards left, but feel like the bike is not moving the way i want... then try to speed a little n see things change or not... and then suddenly my rear tyre give up... it drop to the left side of the bridge... feels like not logic at all since i'm actually on the right... if drop, i should drop towards the right n not the left side of the bridge... anyway... it drop from the rear 1st... losing control... probably bcos i'm giving some speed at that moment too... quickly i stop the speeding n brake... so the rear tyre on the left side is totally out of control, letting me no choice but to fall in a nicer position which cause minimum damage to both me n the bike... well, in the end i screwed my morning wif a scrath on the leg and the bike... sigh...

noon is raining... wait for so long and finally it stop. dash out and get as many lap as possible before tml test... bcos using diff motor everytime, i also dono whether i'm actually good or not... sometime i just hav no pbm at all in controling n balancing the motor, but sometime having hard time in control... some hard to balance... haih... just pray tml wil b fine...

sigh...

today went for the morning practice... wonder what's wrong... fail to balance once at the 8 turn... U turn fail to balance few times... brake too much i guess... bridge also... today drop back to 50% ady... sigh... 1 day din practice end up like this... wonder is it really bcos my pbm or the motor pbm... although i do complain a lot about the road condition also... but watever it is... wat to do? others so expert flying here n there, left me alone struggling... sigh... noon raining so can't practice... one more day to go... wat can i do beside praying...

muacks

Meet wif my dear today... she is here at KL...
So happy to see her... miss her so much...
Love my dear... Muacks...

Tired again

Tired... just back from my third practice of motor... today everything went better than I expected... i chose a good motor i guess... Honda Wave... it's a bit unstable and i need to do a lot of steering... but the balancing is good... at least better than yesterday... totally cant steer at all... today 1 hour practice... nothing much happened... the bridge... manage 1 time for 7 second only i guess... the rest... 5 second most... drop a few times... success rate slightly increase to 70% due to the number of trial is less than yesterday... the 8 turn no pbm at all today... the U turn only giv me pbm once... the rest somehow manage to pass through although very ugly... on the road also getting better... wonder is i'm improving or i really picked a good motor... mayb i should try use another motor the next time... to c is it my skill better or motor better...

tired... just pray can pass no matter how...