Thursday, December 29, 2011

2011 ---> 2012


回首2011年,看着自己设下的目标,到底有多少个达成了,有多少个放弃了,有多少个在进行中,有多少个失败了

然后再回首2011年里自己做了什么,经历了什么,学到了什么,看到了什么

工作上,上半年可以说是遇到了一些瓶颈,然后接受了前往迪拜工作半年的合约,希望来到这里可以转换心情,然后突破自己面对的那瓶颈,但是,最后好像还是卡着没法突破。再多给自己一些时间吧,希望明年能够找到自己想做的,要做的,然后有一番作为

家庭上,没什么改变。僵持的关系依然僵持,好的关系依然完好今年的自己也许逃避了许许多多的问题,也许真的是时候要好好正视了?

2011年,发现自己最常问的问题是“我到底在做什么?这是我要的生活吗?”

今晚开始就没能上网了,也许要等到11号或2号才能够上网吧。也许这是一件好事,让自己可以静下心来,好好的窥看自己到底想要什么。

2012年的展望?详细的就不多说了,总而言之,我希望2012年会是我开始正视自己,追求梦想的一年。真的不想为了赚钱,每天过着机器人般的生活。我要活出自己的人生,自己的未来。

祝愿大家新年快乐。

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

圣诞夜

今年的圣诞有一点不一样
因为在一个没有飘雪的冬天里度过
因为在一段疲累中度过
因为在一段旅行中度过
因为只身在国外度过
因为不是一个人默默的度过...
明年的圣诞节...期待中。

Saturday, December 24, 2011

平安夜

结束了一段摄影风潮
打算这几天好好的整理一下自己的写作
然后是时候开始放多一些心思在吉他上
总觉得有些忽略了他
是时候开始挑战自己的音乐造化了
平安夜?
没什么,只是另一个独自度过的夜晚
仅此而已。

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Recently

Things that I want to do...
Things that I need to do...
Things that I wish to do...
Things just getting pile up like a mountain

Recently, feeling myself rather "messy"
Everything seems to be out of control
Everything seems to be so un-organised
Nothing seems to be right

Well, have to keep my feet on the ground anyway
Try to get things done slowly
One by one, step by step
And hope everything will turn out fine soon

Sunday, December 18, 2011

最近

最近没什么特别,还是那样...
忙着工作,忙着胡思乱想
也不知道为什么,最近突然有许多的创作灵感
不知道应该开心还是不开心
毕竟自己真的没时间...

另外,表姐出嫁了...
未能参加她的婚礼,有一点惋惜
毕竟这是难得能够和全部亲戚朋友相聚的日子
自己却得一个人呆在这里...
不过往好的方面想...就是自己不必回答他们“有没有女朋友”这样的问题了

突然有一股冲动,想要放下一切
带着我的吉他和相机到处遨游
然后把一点一滴都写下来。
如果这能够转换为我的职业...那该有多好啊?
究竟这终究会只是一个梦,还是...会...

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

我。时区的过客


穿梭在一个又一个不同的时区
时差不断变更,季节不断变换
唯一没有改变的是背井离乡的这一事实
也许自己已经默默的恋上了这种生活也说不定
自由自在,独来独往,毫无顾虑,不是很好吗?
虽然说已经习惯了这种飘荡的生活
但是,人还是会有渴望着回家的时候
还是会渴望着停泊在一个避风港
一想到这里,心就开始慌,开始乱了
也许常年在外的奔波,身心都开始觉得疲惫了吧
也许离乡背井那么多年,是时候倦鸟归巢了吧
在自己的家,在自己选择的避风港,在与大家相同的时区里
就能够得到幸福吗?
就能够活得更好吗?
想到这里,人又开始却步了
总觉得进退两难似的
最后的最后,人还是那么的无助
独自畏缩在自己的时间与空间里
一个人苟且偷生苟且残存下去
原来,我只是另一个时区的过客
仅此而已...

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Children Who Chase Lost Voices from Deep Below 星を追う子ども


Well, even though the story titled as "Children who chase the star", but the whole story isn't really related to star at all. Anyway, this is the latest master piece by Makoto Shinkai, the director of "Byousoku 5cm", my all time favorite animation movie.

It is obvious that this time around he is using a different approach to tell his story. The story doesn't make me crying like "Byousoku 5cm", but this doesn't mean that the story is not touching. The graphic is still very nice, and so does the message Makoto Shinkai wants to deliver to everyone.

The meaning of life... the meaning of living... the meaning of death...

The story is started rather rapidly, pouring a lot of information for you to digest about the world and timeline of it... but soon it slows down to explain each and every of them, one by one. Everything is clearly told, the story, the character, the message... everything unfold slowly and gently. Although one may argue the storyline is a little "predictable", but the difference will be the how the whole message is being convey to the audience.

For those who have lost their love one... for those who are afraid of losing your love one... for those who are a little misserable about your life now... take a look into this movie and hopefully you will find that little special meaning inside like I did...

Here's the movie theme song and lyrics in chinese... hope you like it as well.


Hello, Goodby and Hello
熊木杏里
Hello Goodbye and Hello  與你相逢 現在與你離別
Hello Goodbye and Hello 然後向沒有你的這個世界 Hello
那個時候還不知道真正的 離別
漸漸破壞的心 一直在尋找著你
如果 你能聽見 有很多的話想告訴你
全心全意永遠讓你充滿笑容 許下誓言想留在你身邊

Hello Goodbye and Hello 與你相逢 現在與你離別
Hello Goodbye and Hello 然後向沒有你的這個世界 Hello
在喜歡上你的時候 已經踏上了 旅程
Hello Goodbye and Hello 永遠把你 記住在心裡
Hello Goodbye and Hello 然後 沿著這條路繼續前進
不想失去願望 是最遠的那一顆星 天空遼闊就如明天
雖然漫無邊際 但我想伸出雙手
“Hello Goodbye and Hello 與你相逢 現在與你離別
Hello Goodbye and Hello 然後向沒有你的這個世界 Hello”

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

私の物語 Ver. 5.5

As year end approach... many things starting to run in my mind
Many things need to think about and consider about...
As when new year comes, I need to start and make things right
So no matter it is life, work, relations or anything else...
I think a lot recently... and I haven't really find the way out yet
Hopefully everything will sort out soon... step by step

For those who realized, I have changed the "Labels" of all my post
Now only left 6 major labels for all my posts
And the Navigation Tab has been changed as well
No more "My Stories", "My Gunpla" and "My Photography" page there
Well, it's not that I abandoned those pages... well, you'll see
Anyway, my personal background page is still available there
Some renovation and revamp of all my stuff on the internet has been done
Phase 1 and 2 has already completed... now need to get phase 3 kick start
Hopefully by end of this week everything can settle down a little
Have been feeling tired recently, not sure why... hope won't fall sick

Friday, December 2, 2011

就这样...十二月来临了

十二月...说时迟,那时快
就这样,一年又过去了
好像什么都没做到就过去了
时间,岁月...真的很无情啊
回顾自己在今年给自己设下的目标与计划
到底有多少个目标已经达成了呢?
到底有多少个计划已经实行了呢?
虽然达成的目标并不多
但是决定实行的计划基本都在进行中
那么,接下来就是要和自己进行一段最真实的谈话
剖析这一年来的自己...
然后,希望能够有个更好的计划和目标
好让自己在2012年里...能够继续昂首前进