3am in the morning... and I'm awake from my sleep
Damn... I can't fall asleep after that
There's no one around me
No one I can reach
No one I can look for
No one I can rely on
No one I can talk to
No one I can hug to
No one I can receive some comfort from
Yes, I'm all alone... in this sleepless night...
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
August ending...
Met a whole lot of new people... some are nice... some are not so...
Learn a whole lot of new things... some are useful... some are not so...
My August training will come to an end soon...
Although there are much more that I'm expecting from this training...
But I got no choice but to accept and appreciate what I got so far...
Next month onwards, hope that I can really pick up my pace...
And start to adapt myself fully in my job...
That's all I can worry about now...
Learn a whole lot of new things... some are useful... some are not so...
My August training will come to an end soon...
Although there are much more that I'm expecting from this training...
But I got no choice but to accept and appreciate what I got so far...
Next month onwards, hope that I can really pick up my pace...
And start to adapt myself fully in my job...
That's all I can worry about now...
Sunday, August 8, 2010
A Pissed-ful August...
Sigh... wonder why August begins with so shit-ly... change in new environment for work place, home and life style already very tiring... then come along with all sorts of family dinners and etc... and the company annual dinner some more... totally exhausted just to entertain everyone... feels like want to yell out loud to the world "LEAVE ME ALONE!!"
Already tired from everyday work... visiting sites and dealing with issues, people and other stuffs everyday is draining all my energy away... a family dinner which should be something enjoyable... ended up to be a rather torturing and frustrating one for me in the end... the timing for everything is just not right at all... what to do but just go on with it... is a family gathering after all... but the most PISSED ME OFF thing will be the company annual dinner... I WILL NOT ATTEND IT ANYMORE IN THE FUTURE!!
First, I wasn't a committee member, but since one of the colleague from my department is, and she asked for my help, so OK, even though I'm already tired of rushing for family gathering in the morning at Rawang, then lunch at Sungai Buloh, then fly all the way to Shah Alam for the dinner... my job is simple, just guide people to their respective table for seating... but again, from 4pm until 6pm standing and serving people... even more tired now... then when dinner starts, found out that the 6 seats which should be belong to me and a few of my colleague who also busy as a committee members, was taken by a bunch of BULL SHIT GOD DAMN MALAY BITCH... never mind, maybe they are just seated wrongly, that's all. So ask them which table they are originally in so that I can bring them to their assigned table... they just sitting there saying they should be sitting that table. FUCK OFF! YOU THINK I DONNO THAT TABLE SHOULD HAVE WHO SITTING IN IT? SOME MORE THE TABLE SEATING IS CLEARLY WRITTEN ON THE INVITATION CARD!! Then one of my colleague asked for their invitation card to see their seating, and none of them respond to him, just ignore him showing "black face"... then one of the BITCH say their place were seated by other people. OK, NEVER MIND... although this is obviously a LAME REASON... I ASSUME THE BITCH DO TELL THE TRUTH, alright, so we got no choice but to search for other table since THOSE MALAY BITCH DO NOT WAT TO MOVE THEIR CHI BAI ASS FROM THE CHAIR. So we discuss where should we sit... but we worried that if we sit on other table, later we will become the one who had sit in other people place as there is a possibility that they are late... while we discussing, suddenly THREE OF THE SIX BITCH STAND UP AND WALK ANGRILY AWAY TO ANOTHER TABLE TO SIT... AND GUESS WHAT THOSE MALAY BITCH DID? THEY PURPOSELY BUMP US WITH THEIR SHOULDER WHEN THEY PASSED BY!! WHAT THE FUCK? HONESTLY SAYING, if this is not company dinner, I WILL DEFINITELY SLAP THAT 3 BITCHES ON THE SPOT!! KURANG AJAR BETUL! IS THIS WHAT ISLAM IS TEACHING MUSLIMS TO BEHAVE LIKE?? I know the answer is certainly not, BUT THESE 3 MALAY BITCHES IS JUST OUT OF THE UNIVERSE FOR BEHAVING LIKE BARBARIAN... WE DIDN'T EVEN SAID ANY WORD OF ASKING THEM TO LEAVE THE TABLE, no point to do so as they already used all the spoon, fork and cup... AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN THIS HAPPENED...
GREAT... I MUST SAY THEY REALLY MADE THE MALAYS IN MALAYSIA SO "PROUD"... what a SHAME... NEVER MIND... this is just a lesson for me to learn... NO NEXT TIME IN ANY OTHER SUCH EVENT IN FUTURE FOR ME ANYMORE!! I HAD ENOUGH!!
Already tired from everyday work... visiting sites and dealing with issues, people and other stuffs everyday is draining all my energy away... a family dinner which should be something enjoyable... ended up to be a rather torturing and frustrating one for me in the end... the timing for everything is just not right at all... what to do but just go on with it... is a family gathering after all... but the most PISSED ME OFF thing will be the company annual dinner... I WILL NOT ATTEND IT ANYMORE IN THE FUTURE!!
First, I wasn't a committee member, but since one of the colleague from my department is, and she asked for my help, so OK, even though I'm already tired of rushing for family gathering in the morning at Rawang, then lunch at Sungai Buloh, then fly all the way to Shah Alam for the dinner... my job is simple, just guide people to their respective table for seating... but again, from 4pm until 6pm standing and serving people... even more tired now... then when dinner starts, found out that the 6 seats which should be belong to me and a few of my colleague who also busy as a committee members, was taken by a bunch of BULL SHIT GOD DAMN MALAY BITCH... never mind, maybe they are just seated wrongly, that's all. So ask them which table they are originally in so that I can bring them to their assigned table... they just sitting there saying they should be sitting that table. FUCK OFF! YOU THINK I DONNO THAT TABLE SHOULD HAVE WHO SITTING IN IT? SOME MORE THE TABLE SEATING IS CLEARLY WRITTEN ON THE INVITATION CARD!! Then one of my colleague asked for their invitation card to see their seating, and none of them respond to him, just ignore him showing "black face"... then one of the BITCH say their place were seated by other people. OK, NEVER MIND... although this is obviously a LAME REASON... I ASSUME THE BITCH DO TELL THE TRUTH, alright, so we got no choice but to search for other table since THOSE MALAY BITCH DO NOT WAT TO MOVE THEIR CHI BAI ASS FROM THE CHAIR. So we discuss where should we sit... but we worried that if we sit on other table, later we will become the one who had sit in other people place as there is a possibility that they are late... while we discussing, suddenly THREE OF THE SIX BITCH STAND UP AND WALK ANGRILY AWAY TO ANOTHER TABLE TO SIT... AND GUESS WHAT THOSE MALAY BITCH DID? THEY PURPOSELY BUMP US WITH THEIR SHOULDER WHEN THEY PASSED BY!! WHAT THE FUCK? HONESTLY SAYING, if this is not company dinner, I WILL DEFINITELY SLAP THAT 3 BITCHES ON THE SPOT!! KURANG AJAR BETUL! IS THIS WHAT ISLAM IS TEACHING MUSLIMS TO BEHAVE LIKE?? I know the answer is certainly not, BUT THESE 3 MALAY BITCHES IS JUST OUT OF THE UNIVERSE FOR BEHAVING LIKE BARBARIAN... WE DIDN'T EVEN SAID ANY WORD OF ASKING THEM TO LEAVE THE TABLE, no point to do so as they already used all the spoon, fork and cup... AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN THIS HAPPENED...
GREAT... I MUST SAY THEY REALLY MADE THE MALAYS IN MALAYSIA SO "PROUD"... what a SHAME... NEVER MIND... this is just a lesson for me to learn... NO NEXT TIME IN ANY OTHER SUCH EVENT IN FUTURE FOR ME ANYMORE!! I HAD ENOUGH!!
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